Love is different
for the overly expressive than
for logical people

Once upon a time, I found that love of mine.
It was in his eye's and in his touch,
without a doubt we loved so much.

As time went on our love grew strong,
we knew where we belonged.
We danced and played and made each day
a memory with our songs.

I surely wasn't ready, the day God called
him home. I wanted to go with him, I
can't bare to breath alone.

Six years has come and gone so fast,
but still my heart feels empty. I know it's
time to let someone in, but how do I let
go of our dance?

A kind man asked for my heart today,
I wanted to turn and run away.
If he looks in my eye's he may see my soul,
my pain that's hidden within.

Or was this man so kind and gentle sent
here for a reason? Should I give this man my
broken heart and see if it feels pleasing.

I couldn't bare to go through this again,
my heart would just stop beating.


By Bevi Jean

The hardest pill to swallow is knowing
that I did it to myself.
I can try to say that over stated/ cliche line:

"In the end, it was probably
for the best."

but the truth is, that it doesn't help.

My mind cannot help but wander and drift to the thoughts of you.
Your skin illuminated by moonlight.
The way you would hold me close and say goodnight.
The way we laughed and talked about the future.
About how much you were my pride.

I use to find so much peace by the oceanside,
but for the first time in my life I found that same peace
standing right next to me.
You make me feel alive.
My mom said that you were the best for me
because you brought life back to my eyes.

I always hated the city,
but seeing the joy it brought you made me want
to spend every moment I could with you.
The way you would grab my hand and lead me to
all of those special moments that you wanted to share,
and if I could, in a moment I would be right back there.

I took you for granted.

There are no apologies that I could ever pen
to help you to understand how much
I would go back and do everything over again.
I just wish that I could make you see that
you are the only oceanside I need.

If my heart is an anchor, then your heart is the sea;
for my heart longs to be weighed down to yours
for this life and all of
eternity.

Take a breath ill pull myself together.
Just another step till I reach the door. You'll never know the way it tore me up inside to see you.
I wish I could tell you something to take it all away.
Tell you something to bring back your faith.
Sometimes I wish that I could save you.
And their so many things that I want you to know.
I wont give up till its over, even if it takes you forever.
I want you to  know that when I hear your voice.
Its drowning in the whispers.
Its just skin and bone, their nothing left to take.
And no matter What I do I cant make you feel better
If only I could find the answer to help you understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you.
And their so many things that I wish you would have known.
I hope you know I wont give up till the end.
I hope you understand I meant it ' forever till the end'
I want you to know that If you fall, tumbledown.
Ill pick you off from the ground.
And if you loose faith in the world ill hold you so that you know their is still good to.
Tell me you wont give up, and ill be their if you do.
Sometimes I wish I could save you
and theirs so much you should have known.
I wont give up till its over. If it takes you forever.
I want you to know I meant 'forever till the end'
And I wish that I could have saved you
Their are so many things you never will see
Just don't give in tonight
don't give up on me.