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XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
love seek silence
distant pirates are rising
for once again to claim diamonds

As this ticker encountered Medusa
while dealing within Bermuda
And so it turned into stone of turquoise
my precious
close to the bird once was

fly you little faithful fool
step out of the whirlpool
faker isn't coming back
for he befriended the ghouls of the black

run away with thy
timeless treasure of memories  
before the noise destroys
lastest of joy

seek for your silence
behold the nature
the only place where you can find
your stranger

seek for peace
from your inner voice
and listen to those melodies
of new possibilities...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Longing to see you
It's been so long
Since you've gone
C'mon love me a Lil more
Just once more
Sail back to the grey shore

Dead to the core
My heart's been pumping on the concrete floor
Step on it
**** the ******* joke

Let's hope the ropes
Won't find its way
To lighten the dark
In a v shape mark

All I want is you
But I don't know what I need from you
Please don't come back
Cause every day I'm trying hard
To not to talk to you

I'm clueless idk what I really feel for you
Maybe you should go back
Maybe I don't love ya anymore
Maybe I don't give a **** bout ya
Maybe I don't wanna feel for ya
But maybe I just want you back more than I ever did before...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Money can buy happiness
But fortunately, I'm broke to afford any
Proud about Manliness and Womanliness??
Contemplate the Black Venus

Smoke *** or snort coke
Eventually, you'll croak
Thanks to Crowley
I'm woke in my twenties
To witness the world full of envy

Almighty Phoebus
Throw some light on fetuses
It's time for the arrival of Phenix...v
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2020
So much hate on the plate
I would rather die myself
Than **** a comrade and label myself great

What's the point to investigate
When rapers don't get eliminate
Annihilate the citizens
While opening up the gates
To migrate in the state
Can't provide slate to educate

Fraud scams of digit eight
They have media on cheapskate
All they do is ******* scream nonsense on debates

Built a wall for President
Ashamed of the city that is contaminated
Isolate the bait
Death threat to judges and advocates
How can you expect justice from such dominants

Multiple locations were/are on communication break
Retaliate before it's too late
They don't even hesitate
To fabricate the history

Don't underestimate them
They have holy medicines based on **** cakes
Economy rate is falling down straight
Don't get frustrated of unemployment
Why are you upset??
"Mitroon" chill and meditate...
I'm not trying to hate on anyone. Just trying to make a valid point through my poem. Please have an open mind, try to relate and understand...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Ed, Edd, Eddy
I'm on an edge
Mf I'm edgy

Cutthroat, slit throat
Let the blood flow
Let it spill on the floor
Drowning in my blood
Cause I've got a hole on my love boat

Gave her *******
Now I don't wanna **** her anymore
Money on my mind
I wish that ***** called me honey

I lost all my lifelines
Relationships are pretty funny
In this lovely world
Life can get ugly

All of my heroes are rotten in a ****'ing grave
Who's gonna save us
From this system of slaves, we are in
From cradle to grave
Take me next
For I won't regret it anymore
Cause ik I'm meant to stay in hell...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
I've been trying hard
Now I'm tired of trying
Maybe I'll find some peace
Finally when I'll be asleep
Waiting for the call of the universe
For I don't want to do it myself
Don't keep me on hold for I can't atone for my sins
Save me from this hell
Let me rest in peace...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Come Camazotz
Make us fly
High in the
Greyish sky
No more war
No more sacrifice

Brainwashed bairn
With blood-soaked hands dried
Listen to the mother's cry
When her innocent child dies
In the riots
Of superiority;
Of authority
Between the majority
And minorities

Failing humanity  
Falling down in moral qualities
High in the
Greyish sky
Come Camazotz
Make us fly...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Promises you made for future
together and forever
As a groom and a bride
*** comes along as a bribe
We Make love
Under the moonlight

We inject substances
in our systems
High as we fly
Our generation won't subside
When life gets hard
The only thing we decide
Is to end our lives

I'm gonna pop a pill of cyanide
Before the outbreak of genocide
I had done a lot of bad things,
Even once tried suicide,
Idk ******* myself
I'm lookin' to do just one good deed
Before I die
Can I still go to heaven
if I **** myself tonight...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
You're precious, you ain't got a clue.

My world revolves around you.

But, your reckless behaviour isn't something new.

Sorry for a day, then you redo, out of the blue.

You don't heed about the time I give you.

Always considered you over my crew, left-back in the queue.

Same mistakes you do, even if you knew, you'll rue.

You don't care about the efforts I put onto.

Who am I to you?? A fool for you.

Should I care about you??

Mental breakdowns are what I go through, only if you knew...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
You lead
I'll follow
Even if it's wrong
It still doesn't bother
Cause I never really considered
What's gonna happen tomorrow

You are my greed
Loving you is my creed
Guess I'm paying for my misdeeds
Cause I can't have you
You're gone for so long
How cannot I miss
But, now I should proceed
As time concedes
Yet, my heart bleeds

Sometimes I end up in a situation
Where I urge to hurt myself
Cut up my eyelids
An uncertain notion to poke through my gums
Until I feel my brain as you read this
Memories of you feed my depression
Like it was hungry for decades

I don't want to feel pain
Numb the game
Get me high
Slow down the speed
Let me hallucinate
So I can rejuvenate
And eliminate our ties
You think unwanted ones are the worst
Have you ever heard of unsaid goodbyes??
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
My temper cost me a whole year,
A degree of Bachelors.
Now I'm a dropout, a failure.


The traumatic experience is severe,
I wish I can run away from here.
Dunno where just want to disappear.


Lacking back isn't my fear.
Covered by responsibilities as if an atmosphere,
My only reason to reappear.


Time to gear up,
Hike up like a mountaineer.
This is not the end of my career,
Proving myself once again is to adhere...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Smoking on black dope
Got my lungs black
I can feel nothing
I've got a black hole
In my chest
Void suits me best
Like there is no hope
For this globe
Always on the scope
Better run *******
Find your pope
For the sins, you've committed
Can't be unseen anymore
God unleash the Godzilla
To **** a ****** fella
Like me who broke the heart of Cinderella
Now I'm far away from the monsoon city show
Waiting for the sky to fall
As I'm High on *****
No more myopia
I can see for far for some instances
What is or isn't appropriate
Checkmate fate
He opened up the floodgates
Row row row your boat, Lil boy
I'll cut you down slow
Drown in the blood of yours
Let the dead body float to the shore
Rot and decompose
Skipping rope tied across the throat
Hang your loved one's on the road
This is just an episode
Before everything's about to explode...
XnwxrMxlik Jul 2019
Every day you wake-up and decide to end up what's hurting you,
Fight back with memories of your past and try to let them go,
Grind until you overcome your nightmares. And glow.

The world is a game of cards; Play it with a no-show.
Keep your business on a low.

Walkthrough your path all alone,
You can be your own best friend or a foe.
Sometimes it may end up into a to-and-fro

Grow over your stress; don't go with the flow.
Realise that it won't happen in one shot, trust the process and take it slow...
No one's beside?? Walk with your shadow.
XnwxrMxlik Nov 2019
Met a stranger by chance
Fell for her on first glance
Soon I was her man
Young love, on advance
I was more into romance
But, she had her own plans
Saw her with another man
She was more of into his finance


Still, in my heart she dwells
I remember her smell
And all of her jewel
Happiness and pain are lines in parallel
Love got misspelt
A spell you can't repel


The urgency of alarm Bell
Illuminating pessimism, expelled.
Fell down and yelled
To die upon a hand I love so well
I'm on my death knell. Give me a farewell
Abandoned heaven, flourishing in hell...
A love story, not so lovely
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Flowers like you attract some bee's
That ***** out and moves to the next one
For the honey, they please
I'm locked up with my insecurities
Help me to find the right keys

I'm walking through hell
Ever since I fell for our rebel
My lungs have turned into a tar well
As I'm smoking cigarettes
Craving for your smell
Do you think of me when you feel yourself?
Cause I'm waiting for you to ring my doorbell

I can sense the presence of happiness
In shots of sunrise and clamminess
No lights in the city sky
While you talk about the secrets
Hiding behind the moonlight

And I am okay with the fact that you're trying to
Save yourself for someone else
Someone named Hercules
Adventurer of seven seas
As I'm sure of this
Pretty soon even he will fall on his knees
When you'll introduce him to a disease
With your magical breeze
The same heart disease called ecstasy
That made me mentally unease
The same heart disease called love
That made my senses freeze
You considered me just another bee
Sadly you missed a butterfly
Passing by, kiss you goodbye
Miss Poison Ivy...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
A flock of birds flew away
In search of blue skies
As it was cold and grey
Under the city sky
Preparing for tomorrow
As they suffer today


Hunting for hope;
For a new home
Away from polluted air
And toxic river foam


As they flew in search
Across the concrete jungle
They encountered the soil parched
Drought had them crumbled
They started to struggle
Without food and water
To move their muscles


On the thirteenth day
Only one outta ten was alive
He flapped his wings again to fly
By the end of the day
He knew he couldn't survive
As he realised
He got no one else to wish him goodbye


The lonely bird died with a smile
As he foresaw his loved ones
Flying in paradise
A flock of birds flew away
from Bombay forever
Never to come back again...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
We are at the brink
This world is falling
And no one's else to blame but us
Everything will be gone just in a blink
Dystopia is calling

Humans are under threat by their own race
We are falling
We wake up with the fear of losing
Our loved ones every morning

This system is creating nothing
But spreading
Hate, sorrow and suffering
And we are falling
Like a prey, hunted by predators
The end is coming

Middle East, Africa and now Asian countries
Are dealing with  civil issues
Targeting communities
'Cause the authorities are somewhat Islamophobic

Human rights are overlooked
In this era, like never known before
How can separating babies from their parents is righteous??
Even the angels above
Are doleful and astonished

Planet on fire
Here love is overtaken by ****** desires
Politicians are liars
Media is unfair
The world is turning into despair

We are at a brink
This world is falling
World war is close by
Dystopia is calling...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
In this game of lame dispute
And blames
It's foolish to claim
Something we can never have
No hope shall waft thee,
Put out the flame
Play the hurt game
And the heart will get maimed
It's a crying shame
For I don't feel the same
Like I used to
When you gave me this pen name.
XnwxrMxlik Jan 2020
I'm not unhurt,
Falling apart.
Can't save my heart,
From sweet darts.


Can't continue with this bleeding heart.
Lately, just want to depart,
It's late for a fresh start.
Life is a game, so I'm seeking for a mission abort
I see death as a beauty of art,
Everyone's gonna meet this sweetheart.


It's too chaotic, shame it was.
Hypocrisy misfits,
Too late to for ask it.
But now, I just wanna close my eyes,
go to sleep, in a casket
and never come out of it...
My farewell poem...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
I still remember your touch
The way you used to hold my hand
The jealousy in your eyes
Your insecurities and
The after-effects

The way you acted when you felt defenceless
when someone else got close
You tried your best
To hide your feelings
Pretending to be emotionless
Pretending to be someone else

Now I realise
how naive I was
To break your trust
I should've never let you go
In the first place
I was too young to realise
That you were the first
I fell in love with

Unintentionally even so
I ended up playing with our hearts
I apologise
Give me one more chance
I won't let anyone else
To break us

Babe come to me
I won't put you down this time
Let the world know about
This side of ours
And if you prefer not to
Let's run away somewhere far
Far away from everyone
From people whom we can't stand
To a place, we can truly call our home
A new world of our own...
XnwxrMxlik Nov 2019
Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped in the body I live in,
Everything's fine. But this ain't me, I'm living in a prison.

Depression, anxiety, I don't know what's the actual reason??
Slit wrist, cutthroat. Wanna move ahead for few days; my body left on the floor while bleeding

Death spoke to me...
Just calm down your mind; I will show the way to it.
Leme bring your stressed-out soul some peace
You don't have to overthink about a thing, please.

Everyone is afraid of me and fears me
But, when I'm with you;
You don't have to worry about anything.

And Xnwxr, the sun of your life is about to set; It won't rise again.
How long can you handle the dark alone and stay-in??

Come with me, I'll end it; leave your loved ones back.
You need to do it with your strong heart and never try to look back.

These words seemed so pleasing. My life had no meaning.
I agreed upon it and never tried to rethink

Don't know how long I can hold on to; it's suffocating,
I just wanna lay down and stop breathing...
My death keep's tongue kissing.
XnwxrMxlik Sep 2019
Blood feud.
Schedules renewed.
In solitude, Psychologically *******.


Get's abused,
To treat her ill father and buy herself some food,
Chewed by an unknown drunken dude.
Blood dripping down between her legs, Subdued.


Interlude of getting ****,
To fulfil the needs of a fiend with a human mask, her body is used.
Every night gotta deal with this rude attitude.
Left *** marks, blued.


So, bemused and confused.
State of verisimilitude??
Can't conclude.
Glued to a tag called *******...
Don't judge by the label. Be kind we all are humans, not some disposable trash.
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
We never talked much and most of my life I thought
You didn't like me for some reason
But only when we came close and started to build up a bond
I saw your other side.
I miss your weird food combos we used to have in our lunch
Our friendship was the shortest but the most memorable one.
Cuz asthma pulled you over and you left me in a hurry.



I wish that I knew more about you.
The phase you were going through.
For me, you were the best in my crew
I miss those kisses and hugs from you
I wish you never got on those railway tracks
For I still blame myself for not staying in touch with you


Only if I knew that it was our last lecture together
Only if I knew that I'll be seeing you for the last time ever
And only if I knew that the NCC campaign is gonna swallow up my friend
I would have never said that it was a good idea for you champ
You drowned in the lake about 5 years ago but I still can't forgive myself
Your smile with a white tee on is still haunting me down
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Kamal ka phool kechad mein khilta hai
Par dekk tere damann mein kechad kitna hai

Pyar baatne se badta hai
Dharm ke naam phe tu kyu ladta hai
Janta hu koi naah hai masoom
Par akhir mein insan hi tho marta hai

Bhattka sa tu firta hai
Tutt jaane phe
Hasna kyu bhulta hai
Aye musaafir tujhe aage badna hai
Tu chalta re
Manzil ka pata nahi
Kar wahi jo lage dil ko sahi

Yaar aaise hai jo
Bhulane par bhi bhulte nahi
Bachpan ki yaade
Whai purani baate
Andheri raato mein hum ghum ** gaye sabhi

Kho diya humne apne aapko
Iss insano ki basti mein kahi

Abb kyu jalta hai tu
Naah raha ishq naah mehboob
Kya baacha hai karne ko mehsus
Dillagi aur bedardi ke beech hu masroof...
XnwxrMxlik Feb 2020
Next time I want to break my fingers
Is when they are inside of you
Don't wanna try up something new
Spread your legs wide open
Leme eat you
My wandering hands
Miss doing you
Caress you down
Until your face turns red
And your body blue
Don't worry wait'in
You can have me in the afternoon
Kiss me like it's our last one boo
Nothing about it will be cruel
Won't mistreat you
It's just me and you
When our dreams come true
At Liverpool
On our bedroom love pool
Making love like fools
Just me and you honey
Under the moon...
Love is the lxw, love under will
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Love is a plague
That turned my ecstasy into misery
Thou brightest of the stars in the Nuit
The star of hope which I've lost somewhere in my journey
While I was returning back into the abyss.
I've had enough of this suffering
Wanna quit set me free
Seize what you feel
And let me flee...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Each time when teardrops
Roll down from your cheeks
My eyes bleed
In dire
Taking me deep in misery
Adding up into my misdeeds
I find responsible for
This world so filthy
Rather more myself guilty
Getting me a step closer
To hellfire
Sing me a dark lullaby
Lxw
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Lxw
Love is the law
For you're my bright day;
I can portray you
Like beautiful dawn,
Need no colour or crayons

Just hang on
You need not run for the marathon
Open up your eyes wide
And seek for Zion
Beware of devil's claw
Learn about Pentagon

When the sky turns grey
So, I shall be the one
To admire you secretly
After the dusk falls
Like a shadow play
Waiting for your phone calls
No more space in my ashtray
I can feel my lungs have fallen prey

Without you, I feel like a vagabond
Cause my heart's stray
I'm at the threeway
With double play
I may end up like Icarus
And fall someday
For if I ever came close to you
My wings made of clay
Will eventually melt away

I've never believed in
What this world displays,
Never but no maybe I'm gonna pray
To keep my love safe...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Wednesday evening
Lays back on his bed
Sky gazing
Hand on his chest
As clouds move towards the west
While the sunsets

Birds chirping for the last time
Before going back to their nest
While the intelligent one's
Are on house arrest

He wonders why is he still breathing
While Mozart plays back on his head
Watch's gulf between a luxurious masterpiece
And snitch on streets
Pondering why does he exist
In a society that restricts
To be the man he is

A man who loves
Loves animals and birds
More than humans
Who loves herbs and words
Who long to see places
More than faces
A man who chooses to be faceless
Rather than being in races
A man of peace

Finding verity in degrees
From occult teachings
Every chess piece plays its roles
And the universe controls
Every soul
And so knowing this truth
He finds some ease
Just moments before his
Last heartbeats
Meet Mr NICEGUY
As he rests in peace...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Oh! Lord our saviour  
Please come save us
Walk on water became an ancient mythus
Your followers are made to walk on cactus

Black death on chess
Faith On test
Have mercy Lord Osiris
As heart's cry
Eyes bleed
It's a ****** mess

Seven Prince's
Ferre Lux-Lucis
Summon Mephistophilis
For woke shall be Faustus
You are miss understood
By your children
Forgive us
For you are the true light-bringer of the world
Morning star bring upon the light to us...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Slave to goth lord GRΣΨ
It's a debut to my grave

Black blood
For love, we stray
Never-ending rage
For the war, we pray.

Mourning dove
Let's spray paint this globe black
Artfully like Zodiac

Plagues rise from the ice age
And let's rot together
Free us from our cage

For the dates
Join the Heaven's gate
Meet me in the spiritual space
Until then find a replacement

Who? Resurrection?
What a waste of imagination
Follow up Lu
To the eternal magical basement

Don't be enslaved
In your own cage
Search for purpose in the mortal circus

Burn a sage
Around the circle
Before they close the curtains...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
When the sky turns pink
And when love is in the air we breathe
We'll make love on our bed
Until everything turns into magical red
I'll love you, ******* until my very last breath...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Last night, I had a dream about you
That you never left my side
And I can still claim you as mine
Then I woke up
And it was all gone
I knew the truth
That you did too
I know that you knew
What others shouldn't know
And sometimes I wish
I could go back in time
And undo
Me and you
Tell me for once what I can do
To atone for my sins
For the forgiveness of our friends


Don't let me go
Cause I'm tired of
Feeling all alone
Missing your calls
On my cell phone
I'm hoping to see your face
Once again
Hug me tight
This time
Kiss me for once again
Never let me go
On the road
Of loneliness again
Can't bear my chestful pain
For I saw the takeoff
Of your plane
I'm no longer sane
Thankful to Ghostemane
Even if you can't claim
At least
Remember my name  
Until your memory fades...
XnwxrMxlik Nov 2019
I'm on a mission of self-destruction.
Happy with my addictions;
Need no salvation.


Cursed with imagination,
Used to think as a commendation.
Then realised it has no limitations,
Absorbing radiation from Satan.
No marks of mortification.
Won't tolerate invasions,
Or be ready for penalization.


Character assassination, impatient expressions;
Celebration on each month of taken
Showing off relation, less communication
Reason for segregation.


Needed behaviour modification, my soul in rehabilitation
Now, I prefer isolation, a good long vacation;
Far away from damnation,
Searching for a destination.
A place for inner peace, for purification...
The real fight is against your own self
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Feelings that you vandalize
Well, there is nothing to say but goodbye
Feelings that you vandalize just, one too many lies
The hope of the luxurious Right to life
Hiding Pocket knife
Politically Advertising fake Paradise

Lies and crimes
Dreams Sacrificed
Eternal life
Men lost appetite to take an emcee to the afterlife
Passed out and crossed the double line
How can anyone be so asinine?

Economically Broken
Ocean of Lies Spoken
The wrong one is chosen

Farmers hanging on a rope
Corrupts expanding their scope
Women equality going down the *****

Competition over religion
Politician on television with great position
And stupid opinion
Should have a revision on morality
For the country's good vision...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Hidden secrets
Not claiming practices did
If you get to know what's going on in one's mind
You would probably hate'em


What they think about your beliefs
Their views on this society
It May not be the same
You would probably hit'em


Even though they may not be wrong
But their views may harm your faith
You would probably slit'em


Call me a hypocrite
I need to finish my own film
I quit!!! From all *******
At least, I won't regret that I said it...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Almost every night I have this same dream,
People targetting me for unknown reasons.
At my workplace, my home.
Blaming me for things I never did;
Yelling and screaming.


I try hard to get control over me
But, at some point my temper
Gets all over me.


I feel all alone,
This feeling is well-known.
I'm sick of dealing with people's behaviour
So, I started finding ways to cut them out.
Getting zonked and run around.


This part breaks me down.
I'm standing on the edge of a cliff,
Asking everyone around
Will you join me, while I jump down?
They look at me while no-one utters a sound.
None of them wanted me to climb back down...





I wake up realising nobody is by my side.
Thinking that's how I'ma die,
I've got no friends.


Isolated me in my room, so I'm not stressed
I'm tired of love, tired of hate
Turning me emotionless;
Insensitive and depressed. I guess.


My dreams and reality are both messes.
If you have someone in your life
Who can help you out from pitfalls
Just remember you're truly blessed...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Caught red-handed with red meat in the kitchen.
Forced to repeat slogans, afraid and flinching.
Threats on religion.
Deaths by mob lynching.


Issues increased in the power of BJP.
Bodies left hanging on a tree.
One religion country is the mentality.
This may end national unity
At, the cost of human blood stupidly.


124 Injured, attacked, beaten brutally
Using sticks, bricks and politics.
Done by the Community of lunatics.


Caught with beef
28, Murdered on streets.
When asked, it was an "accident" said the chief.


Ever since 2k14,
Oppressing the minorities was the motive;
Targetting the people of green.
Even, media is been sugar-coated.


The life of a human is cheaper than that of a cow
Can't even speak about it in this country, Somehow
Hate conquered morality, shamefully head bowed.
I should be scared of writing this cause, they can **** me now...



Worshipping is the purest thing a man can do
But you gotta ask yourselves does Almighty requires this??
Worshipping him on the basis of Violence?? Hate?? Enforcement??
He (The Almighty) must be hurt for being the reason behind these incidents. For which he is not even responsible for.
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
I'm tryna see the earth then die,
With no goodbyes.
Bury me under the blue sky.
Don't cry while I'm mummified,
Sing me my favourite lullaby.
And so, I'll be satisfied
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Love be my appetite
I'm dying out of hunger
As my heart wanders
For a perfect lover

I've got my own seven wonders
My mother and
Five beloved brothers
To cover up my blunder
They won't let me surrender to

Flashy thunders
Call up the number
Of trippy stoner
Before hunter
Hunts for another
Seventh being my other

Love her or
It's finna a ******
Torn asunder
For you plundered
Belongings of Blade runner
Last to last summer

Not a black leman
Or a white gunner
Grey be my true colour
Like a freeman sailor
The true light-bringer

Saints and sinners
Are dead ringers
Only one to suffer
Are great swimmers
Just fly with your wings
And flutter
'Cause life ain't a fixture
For you to be a winner...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
I'VE BEEN NUMB EVER SINCE YOU WENT,
LOST MY DEAREST, FRIENDS, AT A YOUNG AGE
WANT TO FEEL PAIN AGAIN
COMMIT SCHEMACIDE, WITH SEPPUKU, IN MY FATE

LUCIFER IN MY HEAD SHOWS ME THE DOOM THAT WORLD IS ABOUT TO MEET
THE FLOWER IN MY HEART WANTS TO BLOSSOM DON'T PLUCK ME BEFORE I BLOOM
CUZ IT'S HARD TO GROW SUCH FLOWERS IN GLOOM

ALL THAT I SEE IS THE LIGHT
RECEDING INTO THE DARK OF THE NIGHT
XnwxrMxlik Nov 2019
Deforestation for industrialization,
Is more like self-annihilation.
Soon we'll be on artificial respiration.


Procrastination for solutions on pollution,
Gonna cost upcoming generation.
Life cycle will break as animals add up in the list of extinction.
Soon every living being on this planet will be graven;
Due to starvation...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
In religious movies, where love is meant to be.
Bloodthirsty society,
Causing immortal anxiety.


Separated them successfully.
They lost their identities,
Forced to walk with Unknowns and Unknown destinies.
But, the new one was contrary to their expectancies.


Their parents were guilty of irresponsibilities.
Formalities among amities,
Nasty insecurities.
Dealing with mixed personalities.


Her eyes were attractive like ruby,
A mesmerizing beauty.


Now, he adores his love confidentially,
With memories on screen.
By, Re-imagining some scenes,
Heart skipping beats, Mind ****' in screams...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Look in my eyes
And you'll find how much you mean to me
Look again see what you did

Now it's no more we
It's just you and me

But I won't beg you to come back
You won't find me on my knees

No more sorry
No more, please

I would walk myself to the beach
To drown in the sea

But lately
I wish to start again with ABC's

Fly high in my own space
I don't want to follow your lead

I'm not an edgy wannabe
This is what it is
What I feel under my skin

Feel for thyself
In a world full of wolves under the sheepskin
Feel your heart from within
You ain't the same naive teen

No bandage can fix your heart bleeding
And no drugs that'll do the healing

Only your feelings
Gonna stop you from sleeping

Stay strong
Keep breathing...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
As he closed his eyes
He fantasized, tongue-tied
His hands slide through her *******
While she sits on his thighs

It's when her body gets paralyzed
Neck kisses from behind
Helped her to revive
Not worrying about the hickeys
But she has to hide
Cover up with makeup and lies
'Cause their love ain't authorised

It's no surprise
It's when they were not supervised
Their love bloomed to new heights
In the dark or under the sunlight
She always had him hypnotized

This universe won't glorify you for free
It's gonna make you pay some prize
And his blue skies
Turned as grey arise

He missed his flight
Now to survive
He needs to fly
Back into the sky
Over Mount Saini
To follow new commandments
In the midst of her cry
To find the apple of his eye

As love can't be killed
It never dies
But stick by nigh an evil eye
He's been asleep for a long time

Restricted samurai
Like a tree of bonsai
Cutting down his string
To grow high
As he wishes to fly
Now above his own grey sky...
XnwxrMxlik Jul 2019
In the era of "Omar-al-bashir" president a.k.a the Con man.
A man, black and tan,
Wearing a caftan in capital of Sudan

Protesting against the price of Food and fuel
To raise his son named Abdul;
Trying to save some money and send him to a good school.

The situation's started getting brutal
People went down to gruel
Do you think it's unusual??

Chemical weapons, rapes in Darfur years ago
Ignored by United Nations Security Council
Now, Sudanese tortured again by a military commando
"Hemedti" the scoundrel, Head of Military council.

Meanwhile, Bodies dumped in the Nile
The river known for its crocodiles.

People lost life for democracy
Watch the world burn in hypocrisy.

Authorities Broke down the internet to disconnect
Hiding actions incorrect;
That may have been broadcasted weeks prior on our television set

Others are so obsessed with World Cup as a sports fan
Ain't got time for the world fam.

Armed van with symbols of middleman
Humanity is something that ends, when you **** a man
Who needs Satan??
Humans are already doing what he can
Don't let him control your mind, pray for a better world and help people in SUDAN...
To raise awareness about the crisis occurred in Sudan
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Was Mining for hope
   But there is no silver lining
   Daemons watch' in Humans
   as he is smiling
   While witnessing our suffering
   We, descendants, are crying
   Cities on fire, this planet is burning
  
   Satan is winning,
   even saints are sining
   We're not even trying
   To take a stand for bodies that are hanging
  
   Consider the killer
   But they've got the keepers
   Each one of the beginner
   Has a rightwinger
   Politics is an old game for cheaters
   Criminals are the new winners
   Climbing and crushing over the piles of bodies
  
   Stop getting triggered Bitc-
   *****, take off the inners,
   If you wanna have dinner.
   My heart can't take this anymore,
   But of course, our livers can.
   Ubuntu is just a word now which has no real meaning...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Money ain't love
Money is the root cause of evil
Used for survival and also commit what's illegal

Wealthy guy happy and comfy
Inviting his buddies
Most of them are badass and junkies
Doing drugs got his nose runny
Leftovers in the plates
Think'in that's cool and funky

Across the same street, the scenario is a bit ugly
Muddy one saving each penny
Living with his wife and a puppy
Responsibilities of the newborn sonny

Worried about his future and studies
It's the same around the globe
Not just in selective countries

Spending money  to build statues and dummies
Instead of feeding skinny homeless children's
And filling their tummies
Homicides for survival money
To buy some bread, jam and a bottle of honey
Changes can be made that are bonnie...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
When I look in my brown eyes
Searching for my soul
I realise how impatient am I
To meet the king of grey
Senpai of death and life.
Light-bringer, Messiah, Lucifer, Newcomer,
Who suffers? Your people.
Your peaceful disciples, suicidals
Are waiting for your final arrival
For we pray
From the depths of
Never quenching fire
With thousands of cry
From a place of hope,
Sunshine, and butterflies.
Entering a new cycle
With a retitle
Who rewrites the bible
For equal or evil
What you stand for??
Calculate the number triple
Where free-will isn't illegal
Freedom isn't lethal
*** isn't a business
Immortal, no illness
No physical
But psychic
Spiritual wisdom
Not religious...
XnwxrMxlik Jul 2019
People terrified
Homicide worldwide
Mostly when they feel mortified

It's an era where you hide
What you feel inside
So, everyone lies
Until we die

Willing to hurt anyone
But, protecting our pride
Got no tears in eyes, never cried
Cuz these eyes are dried
Life's at a point of low tide

Feelin' empty inside??
No one by beside??
Thoughts for suicide????
Think bout your family ❤ replied...
Fight against depression and never give-up, at least for our loved ones.IG @xtheistwrites
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