it's so painful to have you here yet i'm always fighting for you to stay so do me a favor just get out i know you don't care you don't act like it you ignore me you neglect me you reject me and yet you said you loved me?
how could you? to be honest.. how could i? to fall for your lies... i'm such a **** fool why do i love you? it makes no sense i have to block you for some peace, until i come crawling back in hopes of gaining your attention
it hurts so much all of this, caring about you. i'm crying so much i took my glasses off i can barely see the screen on which i'm typing almost like i can barely see my feelings as something important to you
sigh i have so much to do homework studying meditation i even have a potential relationship and yet i can't do any of it none of it keeps my focus why? because of you! why can't you listen to my plead? i don't know