Why were you the one that left?
'All is said and done',  you said.

The fruitless love that confined me
Should've let go.
Should've ran off.

The heart that drenched
from the tears i held back
still searching-
for your mellow heart.

Naive me, blinded.
Not by love, but by deceit.

Pawn for your game.
Born for this same,
ruthless heartbreak.

The mess that I'm
wouldn't have been
if you didn't claim
that I'm to blame.

"I wish I may
I wish I might
Have this wish
I wish tonight"

What is the wish I wish,
To a mostly empty sky?
There is none
There's never one
I instead hold up
My carved up wrists
Eight feet high
And I don't wish,
I cry the question why
To no reply
"Same as last night" I sigh
Then wish the moon well
Before my last goodbye

©2024

I wonder,
If my eyes would tear up first,
Or will my heart.
For I can't forget the sight of our depart.