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  Jan 2016 My Endeavor And Bliss
Remus
we were meant to
fail from
the start.

didn't want anyone
wrecking my
fragile heart.

two beating hearts
all alone,
and oh so different
from one year ago.

once we were
on the same path,
but now we're
straying from that.

you blame yourself,
but you shouldn't,
you should only blame
her.

she was the one
to destroy all of
my trust
for anyone and everyone.

I wasn't anything precious
to her,
but to you
I'm the sun
and you're the
planets.

please don't beat yourself up,
but sometimes we all just have
to leave someone
we love.
those fun times we had
quickly turned to memories
like water through our hands
notice time began slipping
and if only we had caught ourselves
then maybe we wouldn't be here
where we are now.

maybe we'd be somewhere completely different
somewhere on the other side where the grass is greener.
random//deleting later//enjoy
And after all this time..
everything seemed fine.

But deep down it wasn't was it?
cause you were never mine..

And that's the thing.. I don't get you ha,
and that's how it will always be.. I'll never get you.

And knowing that I cant save you makes me sad.
but whats worse is knowing you don't want to be saved.

I love how they always say that they'd stay..
but then they end up leaving anyway.
You said you'll
always be here for me..

So why aren't
you laying next to me..
...
"No One Can Possibly
Hate Themselves This Much"
~
Then Tell Me Dear..
Why Do I Want To Die?.
why...
Me
You Don't Know What
It's Like To Be Me.

Until You've Looked In The Mirror
And Don't Like What You See.
From her...
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