Run away with me
Please i beg of u
This life not worth living
U dont know what u put me through

Please marry me soon
I know not right now
If it were up to me i would
But theres alot of factors involved

U r my only
I cant take the pain
Of not being with u
Being to far away

my insides are burning
My mind is numb
Im always dead
Exept when im with my love

I am devoted to u forever
I will never let go
It hurts so,so much
I want u to know

I need to hold
To love and be held
If it hurts when i fall
As much as when i fell

Until my saving grace
Came and took me away
To a land where im free
A land WITHOUT pain

I need you so much
More than u know
So hug me tight now
And dont ever go

Annie...

Life is too short to be stuck in one place, i need u more than i need my life, i cant exist without u, dead or alive, i have to be blessed with your eternal affection with leagality before our life is lost to another life that was never our desiny

I want u
I need u
I love u

And i feel so vulnerable

I took some pills to pass the time
Don't you worry they were mine
I took some pills to pass the day
I wanted black, was tired of the gray
I took some pills to pass away
Please dear friend don't be in dismay
I took some pills to go to the void
Don't look up what would be said by Freud
I took some pills, the deal is done
Please don't bother yourself to come
I took some pills, now I'm floating away
You'll have to look for me another day

You make happiness look so easy to achieve
It almost makes me believe
That there might be Something more for me
But we where dealt different cards
My problems fiercely followed and bombard
In this harsh game called life
I was dealt from the straight blade knife

Human monster's never claimed you in your youth
Your parents love was only there to sooth
A warm family and many friends
Always greeted you with warm hugs and grins
You never knew loss, only wins
You never seen the circling of shark fins

Don't get me wrong, I don't begrudge your happy life
I'm glad the universe with you had no gripe
I only ask you don't judge where I stand
For human monsters have always had my hand
Dragging me into their agonizing lands
Till I was foever stuck in depressions quicksand

I would just like for you to acknowledge my pain is real
I'm not feeling sorry for myself, this darkness is sealed
It's not make belive in my head, it's the scars on my heart, in my memories, on my skin
The monsters keep coming there is no end

We where delt from diffrent decks
We are nothing but universal specks
You were dealt better cards
Mine from the start was marred
I don't judge or envy you
I don't want sympathy, all I ask is you give me the respect I'm due

I say the most meaningful things
And know the meaning when it goes unnoticed

My real fear is that my words
Will be like my body
That times makes both of them become
Only dust

Living like a shaman
Reading stars in the night
And feeling the spirits
We are the same
Just cosmic reflections
In a pool of life

I speak to the shadows
My constant companions
I speak to them
But they don't speak back

Dying like a soldier
Fighting through front lines
Tanks and bombs
Bullets to strike me down
A manifestation
The pain of life

I speak to the shadows
As though they understand
And I understand them
We cry together

Being as a madman
A lunatic howling at the moon
With a pain I can't forget
A pain that pushes me on
A realization
The truth of life

I speak to the shadows
With nothing in my hands
A hole in my heart
And a hope that they can hear