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 Jun 2017 Guadalupe Meza
Sandoval
Love* is a drug,

distance is rehab.

One look from you eyes,

and I'll relapse.

*Sandoval
When I think about your abandonment
I fuss and cry and rage
In that instance
 I want my absence to torment you
The way it torments me
But I know it won't
Sometimes I wonder if the dead go on
To some alternate universe
Where they change their clothes
And go for coffee runs
I wonder if they go on about their day
Missing us the way we miss them
In that moment
I wish I could plague your thoughts
The way you plague mine
That you can hear the echo of me crying
As intensely as I feel it
I wish to shake the ground you walk on
That every step reminds you of me
The way every breath shakes my will to move on
When I'm reminded of you
Copyright under Bianca Reyes
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2017
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Even if I had stars in my eyes,
Would you still make a wish
If they flew past as you looked
Into the forever fading sky.
When they say
Life's not fair
What do they mean?

Is it in reference to time wasted sitting in 1 o'clock traffic
or feeling ****** to live through the loss of a loved one.

The anxiety of losing homework
or the iron fist grasp of depression who refuses to surrender its influence.

The Google definition of fair
"In accordance with the rules or standards"
rules of which spawned by the human race and standards with intent to defy the nature of life.

Life is a rebel,
not to always conform to the "what should be"
always creating the "what is"
Inconsistent with the direction it sways
but alway reaching its destination.
Death.

It's when life doesn't abide by the laws of the human,
rebelling against the tyranny of humanity.
 Jun 2017 Guadalupe Meza
Unknown
I sit on my bed every night.
I look for a star to wish on, but not one is in sight.
So I try to sleep, but all I see is you.
I think to myself, is she feeling this too?
You've hurt me so many times, but I can't be mad.
Instead, I sit around crying and being sad,
But before I go to sleep every night, I always smile
Because even though we didn't last long, it was worth the while.
You may not feel this feeling between us two,
But in the end you won't find anyone who loves you as much as I do. 
I'll admit, I don't understand.
I put my trust in you and all you want is to be my friend?
I ask myself why.
Did you have to keep me hanging on so long and then say goodbye?
I wish you would've told me from the start. 
Because of you, now all I have left are the memories and a broken heart
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