i left my happiness out for too long
its beginning to rot away.
i've forgotten how to put it up,
so its just turn to decay.
maybe i should have preserved it.
and never walked away.
but now forever gone,
and i'm the only one to blame.

sometimes i miss waking up next to
someone
but if i woke up to a body that wasn't yours
i'd be disappointed

how do i fix myself when
i don't even know what broke me
in the first place.

I’ve sunken down into dark holes
That I’ve dug myself.
The blisters are throbbing on my palms.
I know the way out.
But what lies above
Are the things that scare me.
And I’m hoping that hiding will heal me.

you’ve stolen so much of my soul,
i’m still trying to remember who i was

i was so desperate to hear the liquor induced
"i love you "
that oozed from your lying lips.

They remind us of the past
They remind us of the pain
They remind us we can heal
They remind us we have a future

scars