Kee - Hello Poetry

Kee Jun 2015

A Rose.

Wilting
The red leaves fall off
But the thorns remains strong
It ****** your skin and watches you bleed
It enjoys the dripping
The dripping of your blood
Your soul
You.
Afraid?
You should be.
These thorns were meant for
pricking the soul and *nothing above it.

#bleed #blood #soul #*** #nothing #rose #follow #thorns #dripping #pricking

Kee Jun 2015

The Real You?

You stole my heart and made it warm
The freezing temperature was starting to get old
You filled the hole
The hole no one could fill
You made me love
You made me love you
I started to trust you
Even though I didn't know you
I didn't know you
But you knew me
And that's was wrong
You were hiding your identity
The person I wanted to love was hiding inside
While you only showed me the other guy
The other part of you
The part that tricked me
Oh, how I wish
I knew the *real you.

#love #real #the #you #me #one #guy #other #part

Kee Jun 2015

Repeat.

My pocket is my heart
I fill it until it cannot be filled
And then I empty my pocket
Repeat.

Kee Jun 2015

Tell me.

Will you hold me?
Tell me you'll never leave
That will be forever?
That stay strong is our 'okay'?
Tell me....

Tell me you'll only love me and no one else.
Please.
Please don't make this hard for me because I depend on you.
I depend on everything you say and it seems like you hate me for loving you.
You hate the though of loving me
You'd never touch me
I'm poisonous to you and it kills me that you don't want me.
Literally.
Self harm was never my thing but you made me drag the razor along my veins and cry out in pain as the blood dripped onto your white T-shirt.
It still smells like you.
You took a piece away from me and even you didn't say you loved me but I know you felt for me
you felt
But i dont understand
I don't understand why you stopped feeling for me.
And you never tell me.
*Why?

#love #self #tears #cry #why #me #tell #stopped #hsrm

Kee Jun 2015

I

I know that I'll never be enough for you.
It hurts,
Because your everything I want.
I want you.
You don't want me.
I wouldn't walk a thousand miles
But I'd tell you my deepest secrets.
I'd trust you
But would you trust me?
Could you trust me?
Could I be your everything and more?
Why can't you see that I still like you?
That I still hold on.
That I'm here.
You gave up on me.
You let me go and I don't even know why.
You continued to fly while I kept falling
Then I hit the ground.
I realized that you weren't coming to save me.
I realized that you stopped.
You stopped being my everything.
Gone.
Never coming back.
Alone
Now I'm alone.

#love #want #need #pain #alone #cry #hurt #i #you #steal

Kee May 2015

Untitled

I'm ****** up in the head
One step closer to suicidal
As a kid I thought I was happy
I misinterpreted.
I wasn't happy
I lived.
I lived for another day.
I sacrificed my happiness.
I let go.
its gone.
And I can't bring it back.
I tried
I tried to love.
I tried everything.
The only thing left is to die...

Kee May 2015

Untitled

*******
I never needed you anyways
A figment of my imagination
You didn't come to stay
You left when you wanted to
Leaving things behind
You left me standing there
Wet, damp eyes
The sobs reached your ears but you ignored it
You ignored me
You left me for dead
Wrapping the rope around my skin and kicking the chair
Was the sin I should've made.