Trust was never a option
But were there any options to begin with?

A mask of myself
The mask is me
If they think it's just a mask
They won't believe in the me that is real

I crave consumption
An urge to purge,
If you will

To cease all function
I want my body to be still
I want my heart to be still
I want my mind to be free

I crave consumption
I want to undo my reality

I crave consumption
An urge to purge,
If you will

To cease all function
I want my body to be still
I want my heart to be still
I want my mind to be at peace

I crave consumption
I want to be decreased

Immortality is the lack of dying...

Here's a scary thought:
You'll only die when you stop trying

I am so happy right now
I am so searching for a way out

Reality won't stop
I'm kept reminded of everything I'm not

An art of misery
A dedication
Possessed by only me
A separation
Of heart and sanity

It's killing me
How much
You love
To make me bleed
Being a slave
I serve to please

Blank and blurry
I lose myself
I drown in fury
I made this hell
Can't function as needed
I'm taking it with salt
Your plans haven't succeeded
And it's all my fault