Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
What have you done to me?

What are these feelings I keep feeling inside of me,
day in and day out?

These feelings destroying me these feelings rebuilding me,
day in and day out.

Can't say what I'm feeling, no way that I'm feeling it,
day in and day out.

Your beauty destroying me your beauty rebuilding me,
day in and day out.

Or is it,
what have I done to myself?
What.

What have you done to me?

What are these feelings I keep feeling inside of me,
day in and day out?

These feelings destroying me these feelings rebuilding me,
day in and day out?

Can't say what im feeling, no way that im feeling it,
day in and day out.

Your beauty destroying me your beauty rebuilding me,
day in and day out.

Or is it,
what have I done to myself?






I've never actually written a serious poem before, but I was up really late one night with anxiety and it helped to write it out.
It's more beautiful than sunsets
Brighter than a summer day
I crave it in every way
But it isn't given away
to passing strangers
or poorly thought out jokes
It is rare
He saves it for special moments
That's what makes it so precious
There is nothing better than the feeling I get when I can put a smile on his face

Connor
Glass
Opalescent
Rhapsody of hues
Bedside  companion
Not the one I'd choose
x
x
x
x  x  x
 Feb 2015 Alexis Danielle
Hinata
I don't care who you are,
I don't care if you're a famous star.
I don't care what you do,
I don't care which family it was that you grew.
I don't care who said about anything,
I don't care if you're the next big thing.
I don't care if you're up in ranks above,
I don't care if you're the only person I love.
I don't care about anything,
DON'T MAKE FUN OF SOMEONE'S DREAM!
My heart is a patchwork
Of geometric scraps
Sectioned off one by one
Quilted for protection
 Jan 2015 Alexis Danielle
Hinata
There she stood playing a melody,
Her fingers positioned and ready.
She's such a tease as she trilled her passionate notes,
Playing songs that someone else wrote.
Her flute gleaming in the spotlight,
I love the way her lips were positioned on that pipe.
Her eyes sparkled as she ran through scales with such ease,
Her melody still haunts my dreams.
The way she blew steady air into her flute was ******,
And she continued to play notes that were chaotic.
Her fingers danced with passion over the keys,
Making me get down on my knees.
I imagined her fingers dancing upon me,
Imagining us in perfect harmony.
She gave me such a thrill,
My body is tingling with chills.
Her lips firm as she played,
Manipulating her mouth to make volume rise and finally fade.
Be mine, you free little bird,
Your song is the only one I heard.
Unleash your melody into me,
Let's make sweet harmony.
I love the way you tease me,
I love the way you play me.
I want my heart to be your flute,
Playing it to your wicked tune.
I love the way you fly,
I want to keep you as my own sweet lullaby.
Be mine, my beloved teasing flutist,
Let your melody and my background tune become sweet bliss.
Anyways, I decided to continue it. It's not as good as the first but I did the best I could with it. I like it, it came out better than I expected. Let me know what you think.
You have stolen the one thing I thought I never had left to give,
And the funny thing is it was yours to begin with.
I will destroy you
In the most beautiful
Way possible
And when I leave
You will finally understand
Why storms
Are named after people
You hurt me most
When you hurt yourself
I understand how
When you feel pain
It can seem like
The only solution
But I want to fix you
Put you together
Hold you still, for
Every insult
You mutter to yourself
Feels as if
You screamed it at me
Every meal
That you skip
Makes me
Want to purge
Every cut
You give your self
Is a ****** tear
At my heart
The pain you put yourself through
Is not just a punishment for you
It ruins me
Inside
So I have to share in
Your pain
That has become
Mine
Remembering Sunday by All Time Low just came on, and I hate the memories tied to it. Hate them.
- - -
The title and note have no relevance to the subject matter of the poem itself.
- - -
 Jan 2015 Alexis Danielle
Mel L
No one truly understands,
My demons commands,
That quiets my voice,
And gives me no choice,
That ruins the present,
With resentment,
That makes me sad,
And oh so mad,
Over reasons I do not know,
Because he doesn’t even show,
All he does is but control,
He plays each and every role,
Of that I hate myself for,
Straight down to my core,
When will I understand,
Where it is he stands,
Is he in my heart-my soul,
Will he turn it to coal,
Or is he in my brain-my mind,
Will I ever be able to find,
Where he is truly hidden,
So I can get rid of him.
Next page