Hi there.
It's been what?
just a day but it feels like a long time
Long time of not talking to you
A long time of not knowing how are you or if you're okay--- though I know you are
I miss you--- I miss us
I miss our late night conversations, our out-of-this-world topics
I miss the way you comfort me for those times I felt so stressed about my own self
I miss you--- and everything that is about you
Maybe it's time for the both of us to FOCUS on our own things
Maybe it's time for you to put an eye on your priorities
Maybe it's time for me to rest and let God fix me
Maybe it's time for the both of us to stop and build up our guards again
Maybe you chose to hide on your own cave and never put a hole outside of it so I can't enter
Maybe I chose to walk away and leave you behind so you can't chase me
Or maybe we both chose to part ways though it hurts and we're both shattering
Maybe it's time for the both of us to pause for a while and build up the wall around our hearts again
And if that time comes that it's still you, it's still me and it's still us,
I'm willing to put down my guards again and let you enter
Though I know that it will hurt again, I'm willing to sacrifice as much as I'm willing to wait till you come back.
I may not be the best person in your life, but I will exert an effort that I will be remembered.