How do you know you've met your twin flame?

Well, in your darkest days and your darkest hours, they're the beacon of light that shines through the darkness that consumes you.

They're the hope that makes you keep living, when all you want to do is stop existing.

They're your cheerleader in your greatest moments.

The ones that make you feel loved, when you don't love yourself.

Twin flames give you a reason to stay alive and keep living.

At times when you're on your knees about to give up on your dreams, twin flames will always be there to pick up and mend your broken pieces.

They're the ones that understand and hear you when no one else wants to listen.

And makes your life just feel a little bit easier to deal with.

Twin flames are the ones that carry pieces of you no matter how far apart you are in distance, but would never make you forget that your existence has a purpose.

They're the ones that carry the burdens of loving every part of you, but would never hold anything against you.

Twin flames are your muses that inspire you just to be you, the ones that encourage you to show the world every part of you.

They're the ones that keep supporting you no matter how many mistakes you make in life.
And above all twin flames are souls, that you find are the missing parts of you that make you whole.

When you find your twin flame never let them go and return the blessings to them that they always share with you.

Life is crazy isn't it?
You go through many different things in a journey to find yourself.


Some have easy lives that lead on to success.
Some have hard lives that lead on to failure.


But let's take a look at the ones that are in between their journies.


The ones that are going through pain and healing.
Day in, day out just trying to survive and not willing to give up on their existence.


Time is a healer as they say, but time can take a while to work its powers.
One minute the pain in your chest is dulled and you feel fine.
The next minute it hits you in the chest like a thousand bricks beating you down.
But as they say time is a healer.


And in order for someone to fully heal from their past, that's good or bad.
That person has to understand that life is just a ride.
A roller-coaster with its ups and downs and no matter how much you want to get off sometimes... You still can't help, but enjoy the thrill that you get from being alive.

Trying to forget the way you felt on my skin.
Trying to forget the way your lips touched mine.
Trying to forget how you make me feel and leave our past behind.


I keep trying to erase you from my heart and my mind.
But no matter what I do... I can't just leave our past behind.


I miss you like crazy you know.
I'm stuck in the emotional kaleidoscope that's you.
I've never felt like this before.
Never been made to feel all sorts of emotions.
But being stuck in this emotional kaleidoscope of you.
Is like being stuck with an addiction that's incurable.


I know I shouldn't lose myself just because I crave you.
But a thousand times over I'd still choose you.
Euphoria is what I feel when I'm around you.
The highs feel so good and makes me feel so alive.
But the crash and burn after leaves me no will to live.


Emotional kaleidoscope is something you don't always experience.
But one person... One soul that connects with yours in another level can change it all in the blink of an eye.

I know it wasn't what we both wanted.
But it felt like there was no other option.
I didn't want it to end us, but it felt like we were falling in slow motion.
A pit of emotions neither of us could comprehend.
Neither of us knew or could work out what we wanted.


But even if we're not as one, there's still a lot of love left.
I still see you in my mind when I close my eyes even for just a second.
It's sad that we couldn't figure out what we both kept doing wrong.
And I miss the way you looked and smiled at me, the way you touched and kissed me, when I laid next to you.


There's still a lot of love left, and I thought it'd be easy to leave it behind.
But I guess I was wrong, because I still want you til the end of time.


I wish we could make it work. The way we promised we would do.
Because there's still a lot of love left and will forever be for you.

I guess that we don't see... the real reality, of who we are deep down inside... until we open up the Pandoras box in our hearts and in our minds.


We had no choice... when we came into this world, we were the chosen ones... bound to a life of suffering and joy.


But you see... until we look deep inside ourselves. We don't realise the changes that takes place each night and each day within our souls.


Unless you reflect on your past, you won't realise your present and your future. The changes that we go through, as each day and night passes makes us all the unique individuals that we present to the world.


Some are born great... Others rise up to be great. But if we all looked inside ourselves once in a while, we'll realise that we're also the same. The same hearts beat in the same chest... The same organs reside in the same bodies.


We're nothing more than a speck of dust in a universe filled with the unknown. What are we? you may ask.


The answer is we're all just human.
We're born...
We live...
We feel each emotion...
And then we all die...


We return to the motherland, to nature as nothing more than a pile of ash.

You said forever... but still left me drowning in my own fears.
I tried to reach out through the pain and the dark just to hold you so near.
Please tell me you loved me at least once before you disappear.


Consumed in my sorrow and my longing for you just to hold you so near.
I tried and I tried to hold on to you just to keep you so near.
But like all good things it all has to end so the memories of you disappear.


You said forever... but we still lost it all, no matter how much we tried to keep it all together.
Now I'm here and you're there... Both alone in our sorrows wondering where we went so wrong.


You said forever... But I guess forever had a timeline for you, I waited for you to realise what you had right in front of you.
I would have done everything for you, given you my all, even laid down my life for you.


But as they say... All good things must eventually come to an end.
And I realised that giving up my all for you just wasn't enough  to make you stay and keep your promise of forever and a day.

I just want to say I'm sorry...
I'm sorry for the way I act at times.
I'm sorry for the things that I say that I don't mean.
I'm sorry that I act like I don't care even though deep down inside, I really do.
I'm sorry for the ways I feel things too much.
I'm sorry if you find me so difficult.
I'm sorry that sometimes I struggle to say how I really feel.
I'm sorry that I turned out the way I never wanted to.
I'm sorry that I get so scared of being left behind.
I'm sorry I push the ones I love the most, far away at times.
I'm sorry that I get so vulnerable, that I can't control my feelings even if I wanted to.
I'm sorry if I hurt you without meaning to.
I'm sorry that I get so angry without knowing why.
I'm sorry if sometimes I cry for no reason, I just don't know why.
I'm sorry I feel things more strongly than others do.
I'm sorry I still struggle inside my mind, I'm trying my best to be better I promise you.
I'm sorry I'm still battling the same demons years down the line.
I'm sorry I let them win and let them get to me sometimes.
I'm sorry for all the hurt and the problems that I've caused.
I'm sorry I didn't mean to be like this at all.
I'm sorry if sometimes you want to get away from me.
I'm sorry if I've ever made you feel like I didn't want you around.
I'm sorry my mind is so messed up at times.
I'm sorry if sometimes the things I say sound like a web of lies.


I never wanted to be like this I promise you.
I never wanted to feel like a burden to people, I guess it's nothing new.
I never wanted to push anyone away, but sometimes my fears get ahold of me and I can't stop myself from hiding away in the dark corners of my mind.
These feelings I have are not normal I know.
Sometimes the rage builds up so fast inside me, I feel like I would explode into a million pieces.
The past keeps coming back to haunt me no matter where I go.
That face of evil, grinning, smiling and laughing at me in the dark. Reminding me of the horrors I've tried to leave behind closed doors.
I'm sorry I'm a walking, talking, disaster and mess.
I just wanted to say I'm sorry I sometimes wished I never existed at all.
I'm sorry for saying sorry so many times, I guess sometimes I just need to apologise at least 100 times, to make me realise just how much the ones I love really matter to me deep down inside.