I looked out the window when you began to leave
Kicked you out through my own front door
I noticed a tree and its turning red leaves
Guess I'd never noticed that before
That same day, I walked down to the river
A breeze came, cold and long
My body shook as I began to shiver
But the river kept moving along
I watched the sunset from a rocky shore
And although I'd never been there before
When the waves crashed and hit me with sea foam
I finally felt, for once, at home
Seasons never seemed to flow
Until I made you go
Every day was the same, you see
Until I forced you to leave me
I noticed how the clouds danced even lighter
How rain made the morning dew even wetter
How the rainbow shined even brighter
Maybe things will finally start to get better
Now that's what I can finally see
Finally free since you left me
this is my 119th poem, written on 8/10/24