I wish you were here
this night is oh so lonely
you shouldn't have left
why so soon?
Your laughter still echoes off the walls
but the space in between is so empty
I relive our memories every night
they dance in my head screaming,
"what if."

My lips are dry, crusted with blood
My teeth can no longer hold words inside
Love bleeds out as my mouth cracks open
I am no longer surrounded by oblivion.
Stars break around me
Clouds drop to the earth
I have upset the motion of everything
I am in pursuit of you.
You hold my soul tightly, as it wraps itself around you
My heart is on your sleeve
You've stolen everything of mine
I would give you  my eyes, my voice
As long as you love me

Every single day
Every hour
It feels like a chunk of me is missing.
You’re gone
in every essence except that of death
My life is filled, I am consumed with you
The clock is sitting here ticking away
I long to hear your voice
I am blessed to have contact but the letters aren’t enough
You are my home
my inspiration when I am about to throw out the pages
I long for not even words
but the feel of your fingertips as you touch my face
the way your laugh would echo off the walls
all of the little things
Please just come home to me.

Crimson and glorious; Let's paint the world
A place so full of hate yet so full of beauty
You see I've got a problem in my head
One that cannot quite be fixed
I live for the glory, the guts and the gore
To feel in control
but you see, I am spiraling out of control
I want to put this brush down

I wish I knew where I was going
and why it was so hard
But you see for people like me darling the world is quite harsh.

Someday I will fade
Just like a photograph in one of those books you keep
A distorted memory; there but forgotten
I am nothing but a familiar echo, haunting you from the past
I still live in the moments where our eyes would meet
When we would communicate with smiles and stolen kisses
You were my future
I am your past.