The scars on my wrist,
Do not show who I am..
They only show what I've become,
And what I've become,
Is numb..

I lie in bed,
And think of you.
I think of all the things we use to do.
Like stay up all night,
Wishing we were holding each other tight.
And I cry because I'll never have that again.
I'll never be able to hold you and kiss you,
Like I always wished.
Or tell you I love you,
Which I miss.
It hurts so much,
Now that you're not here.
Losing you was what I always feared.
But I should've seen it coming,
Because everyone leaves.
But you of all people,
You meant everything to me.

I can't believe, I'm finally here..
The place I always dreamed of,
And one day knew I would be.
The beauty of Seattle is all I see.

This place is now my home,
The city if Seattle,
Welcomes me into its arms.
Where I am free to roam.

When the city darkens,
And the sky begins to cry.
I admire the beauty of it all,
Watching as the rain falls.

It was my dream,
To move to Seattle.
And now my dream has come true.
There's no other person,
I'd rather share it with,
Than you..

I want someone..
That will love me, for every thing that I am.
Love all my flaws and love me even in my darkest times.
I want someone that would be afraid of losing me, so afraid that they would go out of their way just to be with me.
That misses me, even when I'm right there.
That's not afraid to love me, and to be loved by me.
That's not ashamed of being with me..
That smiles, not only on their face, but through their entire body when they see me.
That is filled with happiness whenever they think of me..
And yet that someone to me, is you.
But you will never know..
And I will never be your someone.
Because to you I am just a leaf, and to me you are my flower.
My beautiful flower..
For I am just an ugly leaf on your stem, pulling you down..

It frightens me,
The things inside of me.
That I cannot control,
But that which control me.
It takes over my soul,
Leaving me with nothing left.
Just broken thoughts,
And scars on my wrist.
But the feeling of emptiness,
From it all...
This darkness that lurks within,
That rips me from my skin.
Pulling me away from what is mine,
Drowning me in this darkness,
I cannot breathe.
I am alive,
But I am not me.

You meant so much to me,
You still mean the world to me.
After all these years,
After all those tears.
And all the pain you put me through.
Somehow I still smile,
Everytime I see you.
But you don't seem to care how I feel.
After all, the love you claimed to have for me wasn't real.
All those lies you had spoken,
And all those promises you've broken.
You took my heart, and threw it away.
It's not like it meant anything to you, anyway.
But I only wish someday,
You'll truly see.
How much you really meant to me.

Underneath the stars at night,
I lie awake and think of you.
I think of all the things we use to do,
Oh how I miss you..
I miss all our memories..
All the things you said to me.
I miss your voice,
I miss your laugh..
I miss you..

As I lie awake,
Tears run down my face.
When I think of you,
This is what I do.
You broke me,
I'm so sorry..
I loved you,
But you lied to me.
You never loved me..
You never missed me..
And here I am, crying.
And trying.
To be the person I was before you came into my life.
But you've changed me,
And now I'm nothing more..
Than a broken girl..
And you were my whole world.