We walk through life
Mostly strife
Some find suicide
While others
Cut their thighs

So many questions
One should ask
But never
Ever
Start with

Why

Yes
Your family loves you
But first they must drug you

Life is like
A visit to the dentist
Sometimes they forget

To drug you

Do you know what it's like
To walk down these halls
And to be judged constantly by the cool kids?

If your shirt and pants are yesterday's news
So are you

I actually
Feel like crying
Everytime
They say that I dress like a ****

I know it shouldn't bother me
But it does

It's so hard to ignore some people
They just never stop bashing you

When I get nervous and shaky
I feel like I want to throw up

They still laugh
I try hard to smile
Fake

Then you get the
Oh be real
You don't need make up
You're beautiful without it

That's not true
And I may sound like a broken record sometimes
And my story's not a Cinderella happy ending

Still stuck with the bossy sisters
And the wicked witch of a mother
Yeah

Stories don't end like that people
And poems don't sound that perfect
I can tell they're fake
Because I can't actually apply it to my life
Without looking like a complete idiot

Get it?

So if I so happen to ignore some kids that are picking on me
And you walk in
And ask me why I hate them
When they're being so nice

Shut up
Just
Shut up

You're a guy
You don't get girls
They
Are

Mean

Huh
You don't get it

Whatever

I walk away

You ask
Them
What's wrong with me

They lie
You believe their sweet lies
So
Typical

Grow a brain
Use it
For more
Than
Just
Staring
At
My

Eyes

Up
Here

Not
Possible
To
Expl­ain
This
To
A
Guy

Wasting
My
Time

Get it?

Nope

How many times do I have to explain myself to you
Infinity?

You're suppose to have the bigger brain here
But from what I'm seeing
You never even use one percent of it

Now
Comes
The
Mean
Girls

They will hunt you down
Even when you're
In the bathroom
Washing your hands
And checking your face

Life
*****

Just wait
Until
It's your turn

You're lucky
Guys

Just kidding
I'm fine

NOT!!!!

You don't need to sleep
Just be still
And dream

It can be scary
Living without somebody to hold your hand
But that's just because
They're gonna hold your hand even more when they do

You will be loved beyond your knowing
Just wait
Good things will happen
But first come the clouds
Then the rain
Then the hail
Then the hurricanes
Then the thunder
Then the lightning

Then a never ending gray sky

But soon
Just wait
The clouds will soon disappear
And you will see

A mystic rainbow

Maybe that's just a lie to keep your spirits up
But sometimes
Even a liar's lie
Will become the truth

Eventually

Life is not about worrying about tommorrow
It's about enjoying what you have today

So smile
And hold your family
A little closer
While they're still around
Because tommorrow

They could be gone

I held you close
In my arms so tight
But they took you away
Like my heart tonight

I was left with a hole
An emptiness inside

It was just a normal day
I woke up
And you were gone

I just lay here in my room
Curled up in my blankets
Face pressed into my pillow

Crying

I didn't know it would feel like this
I just want to die

If I saw the one
Who took my heart
Even if they were in a tank
Aiming that big gun at me
They wouldn't be safe

From a woman's fury

Stay away from me
You hurt me more than this tank ever could
You think death scares me?

Life is what scares me
Life

Living with this hurt
Is worse
Than being skinned alive

I'm not afraid
I'm just not

I've gone numb
You can't hurt me with a gun
Anymore than you did
With these words

So I'm gonna walk away
No need to shoot
I'm already dead anyway

Thanks
For blowing my heart into a million pieces

they shoot me anyway

The world will never change
Same man
Same brain

I'm a woman
I don't play

Games

I actually care
About the life
I bring into this world

Unlike you
Whom so easily destroy it

You're not men
You're monsters
Apes with guns
Pointing at the ones who love you

Bang
Bang

Feuer Frei

Bang
Bang

One day
You'll make the greatest mistake of all
One day
You'll destroy

The Earth

I left my white and blue house
Took a look outside
And saw a red house
That was empty inside

I walked over
And knocked on the door

But nobody was answering

So I opened the door
And walked inside
And I saw a human
With ******* eyes

I turned on the lights
It was just me
Looking in the mirror

My eyes were black
Because of what I feared

Myself

Then I started to sit down
And rest my eyes

This house
Wasn't so scary

They lied

When I awoke
I heard a knock at the door
It was my sister
She missed me

She came to visit
Her older sister
Because I guess

She really missed her ♥♡♥♡