I hear the calls,I hear the cries
Of ghosts ,of spirits ,of the phantoms of night
They scream,they shout
They haunt they please
Admist the graves and hollow trees
They scare they roam
They wander free
One's my friend and other a foe
Or are you one of my family
Aren't you alone arent you afraid
I could breathe i could die
I am dead or i am alive
But you are something in between
Tell me just another thing
Would you laugh or would you morn
If its a grave or a throne
When i depart when i die
When i fly far so high
Would you bless me a pray
What words would you  say
I laughed ,I died but never came
To keep the promises we had made
I won't come I wont greet
I won't say I wont meet
But promise me one last thing
Come and talk to my grave once
We shall play we shall dance
My friends my foes dont be shy
Come and kiss me a goodbye.
                           _tsuki no ume

Gazing at the stars at night
I see their light which shines so bright
Twinkling as they fade away
As the night runs away
Far, far ,far so high
For me to reach For me to grasp
My eyes no longer can catch their light
The night is beautiful and alive
In its darkness i shall dive
Tis' is a bliss O 'thee
Countless nights, Countless dreams
When night is young ;they would sleep
But i wish to stay i wish to weep
Telling my secrets and stories
Those which i had buried so deep
Night itself is alone and dark
Through this journey ;i must embark
I am an owl of the moon
I am a wolf of the night
I hoot and howl among the trees
As shadows sing and dance with me
The night breeze brushing my skin
Tis' Freezing me to the bone
When im lost and alone
Soon the night shall fade away
The moon no longer can keep its glow
Only to whom i would bow
Now the sun conquers the sky
But im a creature of the night
With this darkness i must die
Its my fate and destiny
When its light i cant breathe
But when the night kisses me
I shall dream i shall flee
Far from sun Far from light
As long as the night;i am alive.
                   __tsuki no ume~

When the sun sets at night
losing its colors in the sky
All those colors wont be bright
Now a cloak of darkness has set to fold
Only to get those fancy golds
All those diamonds you had sold
The night no longer has its dew
The sky no longer shines anew
No comets and no stars
only dead heroes of wars
With those times we cant par
Now with only that dead sea of ours
The night has died
The roses have withered
And the leaves have wilt
Long ago they once said
Once you shall meet your doom
When darkness shall devour the moon
Your thrones your crowns would crumble soon
That's the end you shall meet
That's the storm you shall greet
All the darkness has consumed
All of me and All of you
__tsuki no ume

Awoken on the isles of fear and sanity
Ive lost it all ;The sense of clarity
No anger ,contempt;Only a blind calamity,
Like myself are you a lost tragedy
Have i lost the colors to see
The black and grey is all i see
Despair, Distress ,don't come to me
Nor love ,Nor faith shall stay and remain
Nothing remains!Nothing remains
Ive lost the hope ,the light,the sun
Should i escape or Should i run
Far away where i wont turn
To joy ,To glee ,To hapiness at all
Running on thorns untill i fall
Is this the doom or is it hell
Is it the pit where i fell
Filled with pain Filled with grief
Sometimes long and sometimes brief
I would burn like a candle flame
Soon to burn out in ash, in embers
Am i monster or Am i a beast
Am i someone  you can not tame
Nor love,Nor faith shall stay and remain
Nothing remains!Nothing remains!
Far so long in this prison cell
In this fortress with no bell
Hearing the screams of my echoes
A damsel distressed on its toes
Singing her grief in an elegy
A sorrow A pain in this melody
The left paintings ,The untainted canvas
When you wept with sane madness
So paint this canvas with those tears
But make it sure no one hears
When left alone in that cage
In that misery when no one came
Nor love,Nor faith shall stay and remain
Nothing remains!Nothing remains!
                     __tsuki no ume.

Far,Far,Far away
I see a door,I see a frame
Whether its night ,whether its day
I see it there it never fades
Its in my eyes its on my mind
When im mad when im kind
Should i rather stay behind
Not to sleep but to grind
I see a door I see a frame
Whether its night Whether its day
Should i play should i stray
Should i just quit away
Its not a choice i could make
Its a road i must take
No delay No mistake
They say its good for your sake
I see a door i see a frame
Whether its night whether its day
I just cant run away
I can stay i can pray
But when i wait for that day
On that coffin i would lay
I Close my eyes while they pray
All my life i lived your way
Its you who took my life away
I couldnt laugh i couldnt smile
I thought i could run a thousand miles
I see a door i see a frame
Whether its night whether its day
I wanted to run so i could escape
From this mundane landscape
I wished i longed for so long
That i could sing a pretty song
Not for you but me alone
Im not a slave im not a prey
I would dare but i wont care
This time ill disobey
The shackles the chains
Would eventually break
At that time i would awake
From the horrors and terrors
Of this puppet play
I shall shine i shall rise
This time i wont compromise
I see a door I see a frame
Whether its night whether its day
                      __tsuki no ume~

Perched on a branch of tree
I a bird a sparrow or swan
In skies or lakes in every dawn
I a bird a crow or raven
Nor nest nor home for me had waven
I a bird with feathers with wings
In a Cage O' In a Cage
The world outside would seem to please
If a comfort a peace could put my heart at ease
Sure if i see tis' not a dream
Thou no foul play my eyes could see
Neverthless i hope to see a light of gleam
In this darkness In this cold
All those fantasies I would hold
I a bird with feathers with wings
In a Cage O' In a Cage
i believe no words what strangers say
A master A foe A friend you say
A bird to sing on a lovely string
Never rebel O' obedient prey
Angst nor fury nor feiry you say
Sing O sing a siren or tune
Under the stars Under the moon
I a bird with feathers with wings
In a Cage O'In a Cage
I aint a bird to fly to soar
The skies the clouds nor the thunders roar
My wings no longer can fly nomore
In this prison forevermore
Freedom O' Freedom Nevermore
No flights above the oceans shore
I a bird with feathers with wings
In a Cage O'In a Cage
Above the isles Above the castles
I aint a bird of a fairytale
Singing among the prince and princesses
Admist the gardens Above the balcony
Twittering chirping fluttering my feathers
Tis' is all a dream all a dream
I a bird with feathers with wings
In a Cage O'In a Cage
This darkness shall eat me alive
I have no key to open this cage
I know no magic nor im a mage
I see no light i see  no hope
Tis' a despair i have to cope
If i dream a home of love
Outside this cage beyond these walls
Would i meet the end of this grief
Like a sinking ship in a coral reef
Tis' would be a cage O' cage
Tis' rising angst rage O'rage
I a bird with feathers with wings
In a Cage O' In a Cage
             ___tsuki no ume~

I see those greens i see those barks
All those trees all those leaves
Sitting on a bench i say
Its a heaven i wish to stay
I see a pond i see the swans
In this morning i wont yawn
The sun shines in its early rise
Basking in an eerie light
The roses are red the grass so green
Admiring this merry scene
I see the tulip and daisy
Every petal every bud
All dancing so happily
Oh those dews like pretty jewels
Oh those birds like a pirates' crew
Trees oh trees skies oh skies
Would you tell me the reason
I cant help but smile so wide
All this joy i cant hide
Lord oh Lord of heaven o'earth
The king of land The king of skies
Your majesty bless me more
My gratitude forevermore
Bless the skies bless the birds
All the trees All the leaves
All before you we would kneel
We would vow we would bow
Life has now spring and bloom
A ray of hope A ray of light
No despair of a falling knight
I see the ants i see the bees
I see those hives on every tree
Proving me i mustnt flee
From the pains and responsibilities
The night has come As time flees
But this canvas shall paint again
With those colors with those strokes
So let the colors spring and bloom
Let the skies be hues of blue
Spectrum of colors and panorama
Conceits of thrills ,an unending drama
Bless me in a rythem and see
A poem, a song in a happy dream.
                      __tsuki no ume~

Walking On the shores of you ,
On the dark and deep hues of blue
Ever so gentle like a summer breeze,
Ever so cold like a winter's sleep
You're like death on a killing spree,
How could i  set you free
The tips of my fingers running through you,
Every tide ,every wave,
I see through you
Caressing  the weak soul of me
It felt as if you really saw me,
Crying as my tears become you
Washing the deepest wounds of me,
If i were to drown in you,
If i could be a part of you
would i be a fish or would i be a whale,
Youll be the one i inhale
My breathe ,my life,
Is yours to claim,
But When i look into you
I see my world is only you
Its cool its calm
Its dark and deep ,
But it never ever scares me
I wish to drown not to float ,
I dont need a rescue- boat
I wish to live under you
If i could be the depth of you,
Would you still accept me,
As the godess of water and the sea
When i dance on the tides of you,
Singing my ballads just for you
Would you then think of me,
Would you wish to follow me
I am a hollow but an empty soul,
And You are the only thing i need;
But i am not the one with purest deeds,
Wont you still not tell me
The one you really are truly ,
Let us make a promise shall we,
To sink ,to drown to the depths of you,
My water ,my tide ,
MY OCEAN  is you .
          __tsuki no ume~

Opened my wings to fly so high
Thousands birds would come and cry
I think and thought i ponder i pry
With A rise of flight and some starlight
Reaching the drifts of my twilight
No feather too light No path too steep
As long as I fly with this heart and leap
No sorrow No pain as i bask in  rain
All these tears wont die in vain
Sinking and sulling so i would weep
As long as the wind lets me breathe
As long as the skies let me dream
In my fantasies a blossomed realm
Where i bless the stars i rule the skies
Be a goddess Be a saintess
All these memories i could paint
Etched in my mind they wont fade
Dont forget and not be lost
There would be those wandering ghosts
Beware o thee from the minds of brunes
Singing the sirens with those tempting tunes
Let it be scarlet or a crimson moon
We hollow birds O creatures of skies
How long do you wish to fly
As long as the wind blows through my wings
Taking me through the lands and seas
Among the oceans among the shores
Among the castles Among the thrones
Admist these clouds Beneath these fields
Singing ,Dancing However i please
                     __tsuki no ume~

Watching by the little window,
I see those kids, I those pups,
Playing ,joking, running around
Giggling ,laughing ,on a merry go round
So much!  i envy ,seeing them laugh as they play,
So much ! i hate, that i was once as happy as they,
So much ! i cry ,i cant go back to those happy days
So much!  i scream, i cant run ,i cant play,
So much !So much! Just So much!
I beg ,I shout ,I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
I miss those days ,i miss those nights,
I miss the sun with its morning light,
I miss the birds ,I miss the skies,
I miss those stars ,I miss the moon,
Humming and dancing with those lullaby tunes,
I miss so much! Just so much!
I beg ,I shout ,I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
OH! how i used to wish and pray,
I would Grow up and I would say,
The money ,The house ,The cars i want ,
Its all i want! Its all i want!
I pity those innocent prays,
I wish I would go back and say,
Do not say! Do not say!
As God hears only a Child's pray,
I beg so much !Just so much!
I beg ,I shout, I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
I still hear those laughters and those sounds
The winds whispers, the rain weeps
Remember those days! Remember those days!
I still wish, I still cry,
I still hope, I still pry,
Child O' Child where are you!
Child O' Child are you lost!
Child O' Child dont run away! dont run away!
I cry too much ,Just too much!
I beg, I shout ,I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
                       __tsuki no ume

Running on the green grass,
As my feet catch those dews
Sinking my feet in ;drowning without a clue
Tiny droplets on my toes
Drinking in my daily dose
I wish to sit by the pane
Just to watch the pouring rain
I see those drips on the buds
While me coughing on my cuds
I wish to see the rain and say
Drip me drain me
clench me drench me
From the head to the toe
Please me rain; and i would bow
One by one those water-drops
Ticking like my morning clock
Breaking the silence as they fall
Sometimes they become those frozen  flakes
Falling in emptiness ;filling the space
Something my eyes never have seen
Trapped in this glass how long have i been
Ages ,decades,No eras and centuries
But when is the time i pass away
The light is out, the curtains are drawn
But i still hear the sound of rain
Easing this empty soul's pain
Staring the ceiling and the window pane
Wishing and praying to see those rains
Which poured on me like a gentle hug
Little by little ,drop by drop
I feel you still ;wetting my clothes
On the summers night in burning haze
When you fell on me rain
I forgot the fire,the burn,the pain
Washing my every wound and stain
I need no umbrella nor any parosal
Fading in somber ;ever so dim ever so dull
Blurring the halos and  blinding by lights
Losing the reality from every height
Me on the toes singing my ballads
Dancing like a ballerina or a silly mallard
Its ever so calm hearing the rain
Forgetting the pains
Which died in vain
So when it does rain again
i shall too call you again
Us Sitting by the window pane
Hearing the night,the sound of rain
The pitter-patter ,the drip,drip-drop
Gazing each other till our tears drop
From our eyes and down the blossoms
Its gentle and warm just like the rain
Is it joy because i feel no pain
So let us become the lilies
Those which cried for rain
Or the rather the autumn leaves which died in pain,
which suffered in vain,
Let us not cry for bane
Until it rains, Until it rains.
                ___tsuki no ume~

On Autumn leaves and au-burn haze,
Running on wild and empty feilds
Soon the spring would come and bloom,
And when the roses burn ablaze,
But Now the fire has reached my room,
Where i could stare in unending gloom,
Soon i would burn in ashes so black,
Asking the flame what do i lack,
You are the flaw says the flame,
Nor to love ,Nor to tame,
Then only death is i wish and long,
As i am not a bird with a pretty song,
Nor to cage ,Nor to claim,
Only to burn on a burning stake,
If i stay ,If i stray;
Shall i be bound ,Shall i be caged
Either way is to burn away;
To breathe, to live is a mortal's pray,
Either way im bound to break,
I won't strive ,i won't thrive,
This time i'll burn alive.
                             __tsuki no ume.

I see a pair of two red eyes
Every night in the skies
They are like two crimson moons
i think they would devour me soon
You think i am the one to see
Would you not believe me
I think they would **** me soon
But only when the moon is red
Is when they crawl on my bed
You think i might be afraid
In a pool of blood i would wade
Sweet farewells i would bade
Ever so much i enjoy
To see you die To see you coy
To see the cold ****** rain
As your life slowly drains
From those sweet hollow eyes
How would you tell those ***** lies
I wish to stain you as i please
When you beg on your knees
The hate i always had inside
The anger you think i would hide
You would mend me in your ways
Killing me in a thousand ways
I would sob i would cry
When you laughed while i tried
You think you could be forgiven
After that hate you have given
I could stab you a million times
While singing a song with a perfect rhyme
I would smile to see your blood
Dripping on a flower bud
You think im being paranoid
After i am so annoyed
You think you could fill the void
When im always being avoid
I think i had enough of you
**** me once **** me twice
Whip me once whip me thrice
Ill rip you to shreds ever so nice
Im not a fool to be made twice
                   __tsuki no ume~

Once upon a little girl
Opened her eyes to see the world
Eyes so bright a cry too sweet
With hands so little she would meet
She would cry she would smile
Alive,innocent and fragile
Un aware she who was
She who not knew the cause
The snakes were like fairy maids
One she thought had magic wands
To give her every thing she wants
But they were wolves in  sheeps skin
They would howl they wont bleat
Soon the truth could be seen
How could she not believe
When the wolf was like a mother eve
Soon the time would come and flee
She would call is it me
But she is not for her to see
When they are born in place of me
Youre not a child for us to keep
Finding they were not the sheeps
But wolves that howl in night so deep
They bite they growl but they never sleep
Should i bow should i kneel
Would i be served another meal
Should i stay or should i flee
Or should i run away from me
But one starry night he comes
Piping a flute as he hums
Singing me a melody
Tell me ways how to flee
Thinking happy thoughts you see
Growing up is not the key
Sitting by the window pane
Perched there as he says
Do you want to run away
Soaring the skies as we stay
Gazing the stars as we play
Climbing wild on every tree
Take my hand and lets be free
Isnt it your heartfelt plea
In that land where you shall flee
This is the place called neverland
The Lagoon with its sparkling sand
You and I hand in hand
With a little bit of pixie dust
With hope and little bit of trust
Look me in the eyes and see
Fill with wonder ,Fill with glee
Second to the right and see
A star full of happy dreams
Straight on till the sweet morning
Its where they always be warning
Dont be afraid just come to me
Ill be the one to set you free
Pretty fairies you shall meet
Pirates ,Captain hook and Smee
All that pain shall fade away
Holding you in my arms and say
Growing up is a mortal's way
Together forever we shall stay
Young, alive and happy you say
Its a curse its a dream
An angel of death i could be
Do you still wish to stay
I could **** i could slay
Every one who disobeys
Wishing of growing up one day
All those lost boys would say
But i would not be one of those
I hate those words they would say
Grow up and marry one day
But i wish to choose i wish to stay
You cant be a girl anymore
You shall be caged forevermore
I promise i wont be the wendy bird
Who never stayed who never heard
I shall stay i shall play
In neverland if you say
Come peter take me away
In neverland if you say
Come peter set me free
From this mundane reality
Come peter love me please
Hold my hand and never leave
I shall stay i shall play
In neverland if you say
              _tsuki no ume~