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  Dec 2018 Lexi Fields
Riley Cartwright
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Sadly, I've forgotten the melody
  Dec 2018 Lexi Fields
Hello Daisies
8pm
Now 8pm feels like 4am
I'm running off of nothing
Dark blood bleeds from my face
twisted thing is I'm too far gone to care this is the way i am
Im so tired im working so hard trying ro get better and its getting worse the nose bleeds wont stop they go on for so long my body is weaker everyday and i just hope i die
Nothing is ok and never will be again
Lexi Fields Jan 2018
You say I am beautiful
Scars and everything
But
Do you mean the scars that litter my body
Or the scars that litter my mind
My heart
My Soul

Oh, baby
If you knew
How the scars came to be
Would I still be beautiful to you?
  Nov 2017 Lexi Fields
oni
i place
a blank mask
over my face
and hand you
a pen

am i pretty now?
Lexi Fields Nov 2017
I’m not six anymore
I am not six anymore

But
Every time someone touches me
I’m back
In my room
On my bed
And so are you

I’m not six  
Am I not six?

My pants are off
I don’t want them off
Your pants are off
Please put your pants back on

I’m not six anymore
Wait
How old am I again?

You touch
I freeze
You moan
My tears stream

It’s a game you say
I don’t like this game
Please stop

I’m only six
I am only six
I am only six years old

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