We’re riding the wave in our finest boat.
Not sure of our destination but we’re not worried because we’re together

Up & down we go riding the Ocean waves
Tide after tide, pushing against the current

Back & forth we are drifting...
until it’s not only the sea that’s making us sick

My love for you overwhelming
I am willing to die for you
But you don’t feel the same

So now... instead of going against the current we’re going against each other
...drowning out each other with our voices as loud as the thunder in the sky

You throw your words like spears they pierce my heart & I feel the pain of you pulling away from me

The current is drifting us further apart

I thought my love was enough to save you
To save us
But how can you save something that doesn’t wanna be saved?
Someone who doesn’t wanna be saved...

This anchor isn’t strong enough to hold the boat tipping against the current
The water raises & I figure this is the final straw ...

I would throw you a lifeline but you would let me drown
So in despair I choose myself

You ruined me but you saved me.

I pictured me and you & smiled
Your skin brushing up against mine
Felt like a thousand fireworks on a 4th of July night
Waking up next to you, the epitome of heaven...
I could do this forever
I thought

If only I didn’t wake up and you were different ...

I was different ...

Suddenly the thought of forever scares me more than the silence of being alone
Your touch hurts... like a fire set on my skin..
Burning to the depths of my soul
Your words cut me deeper than a double edged sword
Your love has become a thorn in my flesh

If only this was just a dream...

I could do this forever I thought...

Forever seems a really long time.. but that wouldn’t matter as my body is being lowered 6ft underground

I guess I can say in death I finally escaped from you.