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504 · May 2015
Playlist
Brandy Nicole May 2015
Now I'm sitting here
in that old chair
playing all those old tunes
(Remember?)
They reminded me of you
What are you thinking now?
(I'm thinking of you)
Imagine dancing through
the night with you in my arms
just like you promised,
If you were only here
What are you doing now?
I'm spending my time
relaxing to that playlist of us
So join me when you're ready
(To make a new song)
Because I could listen to us all night long
500 · Jun 2015
Unhinged
Brandy Nicole Jun 2015
Writing words
here and there
all with no care
    Endlessly
Writing words
with no rest
till I truly
became unhinged
477 · Jan 2015
Locked Away
Brandy Nicole Jan 2015
Locked away
a prisoner to
herself
Daily wars with
the knife
Locked away
in her tower
looking out for light
but finding the darkness
at the bottom of the bottle
Locked away
a prisoner to
herself
now free
an Angel
amongst light
473 · May 2016
M.
Brandy Nicole May 2016
M.
Jealousy
Oh, it's killer

What is their for me
to do now?

This dance we've perfected
It's a nightmare.
One I don't want to end.

Jealousy
Oh, It's killer

What is left for you now?

When you dance around your
Words.
Darling can be you that way
When you touch my heart
as I look away

Jealously
Oh, it's a killer

It took away my breathe
As you looked at me, and
let her dance you
away from me.
463 · Sep 2015
Cliché
Brandy Nicole Sep 2015
You were a cliché
Sinatra song, and
Like Frank you flew
Me to the moon.
447 · Jan 2015
Shadow Keeper
Brandy Nicole Jan 2015
Around every corner
Stands a shadow
Death all around screaming
With shadows of lost souls
crying out for hope
to girl rounding the
corner

But you see
hope she can not bring
She one of them
now a shadow
The keeper of lost souls
Death has taken her hand
444 · Feb 2015
Floating Soul
Brandy Nicole Feb 2015
My heart a black hole of never ending loss of emotion
My mind a vortex of space consuming all
My soul it seems ancient
My body a shell an image that is not me
a false assurance
Nor am I man or women
I am a being
I am a soul with history, with compassion
I am a seeker wandering realms of death
I am one who writes from the deepest caves of mind for the world to see
I am me
429 · Mar 2015
Holding you
Brandy Nicole Mar 2015
Walking in from them cold seeing you lying there on the couch
Oh How cute you looked all wrapped up
Quietly I walk to your side looking at your peaceful, how your soft hair falls across your face
I brush it back seeing your kind strong eyes looking back at me
Thinking how lucky am I to have you
I take you into my arms
Oh how cute you look all wrapped up in my arms
Looking down at your smiling face
Here we sit thinking of how much I love you
This pure simplicity of our love is perfect
I could spent the rest of my years with you
Right here with you all wrapped up in my arms
A collab with Bard from PC
12/28/14
413 · Jun 2016
Smoke & Flowers
Brandy Nicole Jun 2016
Can we stay in a purple haze,
Tangled in sheets
Here in my lilac dreams.
Suffocating
In the smoke of your
Frame.
For tonight you're
The only high I
Need
400 · Dec 2015
Passion
Brandy Nicole Dec 2015
Passion,
to light the fire,
to swim in the words
from your mouth.
Oh it's something about
you.
How you make me want
to melt and sink into the
walls of forever with you.
392 · Mar 2015
Above [10w]
Brandy Nicole Mar 2015
Never high
yet she speaks
of words
above the
sky
386 · Mar 2015
Thoughts in the Afternoon
Brandy Nicole Mar 2015
A thousand times I've said
A poet I am not,
A writer I am not
So repetitive I've forgotton who I try to convince,
the world or myself?
Perhaps both
Perhaps neither
You can decide on that
After these are all just
words on a page with the little meanings you pull through the lines
385 · Dec 2015
Angel of Sin
Brandy Nicole Dec 2015
There was a time I fell
for a girl,
So beautiful she was in
her brokenness.
So far from innocence,
as she clinged to the idea
of love in the arms of another.
Oh she was angel, my
angel of sin, but to kiss her
a sin I wished.
And to her I was her
peace in the sheets,
when the darkness
creeped in.
384 · Jan 2015
I lost it all
Brandy Nicole Jan 2015
I lost it all
to slowly die inside
kingdoms of death
looming over me
Fighting with what is real
and what isn't
My walls I built to protect
my fragile heart now
crumbling

I lost it all
to face my demons
not truly ready
to stand at the
kingdoms of death
But here I stand
accepting my defeat
384 · Mar 2016
Whiskey Tears
Brandy Nicole Mar 2016
Where to hide,
But in a bottle.
For the night I long, could never
cover me.
Though even in my drunken stupors,
I feel a longer of that touch..
And with it carries a phrase.
Oh how you dared to throw me out
before a sound.
I long for the night,
the cold box of sanity I reach
for in the bottle with your name.
382 · Jun 2015
Mirror
Brandy Nicole Jun 2015
I knew then I had met my match
when the pain in your eyes
mirrored mine
We were wickedly broken
and wanting of love,
We ran so fast
We forgot to see
the coming scars
379 · Jan 2015
Masked World
Brandy Nicole Jan 2015
Crawling up from the abyss of it
All those years hiding, a walking shadow
Amongst the crowds of masks
to finally walk in the light removing
my own mask for the world to see being
different isn't bad if only you have the strength to remove the mask
Seeing the beauty of us all, the light and  dark of ones inner self
The one under the mask
377 · Mar 2015
Pages of Despair
Brandy Nicole Mar 2015
Feeling the uneasy distance ahead
I tried to reach for you,
but found a void of
what was never to be,
For you see I longed for
what I couldn't have,
I felt for a stranger who didn't care
And all I received were empty pages filled with despair
374 · Aug 2015
Wicked
Brandy Nicole Aug 2015
Dreams of wicked things,
of me and you oh i believe
I've fallen for you
370 · Jan 2016
Not Needed
Brandy Nicole Jan 2016
What of words?
If you only repeat,
and not seek of your
own.
360 · Dec 2015
Love me Dead
Brandy Nicole Dec 2015
I fear you're dead
long gone, away from it all.
I long to hear you, see you..
But even in the night my fears
don't hide.
And with those fears, I can no
longer hear your name
whispered in the wind.
Perhaps them is it me,
Praying for a soul who
isn't real?
358 · Feb 2015
Insane
Brandy Nicole Feb 2015
They say mad, they say insane
What's insane?
The voices would disagree
They say mad, they insane
In such a beautiful way
What's insane?
The voices or you?
357 · Mar 2015
Screams from Hell
Brandy Nicole Mar 2015
I hear them approaching,
the voice oozing from the walls
As they're louder than ever
I fear the deal must be filled
As the devil's on my trail
I guess you don't have to worry now, because I'll be gone before dawn
338 · Feb 2015
Rising Moon
Brandy Nicole Feb 2015
People say if watch yourself die within a dream you die on the outside
But how come with falling of the sun and the rising of the moon
I watch myself die, I watch that fatal event The day I was taken from my beloved... The day I died
A memory oh that memory I pray to be just a dream
The pain it still lingers
I can still feel the touch of hands, his lips upon mine his smile oh his smile
That haunting image that appears only when I rest my eyes
I think now maybe their right
Because I die everynight knowing I can only see your through my dreams
322 · Nov 2015
F**k Boy
Brandy Nicole Nov 2015
Tonight
I drown my sorrows
With a bottle of
alcohol and pills
Till your opinion of
me no longer matters
...
295 · Aug 2020
Dom
Brandy Nicole Aug 2020
Dom
I regret telling
them about
you
letting
you back in
bringing you from the
dark

Even with the looming fear
of your absence, I crave
your bitter affection..

I'm hooked
see the look in your eyes
and my name on your lips
has me dancing
with sin
281 · Feb 2015
Love our losing game
Brandy Nicole Feb 2015
Loving you is so easy,
I hate you for that
Love and hate
Seems to be our fate
Hating to love each other
Our exits blocked
With no escape
Knowing it won't work out,
Yet I run back to you and you accept
Thinking for the best
Then I leave again and you follow
For love and hate seems to be our fate
Forever tied
Never happy together and miserable apart
Written Dec. 2014
225 · Aug 2020
Drunk
Brandy Nicole Aug 2020
Thinking about you
 And those words
   It burns like fire
    Thinking of all the ways
You never loved me

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