One Of The Tired Souls

One Of The Tired Souls Sep 2017

;Cheating defined.:
1. "Anything that I do
that does not involve you."

2. "Nurturing any part of me
that does not satisfy some part of you."

3. "Satisfying any need i have
that seems illigitiment in your mind."

. . . At least, that's what I've come to understand. . . .

i wish i got to re-write the dictionary

#cheating #lying #defined #by #who #you

One Of The Tired Souls Aug 2017

Whole World

I want to burn
Everything that I ever gave to you
I would douse myself in gasoline
And smile through the flames
But I never seem to have
Enough matches
To set this whole world ablaze

I gave you everything and more

#bitterness #goodbue #fuckyou

One Of The Tired Souls Aug 2017

Reflection

Remind me again love,
What was our situation?
Was it effervescent love,
Or a hostage negotiation?

;Dedication defined: "The way I looked at you even in our worst moments"

What is, Stockholm Syndrome?

#jeopardy #love #loss #reflection

One Of The Tired Souls Jul 2017

Bruises cont.

Those bruises you once left on my hips
didn't look so good on my arms
I wonder how they look
Now that they're on my heart
*You would know since you're the one holding it.
How long did it continue to beat after it left my chest?

Three Of Swords
That's what you are

#betrayal #cowardice #threeofswords #hurt #fuckyou

One Of The Tired Souls Sep 2017

A Recount Of A Moment Passed

The only thing that has ever
Felt better pressed to my lips
Than the filter of
A burning cigarettes
Was the tail end of
I love you
Sent in your general direction

Accidentally lost this in my drafts. Here it is for you now.

#love #cigarette #iloveyou #sweet #moment

One Of The Tired Souls Jul 2017

Tryna

All these kids tryna **** me
But they come in at second best
All these kids tryna love me
Guess you gave me a complex

******* Though

#anger #late #nights #**** #you

One Of The Tired Souls Jun 2017

Waste

I haven't been near you
In half of eternity
But this morning
I woke up smelling of your love
And it struck me head on
Because I still remember
Every good moment
I ever spent
Wearing that smell
Like a diamond band
And I'm just so angry
And so hurt
By how much you
Never cared
So here I am melting
With all of these things
That I shouldn't ever say
Even if I could
And they begin with
I love you
And end with
*******
And everything in the middle is
Just a* waste
*The only thing I don't remember
Is why I tried

#just #*** #waste #hurt #regret #sadness #depression #loud #you #left