Sam: Favorites

Jan 2018 Sam

Iska

If you cracked me open, would you watch me bleed?
When you cut through my disguise, what do you see?
Will you leave me alone, to wilt and wither away,
Or will you save the bloom to last another day?

Jan 2018 Sam

Mi Madre Siempre

Jan 2018 Sam

Lex

Mi Madre Siempre

Mi madre siempre
loves me
when I don't deserve it
holds me
when I don't fit
sticks up for me
when other won't
hugs me
when others don't.

Mi madre siempre
makes sure i'm okay
even if we've fought
makes sure I eat
even when i'm not
makes sure I understand
even when I do
loves me more than anyone
it will forever be us two.

To: My stunning superhero; my mother
I know that we often fight but that's only because we are too much alike.
If you ever read this, I love you and I appreciate you more than you may ever know.<3
~LJ

#my #mother #always #love #proud #daughter #mine

Jan 2018 Sam

Nighttide

Jan 2018 Sam

Iska

Nighttide

It is easy to love and laugh under the sun.
It is at night when the challenge will come.
The sun's rays keep the darkness at bay
But what's to protect you at the end of the day?
When the darkness consumes your world?
When your thoughts begin to spin and swirl?
The stars shine both cold and bright,
Bathing my moonburnt tears in earthereal light.
The moon turns my skin to marble and glass
And the ground I walk on turns to ash.
Such crule beauty that does reside
When the dark makes the light subside.

#night #depression #emotion #stars #tears #beautiful #crule #sun #fake

Jan 2018 Sam

the nebula in you

Jan 2018 Sam

mel

the nebula in you

never apologize for the way
on your darkest of days
you may enter a phase
that feels a lot like
gravitational
collapse
you are an interstellar being
these broken parts of you
are star-glowing matter
the pieces have a path
they’ll always
gravitate
back
and when they do... their
new density will display
an even greater array
of the Light
That is
You
embrace your fragility
it holds your Power
to t r a n s f o r m
..the same divine
ability is how a
nebula is
born

#interstellar #fragility #vulnerability #glowing #light #expansion

Jan 2018 Sam

Get Out

Jan 2018 Sam

Ari

Get Out

please
get out of my head.
get
out
of
my
head!

it's so painful to have you here
yet i'm always fighting for you to stay
so do me a favor
just get out
i know you don't care
you don't act like it
you ignore me
you neglect me
you reject me
and yet you said you loved me?

how could you?
to be honest..
how could i?
to fall for your lies...
i'm such a **** fool
why do i love you? it makes no sense
i have to block you for some peace, until i come crawling back in hopes of gaining your attention

it hurts so much
all of this,
caring about you.
i'm crying so much
i took my glasses off
i can barely see the screen on which i'm typing
almost like i can barely see my feelings as something important to you

sigh
i have so much to do
homework
studying
meditation
i even have a potential relationship
and yet i can't do any of it
none of it keeps my focus
why?
because of you!
why can't you listen to my plead?
i don't know

Please,
Just!
Get!
Out!
Of!
My!
Head!

before i blow you out with a bullet.

i needed to vent badly

#vent #pain #heartbreak

Jan 2018 Sam

The Liars

Jan 2018 Sam

Lin

The Liars

It is easy to lie
About how much I cry
I barely even try
It is kind of scary
That it is so easy
Who else lies?
Who else secretly cries?
How much do they try?
I can lie
And so can everyone else
We let life fly by
As we constantly lie

A poem for all the liars out there who might stumble upon this. Why do we do this?

#lie #liar #lying #pretend #secrets #cry #poem #poetry

Jan 2018 Sam

Why?

Jan 2018 Sam

Lin

Why?

I couldn’t care less
I tried my best
To smile
To be happy for awhile
But why
Even try?
What’s the point?

Jan 2018 Sam

.

Jan 2018 Sam

Lin

.

Stuck in a cage
Isolated and alone
Do I want change?
Why wouldn’t I?
Being stuck
Where I cry
I want to be free
Yet I lie
Is that just me?
Bound to be stuck
In a cage
Not wanting to change

Didn’t know what to call this one but didn’t want it to be untitled so it is called “.”

Jan 2018 Sam

Drama Queen

Jan 2018 Sam

Lin

Drama Queen

I am just a drama queen
Another over dramatic teen
I sit and cry
When I could fly
But I choose to frown
And feel so down
Being so irrational
And acting all emotional
Pretending I am the center of everything
But I am truly nothing

#drama #queen #over #dramatic #poem #poetry