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By the time you realize the beauty of pain..

You will leave yourself to feel it and won't refrain..

The stab in the heart takes you to a deeper place that is dark but sane..

Where we break down and drain..

It educates us about life, what to give up and what to maintain..

We know how big is our love from what we endure and sustain..

Suddenly  we find love pumped in every vein..

We enjoy all the emotions it brings although we complain..

But definitely our heart is not the one to blame..

Feelings are felt, but hard to explain..

So, be true to yourself and you will always gain..

Even if you are still in love and waiting in the rain..

That is how we grow and refresh our brain..

Then eventually we will heal and all again fall in the love chain..

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Nermine Marei
22/6/2020

Kindly read from top to bottom .... then from bottom to top.*
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I am dejected and desperate.


So, don't tell me that


my life is cheerful and jovial.


you think I live in delusions,


my dreams look like mirages,


and the entire cosmos is awaiting frevently not to see


me a luminous star


because a divine captivating force within me wants to see


me confined in solitude


and in other-worldly no one will find


the glinted essence within me.


Because I believe in the cryptic force, I recalled


Hope, are you the elixir of life?

      Kindly reread from bottom to top

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Nermine Marei

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My heart is a baby, who lives inside of me..
He sings and screams,
He opens and shuts,
And I don't have its key..

My body is his home, but sadly he is someone I can't own.
Sometimes he makes me feel alone,
And in every breath I take, I moan..

My mind is his illusionary friend,
A truthful intruder,  who is harsh sometimes,
A type of a friend, that my heart will suspend,
He won't listen and will just pretend,
My heart decides; to walk the walk, until the end..

My soul is his true bestfriend, The one who will never offend,                                                   They get along and enjoy the time they spend,
An amazing harmony, and beautifully their different colors blend..

Despite, the love or hate, that any of them felt and sent,
It's the baby heart, that makes us all bow and bend..

This is the true us, but we deny it and can't comprehend, And all of them, my heart, body, mind, and soul are my one and only reckless, cautious, beautiful friend..

❤

Nermine Marei
26/6/2020