everything hurts it's not a physical pain it's a pain emotionally that is difficult to put a band-aid on it's your head feeling heavy and you feeling tired wanting to sleep away the current depression so that you don't have to deal with it just for a bit
And when the time comes my tears won't be falling like rain for it will be warm tea and fresh honey streaming down my cheeks. I hope one day I will bathe in sunflowers and new love - I'm tired of the dead leaves that burden my body, they soak in like fresh coconut on my skin. I sit underwater where time stops for a second, and I am at peace. I hope one day I can run into rushing waterfalls without begging for that moment of altered reality. I hope one day I bathe in roses instead of my sorrows.