I don't wanna be here but I'm too afraid to die Can't say I haven't thought about giving it a try I tell people I'm happy but that's a ******* lie I guess I'm just afraid to tell the ones I love goodbye
I don't know why I'm still here, or why you care, why do you care..?
I need a Person right now, and I'm all alone on my couch, and I'm really thinking how I could do things work better I'm still me and i still made it through the weather If i were you and you were me the things would be more different Life just feels the same and lately I'm just feeling different I just want to take it back when we were only kids Escaped out of our classes just to give you hugs and kisses
But things are different now and feelings aren't allowed It's funny now i try to hide em' back when I was prouder then
Yeah, I feel like I fell and I landed in the deep end Getting wasted every party on the weekends I meet girl but they're never what I looked for Only feel love when I read about it in the bookstore About time that the tables started turning Same **** i was searching and searching Getting sick of all this learning Why can't my life be perfect
I need someone new, someone whom i call hers Wanna get the feelings that I felt in the past I knew life was ain't gonna be easy But wasn't expecting it that fast