Slei Robs

Slei Robs May 2019

Initials

I don't really know what happened
Singing myself to sleep that night
And wondering why I lose the fight
And gave up my sword and stayed out of sight.
Coz' I don't understand why I broke my own promise
Killing me slowly
Loving you deeply
And the taste of your lips in mine
Undeniable, you've crossed the line
Saving myself from heartaches
Rearranging my thoughts for my sake
ended up still longing for your embrace for f*cksake
You have no idea what you've done to me
Leaving me hanging like it's artistry

Liberating me from the horrors of the past
And the past, that never last
Must have had a hold of me
As the thought of you haunts me in my sleep
Sorry dear love, but still, you're the one I want to keep

#love #game #friendship

Oct 2018

Ariana Bagley

A Reverse Poem

I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Without him
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.

Now read from bottom to top.

Slei Robs Oct 2018

Dear Heart, You're Free

Dear heart, I’m sorry for making you suffer all these pain
I’m sorry for not having the courage to let go of a love in vain
And again it rained,
The heavens cried with us as I dance in the rain
With a bottle of champagne, it keeps me sane
Should I refrain?
Or am I going insane?

I can’t deny I loved you
With every beat of my heart I’ll say “I Do”
Even though you left me feeling blue
You won’t believe what I’ve been through
To love you...

Now I’m taking back the pieces of me that I gave you that night I said yes
I’m taking back the hugs and the kisses on the forehead, and all that caress
I’m taking back that piece of my soul that was patched on you when you were a mess
And I’m taking back my heart, I loved you before, I confess

Dear heart, you’re now stronger than ever, even better
But please don’t go bitter with the word “forever”
We’ve been through hell but we’ve made it together
Dear heart, I know you’re tired, however,
Give love a chance and hope for the better

Dear heart, this is freedom...
We’ve made it through this season
A painful journey with a reason
And now I’m writing because I’m out of this prison

-S.J Robs

#freedom #relationship #love #movingon #heartbreak #breakup #heart #sjrobs #poem #poetry

Slei Robs Oct 2018

Phantom Of A Disturbed Mind

I close my eyes and wish it didn't happen
All the flashbacks starts coming
In the darkness I see nothing then it all starts fading
This phantom in my head hinders me to rest
And my pillowcase drenched in tears, a mess

Something tells me to end it all
Engrave the curves of his lips on my wrist
With the bottle of wine and my fist
marks the walls of sorrow, a melancholic symphony
coming out from the burrow where the Phantom's beast lays

Black is the color of my walls of sorrow
Everything hides in the corner of the shadow
No mirror, no portrait, no candlelight
Nothing is visible in the twilight

Years of inevitable madness, this Phantom won't vanish
It feeds on my sadness, my misery - its fetish
Nobody knows how gloomy it is, lying at night with a sadist
No soul validates the tears I hide
‘coz all they know is that I'm fine inside

#anxiety #darkness #depression #sadness #sorrow #trauma #mental #health #hallucination

Slei Robs Oct 2018

The Virtuous Woman

Bless You, Oh Lord, for this virtuous woman of God
Whose mouth is full of wisdom, clothed with strength and dignity
When she sings of Your love and mercy, we stand amazed and awed
Oh how wonderful, You have made her beautifully

Women are strong but a mother is stronger
She gave this earth two angels, a son and a daughter
Whom she taught to walk in integrity so this world, they can conquer
Do everything with excellence so they can give You honour

She moves in the ways of Love
Her teachings and words are from Above
She is worth more than gold, often have you heard that told
A treasure that cannot be bound by a chest
All I’m trying to say is, my mother is the best!

-S.J Robs

#mother #daughter #birthday #love #family

Slei Robs Oct 2018

The Man and His Guitar

It is in the middle of the year
when everyday seems like a marathon of rain
He sits in his chair, starts writing his affair
And every beat of his heart, turns into a song of art
He makes music that can make a soul be brought back into life
He can even make a song that can turn a woman into a wife

In every song he makes, every music he creates
A piece of his soul was added, the secret ingredient was padded
How I love how he holds his guitar, he does look like an action star
how he sings with his six strings, slow dancing, my body swings
to the beat of his heart and now I can't depart
how do I start when you already have my heart

Passionately I pray to hear you sing every day,
I know you don't feel the same way
With or without your guitar, you will always be my Northern star

S.J Robs

#love #guitar #passion #song #music #six #strings #sjrobs #northern #star

Slei Robs Oct 2018

Secret Love

You are my Northern star, my constant
My calm before the storm
Your voice reminds me of heaven
Where love abounds, a peaceful siren

Your smile, my love, it is satisfying
Your cute little dimple makes me weak yet gratifying
The curves of your lips are engrave in my heart
Did I see a smirk, yeah that's a work of art

Your eyes, oh boy, your eyes
The way it squints whenever you grin
The way it closes when you sing
Leaves me in awe and at the same time it sting

It hurts to know that we can't be together
Whenever I see you, I see the word "forever"
Loving you from afar, admiring your beautiful soul
And all I can do right now, is write you a poem

-S.J Robs

#love #secret #relationship #hidden #music #dane #northern #star

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