I can't sleep Everytime I remember your words They snap and recoil And hurt me awake Next time when someone Promises me forever I'll just smile Look them in the eyes and ask How long is forever to you.
You stepped off a cliff by accident No reason to feel this way is evident To everyone around you seem so weak and shallow The only one you trust your secrets is your shadow
You’re drowning silently alone The chest is heavy, it’s a stone Each breath takes so much will It’s getting hard to take a step without a pill
You see your own reflection as the enemy You feel ashamed to talk about it to your family You go on in a suffer mode The path is faded, it’s a dangerous road
You face unknown - you face the fear Your mama says, ”Calm down, my dear” You wish the words could heal the scars Each time you see the falling stars
So you want me to quit? Say I'm too old. Throw in the towel. Let my cards fold. I've been told that before by another - she went by the name -darling mother So you want me to give up just like that? a wrinkled old woman, ugly and fat. I've been told that before by another- he lived with me, was just like a brother. So you want me stop doing what I love want me to shut up put out my light or all the above I've been told that before by another - oh ya, let me think....it was my grandmother So you want to pretend I don't exist- wipe me off the face of the earth make me regret my birth I've been told that before by a friend. Will you finally be happy when I reach my end?