I am me
There is no other like me
Why would there be
I sometimes cry
I sometimes laugh
I sometimes can be loveable
I sometimes can be caring
I m sometimes  even sleepy
At some point can be cranky
I’m sometimes not a morning person
Oh who I’m kidding
I’m not a morning person
I have diabetes anxiety and depression
I’m a mother , wife , daughter , aunt and a best friend
I have haters jealousy and greed
I love pink , purple and blue
I love summer and sometimes spring
I hate winter and even fall
I love horror , comedy ,  mystery and Jesus too
With all of this makes me BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT
I am me

The Christmas poem

As love ones gather near and far
Wishing each other a merry Christmas and happy new year
The ones in heaven wishing they were here
You hear them whispering in the wind
You see them in your dreams
You tell them I wish heaven would let you visit this time of year
You see thier footsteps in the snow
You see the red cardinal
You may even see a feather here or there
Just knowing they are there
Don’t be sad this time of year
See people who are still here
Homeless person may be cold
they even be hungry
Feeling that they are forgotten
Don’t feel forgotten people still care
Don’t be sad this time of year
Words only mean what you hold so dear
So try to spread  a little Christmas cheers
Merry Christmas to all and happy new year

Poetry
Is something that you feel
Is something that you write
Is something that is wonderful
Is something that is close to your heart
Is something that is special
Is something to hide or shine
Is someone who can love
Is someone who can share
Is someone who can care
Is someone who can tell a short story
Is someone who can explain say without saying words
Is something I love to do
Is something that comes easy when in the mood words  flow just like the wind
Some make sense and some don’t
Poetry

Diabetes
Type 1 and 2
Feeling hungry
Feeling thirsty
Diabetes
Checking sugars
Sleeping
Diabetes
Comes with different emotions
Depression
Anxiety
Diabetes
High and lows
It’s a life long struggle
Diabetes
Doesn’t define who you are
There’s no cure maybe one day
Diabetes
Is what I have
And I say this I wish I didn’t
I’ll never be the same
Diabetes

Tina chesley ( Lombardo)

LIFE
YOUR BORN
MEET YOUR FAMILY
BECOME FRIENDS
TO HAVE CHILDREN
WORK FOR MONEY
LOVE MARRIAGE
FEEL HEARTACHE
SAD SOMETIMES
ALWAYS HAPPY
STRUGGLE TO HATE
DEATH IN TIME

MEMORIES
PICTURES
TIME
LOVE
HATE
PAIN
EMOTIONS
HAPPY
SAD
ANGERY
S­PENDING
SILENCE
DANCE
HOME
FAMILY
FRIENDS
WEDDING
FURNAL
BIRTH
DE­ATH

BUNCH OF RANDOM WORDS
PEN TO WRITE POETRY
HISTORY TO LEARN
HISTORY TO KNOW
CALENDAR TO DATE
CALENDAR TO TIME
TV TO WATCH
TV TO WASTE TIME
CHAIR TO RELAX
CHAIR TO UNREWIND
MONEY TO SPEND
MONEY TO HIDE
MONEY TO HOLD
PINK IS FAVTOURE
PINK TO BE SPECAIL
BED TO SLEEP
BED TO MAKE LOVE
BED TO CRY
MAKE UP TO WEAR
MAKE UP TO HIDE
MASK TO COVER UP
MASK TO HIDE YOUR EYES
BLUE TO CRY

FAT
YOUR UGUY
YOUR BEAITHFUL
YOUR CRYNG
YOUR SMLING
YOUR SAD
YOUR HAPPY
YOUR DEPRESSED
NAME CALLING
BEING BULLIED
YOUR HIDING
WANTING TO STAY INSIDE
YOUR ANXIETY  WAKENS
YOU TRY PILLS TO LOSE THE WEIGHT
JUST REMEMBER YOU ARE ALONE
FOR IAM TO A BIGGER WOMAN WHO DEALS WITH THESE THINGS ALL THE TIME

MASK VS MASK
TO WEAR
TO COVER UP
TO KEEP SAFE
TO NOT GET SICK
DIFFENENTCOLOURS
DIFFENENT SIZES
TO PROCET
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE TRUE SELF
PEOLE WEAR TO HIDE A SMILE
PEOPLE WEAR TO HIDE WORDS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HDE EMOTIONS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE SCARS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE PAIN
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE THEIR FACE
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO  HIDE MASK VS MASK
TO WEAR
TO COVER UP
TO KEEP SAFE
TO NOT GET SICK
DIFFENENTCOLOURS
DIFFENENT SIZES
TO PROCET
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE TRUE SELF
PEOLE WEAR TO HIDE A SMILE
PEOPLE WEAR TO HIDE WORDS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HDE EMOTIONS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE SCARS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE PAIN
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE THEIR FACE
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO  HIDE CRYNG
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE THIER HAPPINESS
MASK VS MASK
MANY DIFFERENT WAYS TO WEAR THE MASK
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE THEIR HAPPINESS
MASK VS MASK
MANY DIFFERENT WAYS TO WEAR THE MASK

Fall
Poem by me
Face so cold
Best to stay inside for the moment
Beath Deeply
Realizeing the days are longer
The nights are shorter
Watch as it rains
Finally a reason for all this waiting with every full touch and red blood boiling
Reality seeking in
That fall is soon over

One year of not writing
One year of not thinking
One year of not saying
One year of not having my words spoken
One year of not having my words said
One year of not having my words read
One year of not writing
One year of not writing
I don’t know why
Sometimes my words don’t come to my mind so I don’t even try
Maybe that’s why
Well I think it’s about time I retry
Just one year of not writing

Random words , thoughts, speak
Poem by me
Face  beautiful, sad, happy
Cold air, beath, night
Best good,fair , friend
God real, imagine, believing
Stay longer, walking, run
Forever love, marriage, life
Moment time,photo, video
Blood death, red, fire
Beath sore, bad, cold
Call distance, fail , unlimited
Hair dye, beautiful, fine
Today tomorrow, night , day
Full stomach, moon , lies
Touch good , bad , away
Red blood , crayon , lipstick
Rain heavy, light, wet
Waiting  staying, going , sitting
Watch tv , movies, people
Sit time , moment, quite
Warm heat, heart, strong
Sea water , blue , sharks
Heart beat , red , alive
Finally now , stay , wait
Realize understand, waiting , talking
Child born , age , playful
Human man , woman , child

Dear Teddy
I thank you for always being there for me
Dear Teddy
At first you didn't like me but i won your heart with beef jerky
Dear Teddy
You seen me crying
You licked my tears away
You saw me sad
You help me through bad times
You saw me happy
Everytime i see you wailing your tail and happy to see me always made me happy
Dear Teddy
I will remember all the good times
Dear Teddy
I will remember you as my sweet little teddy bear
Dear Teddy
I cry for you
Dear Teddy
I miss you
Dear Teddy
I know you're with me every day
Dear Teddy
Just know you mean the world to me
My weird little best friend
Rip king ted
Rip teddy bear
Rip buddy
Rip Theodore
Rip tedchiekins

Heaven send me a angel
Heaven send me a angel
I will hold you in my heart forever
Heaven send me a angel
I will remember you
Heaven send me a angel
I stop and think of you
Heaven send me angel
To guide me
Heaven send me a angel
So I can understand
Heaven send me a angel
I miss you
Heaven send me a angel
I love you
Heaven send me a angel
I have way to many to pick from
Heaven send me a angel
So I can breathe again
Heaven send me a angel
So I can see you again
Heave will you please send me a angel

A poem I wrote for my dad
Happy Father’s Day dad
Happy Father’s Day dad
Wish I could talk you
Happy Father’s Day dad
Wish I could visit you
Happy Father’s Day dad
It’s been 9 yrs since you left
Happy Father’s day dad
Wish heaven had visiting hours
Happy Father’s Day dad
Wish you could answer me when I talk to you
Happy Father’s Day dad
Wish I knew  if your proud of me
Happy Father’s Day dad
Wish I could call you again
Happy Father’s Day dad
Wish I could buy you gifts and see the excitement on your face when you open it
Happy Father’s Day dad
I love you
Happy Father’s Day dad
I miss you
Happy Father’s Day dad
I know we didn’t always see eye to eye on things
Happy Father’s Day dad

Dear daddy
Wish I could talk to you
Dear daddy
Wish I could see you
Dear daddy
I wish I knew why you left
Dear daddy
Wish I could understand
Dear daddy
I know we never seen eye to eye on things
Dear daddy
I knew you loved me
Dear daddy
I knew you where there
Dear daddy
Can you hear me
Dear daddy
I love you
Dear daddy
I seen red cardinal is that you
Dear daddy
I see white bird feathers is that you
Dear daddy
I see butterflies is that you
Dear daddy
I see flowers is that you
Dear daddy
Was that you ?

Happy birthday to my Holly
Happy birthday to my best friend
Happy birthday to my sister form another mother
Happy birthday Holly
Happy birthday to my maid of honour at my wedding
Happy birthday I love you
Happy birthday hope you have a wonderful day and night
Happy birthday to my Holly
Love you

Happy Anniversary to my husband
Happy Anniversary
My hero
My lover
My soulmate
My lifeline
My world
My everything
My problem solver
I love you more then you know
I love you more the yesterday
I love you more then the other day
I love you more then Fridays
My partner in crime
My ride or die
My Clyde to my Bonnie
My shoulder to cry on
My shoulder to talk to
My massager when I’m in pain
I love you
Happy Anniversary
Here’s to 3 yrs and many many many many more
Love your wife Tina

Fall
Nights are getting colder
Nights are getting darker
Nights are slowing fading away
Fall
Leaves are starting to turn colours
Leaves are slowing fading to the ground
Fall
People are sleeping in
People are slowing going back to normal whatever that would be
Fall
Insects are slowing dying off
Birds are slowing flying away
Fall
Not one person is ready for fall
Some love this season I do not
Fall
Never know what it will bring
Nights are slowing getting darker
Nights are slowing getting colder
Fall
I’m not ready to say goodbye to summer
Even though it’s doesn’t last forever
Fall
Some pictures of nature will be pretty
The sun maybe not be as bright
Fall
Fall
Fall
Just be glad it’s not winter

Winter
Nights are way darker
Nights are way colder
Winter
No more swimming
No more bbq
Winter
No more hot sunny days
No more camping
Winter
No more paid vacations
No spending time with family
Winter
Here comes Christmas
Here’s come new years
Winter
Many wishing it was spring or summer
I am one of them
Winter
I say why do we need it
I say the hell with winter
We only need 3 seasons
Spring summer and fall
Winter
Winter
Oh I cant wait for spring

Spring
Here comes some warm nights
Here comes some warm days
Spring
Here comes the birds who flew south
Here comes the insects who have hide from winter
Spring
Here comes making plans for summer
Here comes Easter
What else can I say about spring ?
Spring
Spring
Oh I can’t wait for summer

Summer
Here comes children playing
Families camping
Summer
Families going on vacations
Here comes the swimming
Here comes the beach days
Summer
All wild life is free
Beautiful pictures
Summer
I don’t want it to end
Why must we have shorter summers
Summer
Here comes bbq
Here comes longer days
Sun beating off the waters
Stars out
Summer
Moon is full
Oh how I don’t want summer to end

I LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU
THREE YEARS TOGETHER
I LOVE YOU
SEVEN MONTHS MARRIED
I LOVE YOU
ON SAD DAYS
I LOVE YOU
EVERY MORNING ,NOON AND NIGHT
I LOVE YOU

LIFE
YOUR BORN
MEET YOUR FAMILY
BECOME FRIENDS
TO HAVE CHILDREN
WORK FOR MONEY
LOVE MARRIAGE
FEEL HEARTACE
SAD SOMETIMES
ALWAYS HAPPY
STURGGLE TO HATE
DEATH IN TIME

MEMORIES

PICTURES
TIME
LOVE
HATE
PAIN
EMOTIONS
HAPPY
SAD
ANGERY
­SPENDING
SLIENCE
DANCE
HOME
FAMILY
FRIENDS
WEDDING
FURNAL
BIRTH
D­EATH

BUNCH OF RANDOM WORDS

PEN TO WRITE POETRY
HISTORY TO LEARN
HISTORY TO KNOW
CANLANDER TO DATE
CANLANDER TO TIME
TV TO WATCH
TV TO WASTE TIME
CHAIR TO RELAX
CHAIR TO UNREWIND
MONEY TO SPEND
MONEY TO HIDE
MONEY TO HOLD
PINK IS FAVORITE
PINK TO BE SPECIAL
BED TO SLEEP
BED TO MAKE LOVE
BED TO CRY
MAKE UP TO WEAR
MAKE UP TO HIDE
MASK TO COVER UP
MASK TO HIDE YOUR EYES
BLUE TO CRY

FAT
YOUR UGLY
YOUR BEAUTIFUL
YOUR CRYING
YOUR SMILING
YOUR SAD
YOUR HAPPY
YOUR DEPRESSED YOUR PAIN
YOUR NME CALLING BULLY
YOURHIDING TO STAY INSIDE
YOUR BREAKE UP
YOUR REALSHIP
YOUR ANXIETY
YOUR PILLS TO HIDE

MASK VS MASK
TO WEAR
TO COVER UP
TO KEEP SAFE
TO NOT GET SICK
DIFFERENT COLOURS
DIFFERENT SIZES
TO PROCET
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE TRUE SELF
PEOPLE WEAR TO HIDE A SMILE
PEOPLE WEAR TO HIDE WORDS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE EMOTIONS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE SCARS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE PAIN
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE THEIR FACE
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO  HIDE CRYING
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE THIER HAPPINESS
MASK VS MASK
MANY DIFFERENT WAYS TO WEAR THE MASK

Just
Just like snow I can be cold
Just like the sun I can be hot
Just like the rain I can b tears
Just like the moon I can be dark
Just like the stars I can be bright
Just like the wolf's I protect
Just like the nature I can be loving
Just like days I can stall time
Just like a book I can read you
Just like the people I dont wanna be bother
Just like the children i can be happy
Just like the dead I can be sad
Just like Angel's I can smile
Just like the devil i can cry

I
I wonder how life will be in years to come
I hope for a better world
I hear birds chirping
I hear dogs barking
I think Ian beautiful an I know I'm kind
I write poems
I worry about my own death
I cry about life
I understand life
I know love is rare
I am lucky enough to found it
Be beautiful be kind

IAM
Iam loveable and caring
I want a house
Iam thoughtful and happy
But I wonder about death
I understand ****** and lies
I believe in love
I dream of happiness
I am sweet , caring , helpful and loveable
I love to help
I wonder about days a head
I touch hearts
I worry about getting old
I wonder how People think this way
I hear birds chirping
I hear bees buzzing
I see red and yellow birds
I want to take thier picture but they fly away
I pretand nothing borthers me but it does
I feel like I'm swimming around people
I worry that everyone will leave in the end
I cry when I hold things in
I try to please the world
But I'm just me

WHO I AM

Tina Lombardo first
I was born 1982
I was young child
I was teenager
I am
Daughter
Iam
Granddaughter
I am
Sister
I am
Aunt
I am
Mother
I am
Smart
I am
Wise
I am
Nice
I am
Happy
I am
Beautiful
I am
Tina Chesley second
I am poet
I am
Photographer
I am
Pink
I am
Me

Dear daddy
Dear daddy I miss you
Dear daddy I love you
Dear daddy I'm married
Dear daddy where are you?
Dear daddy I feel you
Dear daddy I wish you where here
Dear daddy are you listening?
Dear daddy
Dear daddy I wish I could call you
Dear daddy I really do miss you
Dear daddy
Dear daddy
Dear daddy I love you
R.i p.

Today
Today I thought I heard your voice calling my name
Today I thought I heard your voice asking how I've been
Today I thought I heard your voice saying I been watching you
Today I thought I heard your voice saying you will be all right
Today I thought I heard your voice
Today I looked up to the sky saying I heard you and I love you

Today part two
Today I thought I heard your voice I looked around seeing if I could find you
Today I heard ya but I couldn't find you
Today I thought I heard your voice but it was just the wind blowing in the leaves
Today I thought I heard your voice so I looked up to the sky and said I hear you.

I loved you before I met you
I loved you before I seen you
I loved you before I loved myself
I loved you when you said I love you
I loved you when we said I do
I loved you then and still do
I love you

Just like the leaves you can change into something beautiful
Just like the leaves you can fall to the ground and get lost in the wind
Just like the leaves you can be any color
Just like the leaves you can stay
Just like the leaves you to can get old and *****
Just like the leaves you can be played with
Just like the leaves you can be thrown out and lected alone
Leaves leaves leaves
Beautiful colourful hopeful

Leaves changing
Leaves falling
Family
Friends
Birthday
Death's
Sun
Rain
Hot chocolate
Thanksgiving
Animals hiding
Insects gone
Bon fire
Warm blankets
Smile
Sad
Happy
Pumpkin
Orange
Yellow
Red
October

A bond that can't be broken
Sister's a love that can't be broken
Sister's a word that can't be broken
Sister's sharing clothes
Sister's sharing make-up
Sister's sharing advice
Sister's sharing a common ground
Sister's old
Sister's young
Sister's a bond that be broken
Sister's a love that can't be broken
Sister's a word that can't be broken

I love my sister's by blood by loyalty

So tired of thinking I'm not good enough
So tired of thinking I'm better off somewhere else
So tired of thinking people will never  understand me
So tired of wanting to expected
So tired of being tired
So tired of being used
So tired of being treated like ****
But as I say this that girl got tired and she became something she didn't think she could become she became a warrior.

even though you weren't mine at Frist
Even though you only with us for couple of months
You came to love me
You came to trust me
Your smart
Your beautiful
Your cute
Your loveable
I know you never met Bella, Furball but you are with them now watching over us
Even though you are not here
You will always Be in our memories never forgotten kenya

I wish heaven had visiting hours
I wish heaven had a bench
I wish heaven had a phone
I wish heaven had visiting hours so I could visited for hours
I wish heaven had a bench so I could sit with you for hours
I wish heaven had a phone so I could talk to you for hours just to hear your voice
I wish I had more time
I wish god would turn back hands of time.
I just wish....

Be kind you never know if someone lost a friend
Be kind you never know if someone lost a pet
Be kind you never know if someone lost a job
Be kind you never know if someone had a bad day
Take time for yourself
Talk before it before it's words that's never said
Pause but not to long before it becomes a memory
Be sad
Be happy
Be angry
Be frustrated
Be kind you never know if some just lost a friend
Be kind you never know if someone just lost a pet
Be kind you never know if someone just lost a job
Be kind you never know if someone just lost had a bad day
Be kind there's enough hate in the world
Be kind.

A smoker will smoke a cigarette
A smoker will smoke ****
A smoker will smoke what they find weather its  clean or *****
A smoker will enjoy the taste
  A smoker will smoke for anxiety , depressed , sad and nervous
sometimes even when happy
A Smoker doesn't care if they cause a fight their nicotine is their fight
  I have no idea why I wrote this poem it just pop in my head .

Clean           *****
Sad,            Angary  and Happy
Liars          Honest
Trees          Leaves
Rain           Sun
People        Pets
Wildlife  
These are just few of things in this province
Tall grass    Mower
Friendly face   Fake face
Poor            Rich
Hungry      Fall
Walking     Cars
Flowers     Bees
Life             Death
Rocks      Beaches
These are few of the things  in this province
Birth        Wedding
Trash       Jobs
Singers ,Dancers, Fishermen  Cooks and Teachers
Library Hospital Cop shop Tim Horton's
Fast food restaurant's
These are few of the things in this province
As  much as I hate the way some of things are this is my home .

Here comes the bride all dress in pink
sweating like a pig
standing , waiting  for her to arrive
Feeling
Happy
Joyful
Loveable
Nervous
Say the words
I love you
sharing with the family ,friends
Hug
Kiss
Dance
Smile
Picture
Video
Forever until the end

forward backwards
I 'am a sad
and I refused to believe that
happy
I realize this may be a shock, but
I know is a lie
I want to die
In 30 years, I will tell my children that
I have my priorities straight because
depressed
is more important than
happiness
I tell you this
once upon a time
happy
but this will not be true in my era
people dyeing
experts tell me
I'm over weight
I do not conclude that
joy
In the future,
death
no longer cant it be said that
happiness
it will be evident that
hate
It is foolish to presume that
god.
reverse poem

I 'am a loser
and I refused to believe that
happy
I realize this may be a shock, but
beautiful is a lie
I'm rich
In 30 years, I will tell my children that
I have my priorities straight because
depressed
is more important than
happiness
I tell you this
once upon a time
pretty
but this will not be true in my era
people dyeing
experts tell me
sad
I do not conclude that
joy
In the future,
death
no longer cant it be said that
happiness
it will be evident that
hate
It is foolish to presume that
good.

old poem I wrote
April 10, 2019 ·
They say time heals all wounds
They say love will come when your not looking for it
They say when you dream about someone they are thinking of you
They say when you cant sleep its cause someone else is dreaming of you
They say take pills to hide your pain
They say talk to someone when feeling down
They say imagine the world would he better place if everyone got a long
They say no one is prefect
They say alot of things in this world
But they never say how hard it will be before the good comes along
So love what you have before it's gone

HAPPY
I'm happy I'm a live
I'm happy most days i don't want to cry
I'm happy i have friends in my life  
SAD
I'm sad sometimes i cry
I'm sad i sometimes think why
I'm sad for the things i can't have
LOST
I'm lost in this world
I'm lost girl
I'm lost woman
GOOD
I'm good today
I'm good tonight
I'm good for now
when i had to come up with words for this these are words that came to mind.