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 Jan 2018 Bellvadear
Mims
"You're really good at poetry!"

*"ha, I'm good at romanticizing toxic situations"
Don't know if that's good or bad
But thank you anyways
 Jan 2018 Bellvadear
LeV3e
Who do you call to
When they all look to you
To be the pillar and the walls
And the roof above them all?

Where do you turn to
When you don't have the drive
And your engines leaking oil
Making a mess of the pavement?

What do you think of
When your clock is ticking
Faster as the days start running
Out of ideas, but it's cold out?

Why does it happen
To be the innocent
Children that only wish their dreams
Could be better than life's nightmares?

How do you keep on
Wishing for better days
When the best you have to offer
Often fails to meet all their needs?
 Jan 2018 Bellvadear
Dust Bowl
I havent found you in another body.
My hands wither
with every new touch,
But nothing new
ever blooms in the summer.
Me and you were a crash landing
And every parachute has a whole in it.

I was supposed to get over you.
10 years is far too long
To spend aching yourself awake.
The last time I cried on someone's shoulder
I called them your name.
I haven't made eye contact with someone
and meant it
since you last held my hand.

His jaw against my thumb felt more hollow than your lungs,
and I don't know how to breakup
with someone without a heartbeat.
 Jan 2018 Bellvadear
Star BG
My Name
 Jan 2018 Bellvadear
Star BG
My old Name
is way gone.
Changed for the better
due to awakening
inside life.
Gone to pasture
to grow like weeds
far from my flowering self.

Gone to travel back to vat of letters
from parents mind.

My old name
something
that no longer serves.
It was a snake that tried to bite
with purpose to ****.
It moved in younger days
between tall grass-like people
who did not understand me.

It grew attaching itself
with judgments and insecurity
labels I could not shake.

My name now has evolved
in shamanic journey
becoming a song
to match my heart and essence.

My new name,
destined to live and breath
as other people learn it,
and we celebrate together.
someone asked me my old name. I do not share it because it is dead. I carried it with the labels it carried both by others and myself. Thus this was born.
all
of
this
you'll know
that
i love you
that's what
you'll get
when
you
get
this
?













...
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 Jan 2018 Bellvadear
Star BG
What happens when you take a child’s ear
and shape it with Poe and Shakespeare's talent?

What happens when one grows exposed to
delicate musical and grand memories?

What happens when child’s mind is filled
with great aspirations from knowledge of many topics?

What happens is...
a divine, sacred, smart and grifted poet,
meant to grace the world.

Meant to be an avatar in life.
carving other ears splendidly.
Inspired by Jeannie Kristufek Hawrysz a grand poet Thank you.
 Jan 2018 Bellvadear
Yasin
Hear you
 Jan 2018 Bellvadear
Yasin
I bore myself for 17 years now.
Let's talk about you.
Do you like to be alive?
Interesting and ...
What fears and anxieties do you have?
Mhhm okay...
What you think we have in common?
.... Do you like having it? ...
What are you feeling after you said it?...
What in world makes you the happiest human? ...

Wow you are very interesting.
Some extraordinary hobbies?
Any siblings? -
How was your drive? -
What's your job? -
Do you hate small talk?

It was nice to meet you.
Hope to see you again.
Of course you can answer the questions.
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