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Mar 2019 · 1.1k
MissingKid Mar 2019
Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd, I'm losing my breath.
Lost as a boy, lost as a man,
I need to grow up, don't think I can.

Lost as a person, can't find my way.
Lost in life, every day.
Lost in worry, who am I?
All my life, I've lived a lie.

Lost to kindness, lost to love,
Lost in a sky, like a new-born dove.
Lost in thought, which I shouldn't do,
It winds me up, I can’t get through.

Lost to comfort, all kind words,
Lost to advice, it isn't heard.
Lost to those who really care,
All these people, always there.

Lost in me, I need a break,
Lost in wonder, which road to take?
Lost in a place I don't know well,
Where are you now? There's no one to tell.

Lost here, all alone,
Lost apart from the mobile phone.
Lost still, there are no calls.
I'm struggling alone, to break these walls.

Lost in mind, lost in soul,
Lost memories, they're just a hole.
Lost family, lost mate,
Gone now, yet I'm full of hate.

Lost in a straight world, and I am gay,
Lost now, for what to say,
Lost in boredom, think I'll leave.
There's a lot in life I need to achieve.
All I have to say is im backk
Jan 2019 · 275
MissingKid Jan 2019
You ask how much I love you
And then you ask once more
And so my love I'll tell you now
As I did once before.

I love you more than flowers love
The rising of the sun
I love you more than horses love
The plains on which they run.

I love you more than eagles love
The currents way up high
I love you more than rainbows love
The droplets in the sky.

I love you more than fishes love
The sea in which they swim
I love you more than sea birds love
The waves on which they skim.

I love you more than moonbeams love
The planets as they turn
I love you more than starships love
The void through which they burn.

I love you more than Paris loved
Fair Helen's days in Troy
I love you more than any girl
Has every loved a boy.

I love you more than Shakespeare loved
The muses in his verse
I love you more than rich old men
Love money in their purse.

I love you more than yesterday,
And every day before,
I think that when tomorrow comes
I'll love you even more.

Although you see I love you much
One thing I must confess
I love you so much more than words
Could ever help express.
                                                  Forever Yours,
i hacked her hello poetry, i really hope she loves it. Comments please?
Jan 2019 · 190
MissingKid Jan 2019
if you were my drug
id take you every day
just so i can waste away
if you stay at the bay
ill head your way
theres nothing left to smug
squash like a bug
never let me be
never let me flee
i love you with all my life
dont let me bleed my love
Jan 2019 · 159
Save Me
MissingKid Jan 2019
Who do I have?
Heaven and hell, my friend, my friend
I won't fit in here
Everything must end
Hello, from the dark side end
Does anybody here wanna be my friend? (my friend)
Want it all to end
Tell me when the **** is it all gon' end?
Voices in my head telling me I'm gonna end up dead
So save me, before I fall
So save me, I don't wanna be all alone
So save me, before I fall
So save me, I don't wanna be all alone

My mood all the time
Jan 2019 · 168
MissingKid Jan 2019
His name will live, brother
I feel hella ****** because it's like
if I would have known he was so cool
And it's like, if I would have watched interviews sooner, bro we were so alike
It's unfortunate because it's like, yo, when people die, that's when we like 'em, you know?
'Cause your remorse kinda makes you check 'em out

~~Lil' Peep
people only pay attention when a loved ones die
Jan 2019 · 136
Fuck Love
MissingKid Jan 2019
Baby, I need you in my life, in my life
Please, bae, don't go switching side, switching sides
I swear this is where you reside, you reside
Ooh, please don't throw your love away
I'm nauseous, I'm dyin'
(She ripped my heart right out)
Can't find her, someone to
(My eyes are all cried out)
Lost it, riots
Gunfire inside my head, I've
Lost it, riots
Gunfire inside my head
Baby, I need you in my life, in my life
Please, bae, don't go switching side, switching sides
I swear this is where you reside.

Jan 2019 · 167
Im Sorry To Say Im Sad
MissingKid Jan 2019
I'm sorry for my failers,
I'm sorry for all my imperfections and faults,
I'm sorry for all my tears and caring,
you made my world spin and take off like a lifeline,
I'm not bad and I'm not perfect,
I'm sorry, I'm not fake and don't change like you do,
sorry, I'm to not change and to die inside,
I'm sorry your heartless and immature,
I'm sorry that I really don't like you,
I cant fail and show im a clinically depressed,
no I got to show im not sorry for being a man,
im sorry for listening to my heart,
im sorry for having feelings,
but ill never be sorry for living,
im sorry i cut,
im sorry my attempts of death didnt please you,
im sorry i cant cry like i use to,
you were my drug,
but you like all the drugs do is fail,
as though i feel ashamed to feel sad but thats what our society does,
if you are not perfect or popular you are nothing,
your alone,
it's sad how many people feel of this emotion,
and yet others are happy,
it's sad to be sorry with your pride hurting,
can any of these feelings create a beauty of the arts,
my brain is in racing time spirals that cant stop,
i cant say sorry to you the way i wanted as my sadness and name remember it,
your sorry didnt come,
such sadness...
say sorry.
Jan 2019 · 6.4k
Suicide Poem
MissingKid Jan 2019
Suicide is just a way to leave a problem
Suicide is what no one wants
Suicide is what no one expects
Suicide is a stupid thing
Suicide is… what suicide no one really knows is
Suicide is something I don’t need
Suicide doesn’t solve your problem
Suicide makes you loose what you already have
Suicide is the only thing that makes one problem even bigger
No more...
Jan 2019 · 133
Stop Cutting!
MissingKid Jan 2019
As she lies bleeding on the floor
I promised I would do no more
Harm to Myself I really tried
But even I knew that I had lied
Now I am dying and no one is home
I has no help I is all alone
I wants to get up and fix it all
But there is no one left for her to call
Now as I dies on the floor
I hears everyone calling I a *****
I hears them calling out cutter-****
Now I wishes I didn't cut
I wishes I could prove them wrong
But now that dream sounds far too long
I made the choice and now I will loose
I wishes that I could choose
If I could I would choose life
If only I didn't grab that knife
October 25, 2016
thank god my mom found me before anything happened
MissingKid Jan 2019
I know why we do it
there are all different reasons
for some it is the blood
for some it is the release
for some they just like the pain
it’s the only pain they can control
for others it is the sense of being in control
but for me it is the scars
those are what I crave
for they are permanent
something one can never take away
they will always be with me
I will never be alone
they will always tell me stories
stories of my pain
the pain of my life
5 months clean <3
Jan 2019 · 152
Love At First Sight
MissingKid Jan 2019
love at first sight
before i never believe in love at first sight
but it happen to me

i meet a guy
the first time i saw him i was shock
i don't know what i gonna do or say
only i know is his face, his smile and his voice

in one side i was laughing
because it happened to me
that i never expecting
the love at first sight
Jan 2019 · 188
❤️Dear Noah❤️
MissingKid Jan 2019
SEPTEMBER 25, 2014
We met at our old treatment center... &
I saw you during a group.
I could not keep my eyes off of you then...
You caught me!!! I hid behind my hair.
I was blushing, I peeked through my hair.... &
I saw your gorgeous green, blue eyes.
We had to introduce ourselves to the new residents.
It was my turn... I raised my head & whispered,
'My name is Jewels... & I'm... twelve'
Yet again, I hid behind my hair.
Soon, It was your turn.
'My name is Noah, & I'm thirteen'
***! Noah's older!
He won't like me." I thought.
Or so I thought......
part 2 will come soon. this is based on true events
Jan 2019 · 334
MissingKid Jan 2019
& if you
want to
cut yourself
remember that
Jan 2019 · 152
Life Is Beautiful
MissingKid Jan 2019
I know that it hurts sometimes, but it's beautiful
Working every day, now you're bleeding through your cuticles
Passing through a portal as you're sittin' in your cubicle
Isn't life beautiful? I think that life is beautiful
Tryna keep your cool at your grandfather's funeral
Finding out eventually the feeling wasn't mutual
You were not invited 'cause you're nothing like the usual
Isn't life beautiful? I think that life is beautiful
You wanna see your friends, but you're stuck inside a hospital
Doctor walks in and he tells you that it's terminal
Tumor in your brain and they're sayin' it's inoperableThey'll **** your little brother and they'll tell you he's a criminal
They'll ******* **** you too, so you better not get physical
Welcome to America, the type of **** is typical
Isn't life beautiful? I think that life is beautiful
Wake up in the morning, now you're doing the impossible
Find out what's important, now you're feeling philosophical
When I die, I'll pack my bags, move somewhere more affordable
Isn't life horrible? I think that life is horrible
You think she's adorable, she thinks that you're intolerable
You think you can do it, but your chances are improbable
Once you feel unstoppable, you run into an obstacle
Isn't life comical? I think that life is comical
And if you ever need a friend then you got me
And in the end, when I die, would you watch me?
And if I try suicide, would you stop me?
Would you help me get a grip or would you drop me?
Run away, make friends with the moon
Why you trippin'? You'll be with your friends soon
There comes a time, everybody meets the same fate
I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Isn't life beautiful? I think that life is beautiful

~Lil Peep
My mood today lol
Jan 2019 · 116
The Way You Make Me Feel
MissingKid Jan 2019
You make me feel special,
You make me feel new,
You make me feel loved,
With everything you do.

You hold me close when I am sad.
You wipe the tears from my face.
Every time we are together,
It seems like the perfect place.

My eyes light up when you enter a room.
I smile when we are together.
No matter how bad things are,
You always make them better.

I love the way you kiss me,
The way you hold me tight.
I love the way you touch me,
I could be with you all night.

I love the way you can make me laugh
For absolutely no reason at all.
I love how no matter what I do,
You will be there to catch me when I fall.

I just want you to know,
That even though we sometimes fight,
I will always love you!
No matter what, day or night.
Dec 2018 · 168
3 Words For You
Dec 2018 · 117
Come Out & Play
MissingKid Dec 2018
You gotta keep 'em separated
Like the latest fashion
Like a spreading disease
The kids are strappin' on their way to the classroom
Getting weapons with the greatest of ease
The gangs stake their own campus locale
And if they catch you slippin' then it's all over pal
If one guys colors and the others don't mix
They're gonna bash it up
Hey - man you talkin' back to me?
Take him out
You gotta keep 'em separated
Hey - man you disrespecting me?
Take him out
You gotta keep 'em separated
Hey they don't pay no mind
If you're under 18 you won't be doing any time
Hey, come out and play
By the time you hear the siren
It's already too late
One goes to the morgue and the other to jail
One guy's wasted and the other's a waste
It goes down the same as the thousand before
No one's getting smarter
No one's learning the score
Your never ending spree of death and violence and hate
Is gonna tie your own rope
Shout out to all my fellow poets out there who had their heart broken before!!!
This poem is for u
Dec 2018 · 509
Our First Kiss
MissingKid Dec 2018
That day when you kissed me,
I left a poem in your mouth,
& you can hear some of the lines
every time you breath out.
Our first kiss was over pizza. It was beautiful
Dec 2018 · 355
Dear Girly,
MissingKid Dec 2018
Sometimes when I'm feeling sad, and all I need is you,
you sit softly and gently put you head upon my knee,
Some nights when my heart aches,
and I'm worn out by the tears I weep,
you quietly lie by my bed,
and guard me while I sleep.
Somewhere far beyond this place,
a land where all run free,
You calmly watching me over me,
and waiting patiently.
Someday when the time is right,
my voice will call to you,
and you'll come running like the wind,
and someday I'll wait and see.
This is to my dog Girly, who recently had to be put down to end her pain.
I love you so much girly, thank you for the best 15 years you have been in my life.
Dec 2018 · 131
MissingKid Dec 2018
I'll draw you a picture
I'll draw it with a little twist
I'll draw it with a razor
I'll draw it on my wrist.
     If I do it correctly
A red fountain will appear
To take away my pain
and wash away my fear
#cutting #artist
Dec 2018 · 93
The Scientist
MissingKid Dec 2018
Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
Dec 2018 · 475
MissingKid Dec 2018
Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah they were all yellow
I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called "Yellow"
So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to have done
And it was all yellow
Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
You know, you know I love you so
I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
'Cause you were all yellow
I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
And you know
For you I'd bleed myself dry
For you I'd bleed myself dry
Dec 2018 · 81
MissingKid Dec 2018
Don't be that way
Fall apart twice a day
I just wish you could feel what you say
Show, never tell
But I know you too well
Kind of mood that you wish you could sell
If teardrops could be bottled
There'd be swimming pools filled by models
Told a tight dress is what makes you a *****
If "I love you" was a promise
Would you break it, if you're honest
Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
I don't wanna be you anymore
Hands, hands getting cold
Losing feeling's getting old
Was I made from a broken mold?
Hurt, I can't shake
We've made every mistake
Only you know the way that I break
If teardrops could be bottled
There'd be swimming pools filled by models
Told a tight dress is what makes you a *****
If "I love you" was a promise
Would you break it, if you're honest
Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you... anymore
My story of my self esteem
Dec 2018 · 105
Six Feet Under
MissingKid Dec 2018
Help, I lost myself again
But I remember you
Don't come back, it won't end well
But I wish you'd tell me too
Our love is six feet under
I can't help but wonder
If our grave was watered by the rain
Would roses bloom?
Could roses bloom
Retrace my lips
Erase your touch
It's all too much for me
Blow away
Like smoke in air
How can you die carelessly?
Our love is six feet under
They're playing our sound
Laying us down tonight
And all of these clouds
Crying us back to life
But you're cold as a knife
Six feet under
I can't help but wonder
If our grave was watered by the rain
Help, I lost myself again
But I remember you
Dec 2018 · 92
The Girl Who I Used To Be
MissingKid Dec 2018
He stripped away my
self-worth, layer by layer
until there was nothing left
of my personality.
Yet I never thought
about the girl
who I used to be.
She lived inside,
my caged soul
waiting for the day
I would set her free.
Casting her light
into my dark mind,
hoping I will see,
flashes of a better life,
glimpses of possibility.
I was never alone
because me & him believed in me.
My amazing boyfriend helped me i love him so much
Dec 2018 · 381
MissingKid Dec 2018
We want people
to love us in ways
that we don't love

And even when they

It still isn't the love
we've been lacking
or longing for
Dec 2018 · 105
Scared Yet Again
MissingKid Dec 2018
i like you, but i'm scared you will hurt me.
i like you, but i'm scared i misread all
your acts.
i like you but i'm scared you don't feel
the same.
i like you, but i'm scared i'll like you
i like you, but i'm scared...

i'm scared i'll love you & you don't
love me back.

like the other person who did.
Dec 2018 · 144
You #17
MissingKid Dec 2018
Hey - call me back when you get this
Or when you've got a minute
We really need to talk
Wait - you know what
Maybe just forget it
'Cause by the time you get this
Your number might be blocked

Look - now I know, we could've done it better
But we can't change the weather
When the weather's come and gone
Books don't make sense if you read 'em backwards
You'll single out the wrong words

"It's not you, it's me" and all that other *******
You know that's *******
Don'tcha', babe?

-Billie Eilish
Party Favor
This song just reminds me of my recent breakup.
But I changed the title.
Dec 2018 · 733
Hungover Love
MissingKid Dec 2018
Tequila kisses & ***** thoughts,
Hungover love shines through tired eyelids of mine
Drink, drank, drunk, on liquor, on each other.
Punch drunk love, is not real love.

I know you're my hangover love.
Hangovers ****. Just like heart break.
Dec 2018 · 140
Mirror Mirror
MissingKid Dec 2018
Mirror, Mirror on the wall

was i always men't to fall?

roses white & the dying light.

silvers forgiving silver bite

i ask "why"

no answers are found

& i'll rot deep

beneath the ground.
Nov 2018 · 139
MissingKid Nov 2018
is not
you find
Nov 2018 · 173
MissingKid Nov 2018
I found a family
that will never leave
A home were i always belonged.
A family that is forever mine.

                     I Am Adopted
               ~~December 24, 2001
I was adopted at 8 weeks old and when i was 16 i finally accepted it.
Nov 2018 · 88
MissingKid Nov 2018
I come from a battered & broken
Where i always felt alone.
I entered the world so cold.
Looking to be wanted, needed & loved.
I found heartbreak & pain.
I never gave up.
I knew one day down this long lonley
road of life there is someone to love
for me.
The road of loveless and pain come to
all end when i found a friend.

Now i know no matter how long the road
of life is,
you always stand strong & hold your
I am a proud native woman

                                  ~~ A Survivor

(aka Jewel,me)
Nov 2018 · 138
A Real Man
MissingKid Nov 2018
A real man can't
stand seeing his
woman hurt he's
careful with his
decisions and
actions so he
never has to be
about her pain.
*sigh* I wish i had a man/woman like this
Nov 2018 · 507
MissingKid Nov 2018
for the most of the time
yes, i often break down
in the middle of the night
when sleep invades me
and the past engulfs me
my heart torn in peices
by the burden of memories
but again, in the morning
the tears have all dried
and i clear up all the wreck
to become strong by daylight.
my advice is that it is okay to cry after a horrible breakup, but please be strong after it
Nov 2018 · 141
MissingKid Nov 2018
'Its raining in my heart
like it's raining in the city.
What is this sadness
that pierces my heart?'
Nov 2018 · 269
My Boy
MissingKid Nov 2018
I'm looking for a Boy who's right for me,
One who knows how to talk intelligently,
He'll laugh at all my jokes,
And ignore the other blokes,
And find that I am just his cup of tea.

The task is not so easy, I have found,
There aren't that many 'right' ones still around,
But if they're out there somewhere,
And if any of them might care,
To find me, then I won't be going to ground.

My charisma can be in itself impressive,
My conversation I know is quite expressive,
I am kind in word and deed,
And I think you will concede,
That I wouldn't be someone who'd be repressive.

I can say that I'm a very balanced chap,
Who, when the going's tough would never flap,
But I'm really keen to find,
A Boy of like mind,
Who in fact could quite ideally fill the gap.

So I'm hoping that this lady turns up soon,
Perhaps it could be this very afternoon,
I would greet her with a smile,
Which would certainly beguile,
And my vibrant personality should make her swoon.

So, do you think, that I could really have a chance,
Do you think that she would give me just one glance,
If this 'Mr. Right' doesn't show,
That would really be a blow,
And put an end to all my thoughts of true romance.

No, there's got to be a Boy who's right for me,
I won't believe there isn't, so soon you'll see,
An attractive Boy on my arm,
A Boy with such charm,
That eventually we'd become a Royal 'We'
it's you....
Nov 2018 · 115
Dear Depression
MissingKid Nov 2018
You steal my soul and hide it in the deep
You take my heart away to turn me into a sheep
You come in the night and **** my mind
You peel my imagination like a rind

Depression consumes my soul and empties me of essence
Depression takes the fire of my passion leaving senescence
Depression sets me in a prison in the deep dark dank
Depression fills me with tears because of his prank

Monster deep in the darkness on a starless night
Monster flying e'er so low on a maiden flight
Monster claws upon my limpid body as I try to escape
Monster in my soul, to me it such hideous ****
I have been struggling with depression for 7 years....
Nov 2018 · 83
MissingKid Nov 2018
The night is only a night,
Without you by my side,
The night turns into a magic,
Once in my arms you I hold!

The wet lips of yours get wetter,
As I keep on kissing,
As if I would die,
If I ever stop kissing you!

The hot night takes us in its lap,
You and I become one- like magic!
Nov 2018 · 96
Sad Eyes
MissingKid Nov 2018
These eyes of mine cry
This heart of mine bleeds
This soul of mine breaks
As i slowly die, the colours
of my face fade and my once
happy life is know like the walls
of a dungeon, black, dark and
empty with no one there to comfort
me and the one person i thought
would be there is the farthest one away
from me.Come back i call come back
but the more i shout and scream her name
the more she walks not even looking at my
sad eyes that shimmer with unshed tears.
I call her to please come back, but she keeps
on walking as if not hearing my pleas, and as
she keeps on walking into the light of there
scorn and hate, i cry with every step she takes.
As my body crumbles to the ground a heap of
broken bones, she turns back for one last glance
and see's my fallen body, running back to me she
calls my name with a desperate tone in her voice.
Its to late though for I am gone out of the prison
that once held me for so long, never will i return
even if she wants me back.
Nov 2018 · 204
Sad Child
MissingKid Nov 2018
You're sad because you're sad.
It's psychic. It's the age. It's chemical.
Go see a shrink or take a pill,
or hug your sadness like an eyeless doll
you need to sleep.

Well, all children are sad
but some get over it.
Count your blessings. Better than that,
buy a hat. Buy a coat or pet.
Take up dancing to forget.

Forget what?
Your sadness, your shadow,
whatever it was that was done to you
the day of the lawn party
when you came inside flushed with the sun,
your mouth sulky with sugar,
in your new dress with the ribbon
and the ice-cream smear,
and said to yourself in the bathroom,
I am not the favorite child.

My darling, when it comes
right down to it
and the light fails and the fog rolls in
and you're trapped in your overturned body
under a blanket or burning car,

and the red flame is seeping out of you
and igniting the tarmac beside your head
or else the floor, or else the pillow,
none of us is;
or else we all are.
Nov 2018 · 179
My Heart
MissingKid Nov 2018
My heart is hurting, but
i feel like they don't care
worst heartbreak of the ******* world
Nov 2018 · 158
Growing Old Together
MissingKid Nov 2018
the melding of two bodies
the surging between two souls
love between the two of us
keeps us from growing old

it was on the day we get married
the day we said "i do"
it was then i made you mine
the proof that i love you

now the years will pass
and we can hardly see
where the one of us begins
or the other person ends

growing old together
oh, what a special way to age
together we have grown
like sugar and spice
true love?
Nov 2018 · 117
MissingKid Nov 2018
she cried.
she wanted to die.
"i'm fine"
she lied.
Nov 2018 · 109
MissingKid Nov 2018
how did this happen?
i thought i was happy.
why would i do this?
is my life really this meaning less?
i took it without thinking.
please forgive me
HELP ME!!!!!!
i don't know why i did this.
will they even forgive me?
i cant even forgive myself.
i dont have much time left.
so hear me now.
im sorry...
Nov 2018 · 231
MissingKid Nov 2018
sometimes you cant
let go of
what's making
you sad, because
it was the only
thing that made
you happy
Nov 2018 · 248
MissingKid Nov 2018
a man
can't stand seeing
his woman hurt.
he's careful
with his decisions
and actions,
so he never has
to be responsible
of her pain.
** hum true so sad but true
Nov 2018 · 622
MissingKid Nov 2018
                             in half


Nov 2018 · 215
im lost
MissingKid Nov 2018
lost in thought
lost in love
lost in death
lost without love
lost lost lost
lost in the love i was with
lost in this world

lost in the way of life
lost in the way we were
lost in love of crooks
lost lost lost
why is everybody so lost
in this ******* cruel word
Nov 2018 · 80
MissingKid Nov 2018
Breaking hearts is
Easier than breaking
Even in pieces
I still ******* love you
Because that’s what I’m used to.
I’m so ******* tired of my life jus want to end it I was a fool drunk in love to blind too see the real world
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