I have thought about you,
A million times, since the day you left.
I still can't grasp,
Exactly what I feel anymore.
Everything has been one big lie,
And a millions times I have cried.
The thought of losing you,
Was what I feared most.
Now it is not a thought anymore,
It is reality.
I know I should let go,
I know I should move on...
But how could I?
When I thought you were the one.
Every night, before I fall asleep..
I still think of you,
And a million tears I have cried into my pillow..
Were all for you..
Do you see how broken, helpless, and miserable I am?
Why did you have to say you'd be there forever?
Stupid me, I believed you..
I should have known better..
Forever is just a word,
There is no such thing...
But if there were,
I would've chose you of all people to spend it with.
You were my forever..

There's still traces of you,
Every where I look..
I'm trying to forget,
But how can I forget,
When you have made a mark on everything that is mine?
How can I forget,
When I was once in love with you?
How could I ever forget you?
You meant everything to me..
To you, I was just some other girl..
But to me, you were my whole world.
And now that light, that you once gave off..
Has dimmed out..
And here I am, again..
Left alone in the dark..
I know you're gone now,
And I know it's for good..
I didn't want this day to ever happen,
Even though I knew it would.
I'll always hold you in my heart,
Even though you were the one that tore it apart.
I only wish you had loved me too..
But you never loved me,
As much as I loved you.

You were the one,
That taught me how to feel again.
You were the one,
That showed me that this wasn't the end.
You took my broken heart,
And put it back together again.
Even though, I thought you loved me.
Where are you now when I need you the most?
I remember those days when we were so close.
Oh how I wish, I could relive those days,
Relive all those memories that have faded away.
Even though you said you'd never leave,
Where are you now? When I'm in need.
I'm trying so hard, to cope with this pain.
But this emptiness inside, has left me drained.
Even if you don't love me too,
Just remember that I'll always love you.

A year ago today,
I met you.
Without knowing a thing about you,
I seen something in you,
That I never saw in anyone else.
There was something about you.
That was so perfect, so pure, so real..
I fell for you,
I am in love with you.
Although it hurts,
Because you're so far away.
My heart still beats for you every single day.
You are my light,
That outshines all of the darkness.
You made me who I am today,
And I love you.
Because without you,
I would not be complete.
You filled that hole,
That hole that was in my heart.
You were my missing piece,
Please never leave.

You blossomed into my life,
Like a flower on a spring day.
I picked you up,
And kept you for so long.
But eventually,
You started dying..
And even though,
You're just a stem now.
You're just as beautiful to me,
As you were the first day I saw you.