I'm reading back all our text messages
And it made me wonder
Was everything a lie?
Maybe your words were genuinely true
Maybe it faded as time passes by
I hope what you said back then
Were all true
I wish it wasnt a lie
I want to believe that it just faded

I used to be scared
Of what will happen to me
Whenever a guy touches me
A touch that will leave a scar
That's unseen to the world
A touch that will end up a disaster
Forced ****
It begins with a touch
Then a kiss
So I fear when someone touches me

But when you touched me for the first time
And kissed me on the lips
I was prepared for the worse
Yet you proved me wrong
Your touch was gentle
And your kiss was loving
It was a touch
I wish would last
So touch me again
Because I know I won't end up broken again
Touch me again
Because I want to feel your gentle side once more

I see you hurting
I tried to help you
But what's the point?
When you're pushing me away.
The nearer i get,
The further you go

Should i keep on trying?
To save you. To get close
But what's the point
When all you do is walk away.
Hiding from your pain.
Internally suffering alone

So Tell me
Should i stay or go
Do you wish To be fixed
or to remain broken

My love for you was like the tree
Trees loses their leaves eventually as time passes by in the fall
But will grow them right after
Similarly to my love for you,
Despite of all the bad times we had
And all the fights
Despite me falling out of love ,
I'd still have so much room to love again
And it'll just keep on growing stronger