And for the first time in forever,

I danced alone in the kitchen at 1am

without the help of alcohol

No one prevents you from success except yourself so run with the wind, sing like birds, climb obstacles with determination, cry to open heart and dance like a acrobat with wings.

No one can keep you down only yourself so when life is a challenge step up and be a baseball player to hit a home run where bases are the accomplishment that equal success. And if you strike out it is only for a moment whereby it opens a gateway for another days game.

No one stops you from having abundance only yourself
as you align and know you already have it. The law of the universe mirrors your thoughts so it will bring more abundance. You have abundance of breath. heartbeats, footsteps, melodies, visions of nature and dreams.

No one prevents you from have all your dreams except yourself. Don’t limit your thoughts and Ride the wave  in the moment being the gift you are.
Success is your birthright. Your birthright.

I lived.
Before I met you,
I just lived my life.
I lived for books
and rainy nights.
I lived and took on
one day at a time.
I lived but I
get lonely sometimes.
Then I met you,
I lived with happines
by my side.
I lived with excitement
all the time.
I lived with purpose
in life.

I loved.
I loved living life.
I loved having you
by my side.
I loved the endless calls
and sleepless nights.
I loved you being there
when I get nightmares.
I loved every moment
that we shared.
I loved for the
first time in my life.
And I know,
I'm going to love you
for the rest of my life.

I lost.
I lost my perspective
and my will to live.
I lost my motivation
and the fight in me.
I lost the love of my life.
I lost you
and honestly?
I lost my happiness,
I feel like dying
every second that
passes by.

I died.
I died. I hurt. I feel.
I died. I cry. I scream.
I will die.
I die in deep slumber.
I die in endless sorrow.
I died when you left.
Silence in death.
Now all I know is
I'm dead.