My heart suddenly beats more violent
As i walk towards you
From across the freezing cold park.
You set my heart on fire
The moment our lips meet.
Your sweet lips mesmerize me.
Kissing in the dark
Just you and I
My arms around you
As Andromeda watches from above
Kissing in the dark
Has never been as romantic
These are the moments
That truly made me feel alive.
And these are the moments
I'll truly remember for the rest of my life.
This marks the end of the daywithout poem series.
This poem is about my head going back to a moment when everything seemed perfect.
I miss our cute little arguments.
Not exactly because we disagree
But because you're such a brat.
I miss your lips calling me all the cutest nicknames under the sun.
Some are cringy
But some are lovely.
Im not complaining.
I miss the times when you take control and get on top of me to try push me down.
Maybe you have the control.
Maybe I let you believe that you do.
I miss getting lost in your eyes
And the way they stare back at me.
Bluer than the bluest sky.
I miss that little giggle that you do when I 'boop' your nose unexpectedly.
How do people do it?
Tell the one they claim to love
That they're the only one in their heart
When they tell two or three others the exact same thing?
When I said I loved you with all of my heart
I meant every single word.
I put everything on the line
And yet this is what I get?
How do some people have the guts to blatantly lie
Right to the faces of people that genuinely care?
There's no reasonable explanation
"People with old habits don't change in just a season."
Im done with this so called 'love'
My heart is racing,
Its about to burst out of my chest.
At one point I though this was a sweet dream.
The up's and down's kept me trying
The words you sung
Had me hooked.
Until I found where you kept your poison.
And I regret that I ever took a sip.
And that was it,
I woke up
Only to realise this was all a bad dream.
A very, very bad dream.
I miss that adorable gasp you do after i give you deep and passionate kisses.
It could be from the lack of air.
It could be from the overwhelming kisses.
Maybe a bit of both.
I miss seeing you wearing your funky glasses.
I love you. Forever and ever
I miss holding your sweaty hand in public.
You get embarassed so you let go.
I don't really mind.
My hand gets sweaty too.
Sweaty hand couple.
I love wholeheartedly.
I love recklessly.
Thats just the way I am.
We only have one life.
And i believe if you let opportunities pass you,
They may never come around again.
I've had past regrets.
I don't want any more.
But what if they're right?
That I'm actually bad for you?
That I'm actually doing more harm than good?
What if I'm a hindrance to your actual mental progress?
I can't stand to have those thoughts....
Specially to the one I love and care for the most.
I didn't expect to miss that thing you do when you squat down and do your weird pose.
I miss you
And the saddest thing is,
I miss seeing that cheeky grin you give me as you look down in embarassment everytime I call you 'My babygirl'.
Do I still have your heart?
Alot of the times i wonder
Your voice sounds diminished
Your words are of surrender.
If everything turns sideways
And messaging decreases
Will you still be by my side
When the music finally ceases?
Without seeing you
Puts a notch in my heart.
The days linger
The nights colder
But it barely means you're drifting
Drifting away from my heart
Because even if you aren't with me
Its unequivocal that you're in my heart
And that's where you'll rest.
Eventhough the seasons may turn
The tides may waver
My love for you will remain eternal.
'Isang tanging pag-ibig'
Can i please have some mozzarella with a side of brie?
There are some things that are considered rhetorical
Is the sun going to rise in the morning?
Are the stars going to shine at night?
Will the waves continue to crash into the rocky shore?
Do i dream about you every night?
And do i still love you and miss you?
The answer is always going to be yes.
Forever and always
Please kiss me again.
Kiss me like you mean it.
Kiss me like it was our last day together.
Kiss me like you've never kissed anyone before.
Kiss me like we have not seen each other for years.
Kiss me like your very life depended on it.
Kiss me like its the end of the world.
Kiss me like you love me.
I miss seeing the way you sort of scrunch your face
Moments before my lips touches the tip of you nose.
Just one of the many cute things that you do.
You're the most unco and clumsy person I know
It doesnt really matter how many times you label yourself as "ninja"
I miss how you would argue and try convince me that you're actually artful and cunning when it came to being a 'ninja'.
I miss your goodmorning messages ending with ten Xs
It might seem like it might be
But this isn't the end
This is nothing but a test
A mere trial
Once we overcome this
Nothing is unattainable
Our hearts will find each other
They have to
I know it.
When youre faced with the inevitable, have faith.
I swear i've clawed myself out of here before
But somehow i manage to go back
The deep and endless void that is my mind
I always look out
There's nothing here but memories
Memories of past failed loves
And then theres a snippet of us
That moment when we first met
Suddenly, im jubilant
Just watching us
My beam of salvation
First, we must learn how to dance in the rain
For us to truly appreciate the beauty of sunshine.
I miss the days when we can just love carelessly and not think about what might happen.
Im tired of the unreciprocated love and affection
The constant worry of uncertainty where we stand with someone
Tired of losing sleep thinking if the one you fell for is actually thinking of you.
Im tired of one way relationships
Tired of the lying, deception and getting used.
Im tired of being in and out of toxic relationships
Tired of people that are still secretly into their exes
Im tired of the lack of communication
Tired of the callousness
Im tired of the lack of effort to understand
Tired of being left alone when you need someone the most.
The spring reminds me of our newly found love for each other after every hurt, every hurdle and every challenge we overcome.
The summer reminds me of the warm fuzzy feeling everytime your lips touch mine and when you wear that collar i love.
Autum brings me comfort that i will always have you by my side to love and to hold eventhough the odds are highly against our cause.
Winter reminds me of the freezing cold nights when i sit alone in my bed thinking of you, wishing you could be in my arms.
Right now its raining, and i miss you.
Theres a lingering cloud when we conversate
An awkward vibe we never mention
Long gone are our banters and cute debates
Keeping feelings minimal, avoiding questions
The adorable messsages we used to send
Are they ever coming back or was that it?
Loving like we used to, is that real or just pretend
Keep my broken heart if we ever do split
You're slowly fading away from me
I don't even think you realise
All i can do is let you be
And let me deal with all the cries.
Perhaps it was the distance
Or maybe it was just the time
All of this gives me grievance
I just want you to remain mine.
Do you sometimes look back at prior love affairs?
Do you ever try and justify why you were with them for so long?
Even dare question yourself how did it all go so wrong?
You probably don't even talk to them anymore- but if you move past the lies, disappointments, bickering and what-not
Realise this: At one point in your life, they were all that you've ever wanted.
I can take us on a little trip
Just you and I
We can drive to the jetty
And look up at the stars
We can talk about our big plans
Places that you're going
Places that I haven't been
I can show you how deeply one can love another
Reach out for my hand
I can show the side of love
You never thought existed.
Its been months since i felt your touch
But it really feels like it was only yesterday.
I remember the way you stared into my eyes
And the way you whispered
Never will i ever taste the sweetness of fruits
After i have tasted your lips.
Never will i ever fear what lies in the shadows
After you lit up my world.
Never will i ever feel the glacial winter breeze
After you warmed my soul.
And never will i ever find a better partner
After you came into my life.
— The End —