Here’s the thing
The world knows
right from wrong
and all of you do too
How did you all get so clever
While I’m still sitting here
Wondering
what to do?

I had a dream
Where all of the fantasies in my head
Poured out of my brain and into the world around me
And it became a nightmare

There is no safe rock
No sane mind
There is no easy route
do not look behind
There is no solid block
No ticking clock
There is no way forward
Do not break the lock

whisper in my ear.
tell me the things I want to hear.
rid me of my fear,
that one day you'll no longer be here.

heavy thoughts race through my brain,
of our perfect love flooded by pain.

now too hard to stop the rain,

i'd die to hear you say my name

images of you fill my mind
the sound of your laughter lingers
you are more than a memory
you’ll live forever inside me

It's ok not to be ok.
I was afraid of saying this for so long.
Depression doesn't live your body,
It just sticks with you for life.
It's ok to cry, let the tears be free.
Scream to let people know you aren't good.
Don't hide the broken from the world.
One day you will be fixed.
The first step is letting us know you need it.
Pain doesn't just go away.
I will be your guard from the bad.
First, I need to know what I'm fighting.