I feel as if there is no end to this life
I know there may be many choices
Openings, endings
But I am stuck wondering which one is for me

voices calm me
they never alarm me
they try to harm me
but I just hide

it's hard to work with
but it's always worth it
to feel the relief
that I feel inside

it's a struggle to
always run
it's a struggle to know
where i come from

voices excite me
my room ignites
the flames worry me
but I just hide

hide, hide
constant run
constantly running
until we see the sun

we don't stop
for no one less
because our souls
will undress

my room ignites
my poetry in flames
the voices bite
but I just hide

lonely star,
don’t be sad,
you’re the first friend,
i’ve ever had,

i hope you can,
look over me,
as i look up,
its you, i see,

glittering, sparkling,
lighting up my sky,
please, my friend,
don’t say goodbye,

because if you leave,
who will i see,
and who will suddenly,
watch over me?

i need the guidance,
i need the light,
that you give me,
during the night,

lonely star,
don’t disappear,
its important that,
you’re always near,

because without my light,
without my star,
i guarantee,
i won’t get far,

lonely star,
now can you see,
what you have,
done to me?

I’m crashing into,
an emotional state,
that you, lonely star,
helped me create,

lonely star,
you helped me see,
that in the sky,
is where i want to be,

i hope we find,
each other again,
because after all,
you were my first friend

I'm at home, all alone
But please do not come around
Because alone is what I like to be
Without new faces or new sound

I'm at home, all alone
I think you know my address
But please do not come around
Because I will only love you less

I'm at home, all alone
You believe that no means yes
But please do not come around
Because I look like quite a mess

I'm at home, I'm not alone
Please don't say to me
That you misheard what I said
Because I could hear you clearly

I'm at home, please go away
I did not want you to come around
Because alone is what I liked to be
Without new faces or new sound

I'm at home, now alone
You've left me at my address
But please do not come back around
Because now I love you less

On cloudy days
She was the sun
Hiding away
And away from the fun

On winter days
She was the rain
Falling over
And over again

On night skies
She was the moon
Out to be shown
But shown too soon

On hot days
She was the heat
Fighting and fighting
To struggle through beat

On clear skies
She is the sea
Floating and floating
Over top of me

On gloomy days
She is the sun
Hiding away and away
There's nothing to be done

On miserable days
She said her goodbyes
Waving and waving
To me and her lies

On cloudy days
I sit and pack
Maybe the sun
Would bring her back

On winter days
I miss her so
Thinking and thinking
Of ways to let her know

That in the summer
She was my sun
Keeping me up
And enjoying the fun

And in winter
She was my coat
Keeping me warm
And staying afloat

On miserable days
She'd smile away my tears
I wish she was here
To recover from her years

On cloudy days
I feel like the salt
In cursed ocean water
It's all my fault

I wish that I could fly
I wish that I could lie
I wish that I could cry
I wish that you would tell me why

I wish that we could dance
I wish we'd followed through the glance
I wish we would take the chance
I wish that we had romance

I wish that I could sing these words
From across the room
And as soon as you hear my voice
Your camera would focus and zoom

I also wish that you were the one
I really wish we could have fun
I really need to know if you're done
Do you know where I'm coming from?

Because this heartache is killing
And I'm not willing
To stay through a sitting
Of a show that I'll end up quitting

And one last thing

I wish I was alive
I wish we could survive
I wish you could revive
I wish I wasn't a ghost

Each flower
I picked for you
I wished and wished
For your words to be true

But even the stems
Knew you told lies
Slowly, they shrunk
Without saying their goodbyes

Each flower i picked
Reminded me of your eyes
And the stems were are strong
As your permanent lies