I am more alone with you then I am myself

Eat...
Sleep....
Wake....

Nothing but you.

Skin like fresh landing snow,
So naturally pure and never disturbed.
Faint ruby red lips neatly creased in all the right places,
They glisten in the dark,
Like Vegas from a plane window.
Finger tips gently caress the back of my neck with a touch as cold as London.
The freckles on your face tell a story of beauty,
Like a treasure map that I want to explore.
Flowing hair to the top of your buttocks, so much to get lost in with every strand perfectly in place,
Hiding this delicate and sensitive neck I want to taste.
Am I in a dream or a trance.
I'm fixated yet fascinated looking into those big swimming pools of chocolate, so deep and captivating, I am scared and also teased by what lies behind those brown eyes.

Set a sail on my tears.
Be lost at sea for years.

Today is the day you can go **** yourself!

I need you to re-build me.
Make me what you want me to be.
Not what I am again.

I need to find somebody who can tear me away
From the car crime babies and switchblade days
The bark of the unemployment hounds
And the thud of the thick white skull on the ground
I won't die in the bony arms of the state
To be laid to rest in the wake of a faded town

If the raincoats come to steal my home
There's a big white house at the end of the road
I can see you wrapped in Egyptian thread
In a marble garden immune to the mess
If you leave this world in a rhinestone shroud
We could finally make your father proud

If I leave this world in a loaded daze
I can finally have and eat my cake

I wanna die like a rich boy, diving
In a hydrocodone dream
And you can die like a rich girl by me
Oh how the magazines will grieve
I'll die like a rich boy, bathing
In a milk bath I could drown
I wanna die like a rich boy
Even if we're as poor as we are now

I wanna die like a rich boy, drowning
in a lake that bears my name
And you can die like a rich girl by me
Flushed and radiant with fame
I wanna lie in state on the TV
In a golden cardboard crown
I wanna die like a rich boy even if we're
As poor as we are now

I've found you now so tear me away
From the feral street they lumped us in
I'll be Shakespeare's moonstruck king
We can lose our minds at the top of the hill
We burn cash and carry a decadent flame
Way into the night and beyond the grave

I need to find somebody who can tear me away
From the car crying babies and switchblade days
The bark of the unemployment hounds
And the thought of the thick, white skull on the ground
I won't die in the bony arms of the state
To be laid to rest in the wake of the faded town

And if the raincoats come to steal my home
There's a big white house at the end of the road
I can see you wrapped in Egyptian thread
In a marble garden, immune to the mess
If you leave this world in a rhinestone shroud
We could finally make your father proud
If I leave this world in a loaded daze
I can finally have and eat my cake

I want to die like a rich boy diving
In a hydrocodone dream
You can die like a rich girl by me
Oh how the magazines will read
I 'll die like a rich boy bathing
In a milk bath I could drown
Want to die like a rich boy
Even if we're as poor as we are now
I want to die like a rich boy drowning
In a lake that bears my name
You can die like a rich girl by me
Flushed and radiant with fame
I wanna lie asleep on the TV
In a golden cardboard crown
Want to die like a rich boy
Even if we're as poor as we are now

Well I found you now so tear me away
From the feral street they lumped us in
I'll be Shakespeare's moonstruck king
We can lose our minds at the top of the hill
We burn cash and carry a decadent flame
Way into the night and beyond the grave

Run run runaway forever and ever, never want to be found, never want to be seen together.

I wanted to be more than just a passenger seat ****.
I wanted to make love between silk sheets.

The flowers that grow from me are for you.

Vulnerability
Sacrifice
Deceit
Betrayal
Memories
Loyalty
Lies
Love
.............................will all be gone when my lid is placed and I am laid to rest.

Peace at last.

Green glass bottle eyed beauty from the Emerald Isles.
so delicately poised that I worry they will shatter with a blink.

Never leave me again without my teeth in your collar bone.

Why come running to me when they come running for you.

the sun we worship is made of the sinners we are.

Carry me out to your garden so I can breathe it in, because I’m in trouble again.
Carry me out to the garden so I can stop the end, because I’m in trouble again.

Never will we be together......it's to much to lose.
Although I will always love you to the moon and back,
My fractured heart can't take anymore of the abuse.

We haven't spoken for seven whole days and I'm struggling to remember your voice.
You did send the last message between us but I need you to hate me, I got no choice.

I'm selfish and cruel to fill you with false hopes that would never be in our sights.
You will forever be carved into my chest pretty little lady but I'm to weak to fight.

I really do hope you meet someone that can spoil you more than I ever could with flowers, foot rubs and the odd meal or two.
I am crushed, confused and ashamed of what I have become but the reality of it is I am just no good for you.

When my soul plays music, will your heart dance for me.

If only you could see the world through my eyes.
To see if you would crack and crumble just like me.
The heartbreak witnessed a few feet away.
So close you could reach out and stop it from happening.
Instead you turn your back and walk away.
I wonder if your eyes would cry as many tears that night like mine.
Soaked pillow through to the bed, stained with regret and the unthinkable.
Your process of life now scarred and no longer sacred.
Clearly we did not look at this world through the same vision.

Looking into your eyes and falling in love over and over again, never got old.
Now your eyes have shut, I have aged.

I want to know what it's like,
So I can feel it inside.

The irony of my performance that I dig in to the depths of depression and despair, spit it all over a microphone, pour out every brittle and heartbroken amount of emotion I can so people can clap and cheer.

Let me heal those eyes with my kisses and catch those tears with my lips.

I am the abandoned cigarette **** disposed of in the damp gutter.........the life of me has been ******,drawn and blown out of existence.