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 Jun 2018 Jaron Chandler
slr
love?
 Jun 2018 Jaron Chandler
slr
i think i love you

and that

the thought of getting attached

makes me want to run


-please say something
I'm not really sure. I just know you feel something as do I. I just wish one of us would say something.
 Jun 2018 Jaron Chandler
Sara
I'm transparent like a window
but I'm prone to keeping curtains closed
to cover up my youthful,
aching, naked soul.

I used to be promiscuous;
my essence on my sleeve.
a charming laugh; a crystal glass
from which many a fool drew drink.

A chalice of life;
warm like cinnamon wine,
soft like angel's delight.
Beheld by every eye.

But it never felt right;
I was smoke off a fire,
yet still smouldering coal.
Just a young, beautiful

byproduct of desire.
There's no smoke without fire.
Although, I tried to fan it cool;
the flames ran only wilder.

But as the old wind blows, it seems
a withered tree still grows new leaves.
A dandelion spreads its seeds
but they lie far away from me.

Now, I move transcluently-
ultraviolet invisible ink-
I speak in soothing whispers;
they travel further than you'd think.
Iridescence is things seemingly changing colour on their own- I think we all have the power to grow and move away from our pasts.

I love how fire is a destructive yet cleansing force.
The more I live
The more I see
That my heart is
But a big cemetery

The words are my legs
Exploring the tombs
I can see guilty digging another grave

Sadness and bitterness
Are drinking wine
Smoking a cigarette
After ***
Naked by the tombs

Happiness mourning at the side
Of a coffin
I think it was her daughter
Self esteem

I sit, and think
The rain starts falling
The guilty looks at me
Her penetrating eyes

Needless to say
That the grave this time
Was mine
Wrap me up in your hair strands
Gaze that lift me
(Sink me)
Drowned in your arms
Salty waters
Scarce pearls

A glimpse of your body
Singing notes in the deep
Your voice

Suicide

A drowned
Dead by desire
Your arms
Shaping my ascension
A soul blended
In the moon reflex
A lost shell of flesh
Temptation

Aesthetic melancholy
Observing you from afar
Maze of desperation
Slave of a deep desire
Taken and brought
By waves and winds
By echoes that transfigures
Into hollowness

The hope to delight myself
With your sing at the hillside
Wasted life
Filled by your absence

The moon smiles to me
And luck laughs with you
Sat by an ocean
Of flesh shells
You make me shiver
You make me smile
Just Like First Love

You make me high
You make me thrive
Just Like First Love

"You give everything and you give too much"
Just Like First Love

And we'll never forget how it feels
Just Like First Love

'Cause baby you make me
You make me want to do it best
You make me want to be your last
Just Like First Love
I would like sometimes
To just up and leave
Be gone till no one
Is out looking for me
A secret hiding place
That only I can keep
Off in the distance
A fading memory

Holding onto the whisper
That's never heard from again
Unfolding the map
That leads to Neverland
Embracing the fact
No one knows who I am
And if there's anything left
I'll leave even that

Escape from the place
That I was last seen
Permanently erase
All thoughts of me
Change every trace of my name
You would ever care to think
Do all this and call
Myself history
 Jun 2018 Jaron Chandler
Sara
I'm told I'm bad at lying,
all too often I say too much.
When I get sick of trying
I find I flick from on to off.

The warmest smile can quickly turn
into an icy state;
in eyes which swore they knew you
-you will find there's no one there.

I'd love just like a waterfall
with no fear of running out;
'til from my eyes water would fall
like raindrops in a drought.

Now, the most inclusive laughter
slows right down to a flickering glance.
Fuses cut short
after weathering storms
and we dont know
how long
they will last.
writer's rough patch
I wish, my time will freeze
When you're right here
Since I recognize,
Your love for me shall fade

I'm already prepared
For the moment I grieve
I've already practiced
For the moment you leave

I can't stay sane,
In an affair
Where I swear for your welfare
While turning myself into warfare

I don't want to care,

Once I drunk in despair
I'm aware about a nightmare

Can you tell me, even if it's a lie?
That you'll love me, till the day I die...
 Jun 2018 Jaron Chandler
Lizzie
I need a break from reality.
Headphones in, music blasting... Block out the world..
For a little while. It doesn't have to be forever.
Though I wouldn't mind if it was, you seem happy.
Or at least content.. I'll always want the best for you even if that means with out me.
Not quite finished just need to empty my mind a bit

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