i wrote you
a letter every day
letters to tell you
just how i feel

written in neat, curved
writing i told you
just how sweet
i thought you were
how you made my heart
glow

letters in which i wrote
with various colors of ink
pouring out my whole being
to you

i wrote you
a letter every day.

i wrote you letters in which
i told you how you made me
bloom.

eventually
i found myself
pressing harder on
the paper
than i had before.

creating tears in them
similar in shape
and size
as the ones
inside of me.

i began to send
letters
with creases
and bumps
and stains
splattered with tears

pouring
from my eyes

as i wrote
the anger
bubbling within me.

my last letter
addressed to you
contained
no words

but was blank.
because
i had none that

could reach
as far

and deep

into the cracks
of my
heart

to describe
just
what you

had left
of me.
a draft i decided to finish because it took a totally different turn than originally intended.
I have been doing better lately
The man in the mirror doesn't hate me
it seems like my fate has changed or maybe its destiny
She brings a smile to my face
With such grace i laugh
i'm having a ball
I love you all
Its time to shove my depressive thoughts
Into a hall full of smiles

There was a while when i couldn't smile
My eyes were full of tears
But i hope you hear me when i say
I love you
Don't ever forget YOU are beautiful and I love you for who you are
A smile on my face
Fake
A real one i chase
True
My life is a race
from my problems i run
true
Im happy
fake
i am fake
Cc
Wrap yourself around me,
to make me believe you'd never flee,
walk along my neck,
fingertip after fingertip,
slide ghostly with your lips
down over,
down under,
center cuddle.
Rhymes with signs,
magic crimes
intertwining intentions
with your element of mine.

Wild, wild coasts,
clashing, resetting
oceans and boats.

Climb along
the street of dying songs
to meet me where
the touch belongs.

Wild, wild coasts,
clashing, resetting
oceans and boats.

Say good bye
when the time comes,
let us part in peace.
To not be ******
and catched forever
in weeping willow trees
Found this older try to write a song text
in a forgotten notepad today.
-
And you haven't seen
what we could have been,

but worse has happened already,

so why should I am seeing,
why should I be agreeing
to what you placed before my feet,

so, so sad,
so, so, so sad,

so sad
.
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sung version:
https://youtu.be/kkEA4LFMW28
I'll never be the one
flipped and done
Kiss the sun
Burn your buns
I guess you won

You stabbed my heart
With paper darts
Made me ****
Tree's stripped of bark Apple à la cart

Look down below
Summer's in the snow
Wondering you know
How we just blow
Separately on the go

I was aways opening the door
Backing up on the floor
Stumbling ! Falling !
The fabric of life just tore
Tattering
Who's keeping score ?
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