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XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Blackest of night,
Under the sky
I saw you sitting alone
On the white beach.
As calm waves approached,
With the sound of the ocean
Came along a comforting breeze.

I felt cold sand
Beneath my feet.
Nothing else just the stars
And me witnessing something
That's beautiful, arguably.
Nothing else just you
On the scene
Man, you're special to me.


I saw you mourning alone
On the white beach.
Puffing your cigarettes
Like you didn't want it to end,
As if you were searching for me.

Suddenly, a light from above shined upon you
Illuminating thee.
I called upon you
Again and again,
As loud as I could.
But you couldn't hear me.
I was standing right in front of you
But you couldn't see me.

Lastly, I understood you weren't searching for me
You were searching
For the man, I used to be.
Your eyes were looking out
For the dead part of me. Honey,
You won't find that part of me.
Either live with those memories
Or come back to reality
I had the key
To choose the worthy

I wish I could have stayed with you
For a little longer
In our dark wonderland
But I wanted to feel the colours still around me...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
With every flip
As time skips
My life slips
In the hands of the grim reaper
head down for a kip
Take me on a trip
upon your magic spaceship,
My senses have been stripped,
my hands want to feel your grip,
I'm living life on a guilt trip
I'll write down my will in hieroglyphs
As I take the hot seat...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
The reason I gave up on puling is
That I want to use the suffering and pain in me
As a tool to help me grow and stay down to earth at the same time
To realise what I've been through and why I am still running in the game
To walk with this burden in my chest until I rest

To gain from sorrow
To be a kind being
To be a human being
And most importantly to be me
So nothing can change unless I let it all out
Every minute that passes up by reminds me to stay humble

For you, my heart may seem cold
But there is a reason behind everything I do
Which is untold
Only when someone will finally able to break through my walls and unfold
You'll surely find a heart of gold
Cuz never did I sold my soul
For this phoney world with a virtual life
Of mask wearers and as sightless blindfolded holds...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
I can see you changing
And you don't have the slightest clue
That how happy I am to see
These changes in you

You are finally trying to vanquish
these fences; the wall that was built over the years of our knowing
I can see them turning,
Turning back a bit by bit into the ashes

It's hard for me to  believe the change in you
But I'll try to open up this time to you
Don't give up on me yet; it's too soon
Anyway if that day doesn't come up soon for you
All I want to say to you
Is a massive THANK YOU!!!
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Left with no clues
Broken down into two
But who knew
What's into you
Unless relived what's untrue

Trying to move too
In search of new views
To detach feeling need some new tools
From remote access of Bluetooth

Feelings stuck as glue do
What's this Hoodoo-Voodoo
I don't know you
Or your crew
Who are you??
Fly away back to
Wherever you choose to

Need no helping hand to go through
Just an alter-ego to grow through
Don't let your eyes fool you
The end is near aren't you spooked too??
In search of ubuntu...
XnwxrMxlik May 2020
We start a journey together with someone
Side by side
Walking on the road
With destined site
A day comes when inevitably
Our paths divide

A chemical reaction in your body
You know but still can't slide
All you do is cheat on yourself, run and hide,
Hiding from the feelings that are buried inside
That's the same story every ****'in night
Your brain orders your heart to get over it
But the moment they left he eventually died
Poor thing couldn't survive

But look the moon still shines every night
As bright as he should be in the sky
Nothing's gonna dim his **** light
Unless it's another eclipse of his life

Let's talk about the god of billions
Where does he resides
Which one to bow down
Which one lied
Which one is verified
And which one verify's
A genocide to be right
He isn't satisfied
With human sacrifice
He'd much more dignified
If peace and love was our guide

Yet I'm starving for the divine
Yet I'm not happy to be alive...
Do you know who you are??
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
We start a journey together with someone
Side by side
Walking on the road
With destined site
A day comes when inevitably
Our paths divide

A chemical reaction in your body
You know but still can't slide
All you do is cheat on yourself, run and hide,
Hiding from the feelings that are buried inside
That's the same story every ****'in night
Your brain orders your heart to get over it
But the moment they left he eventually died
Poor thing couldn't survive

But look the moon still shines every night
As bright as he should be in the sky
Nothing's gonna dim his **** light
Unless it's another eclipse of his life

Let's talk about the god of billions
Where does he resides
Which one to bow down
Which one lied
Which one is verified
And which one verify's
A genocide to be right
He isn't satisfied
With human sacrifice
He'd much more dignified
If peace and love was our guide

Yet I'm starving for the divine
Yet I'm not happy to be alive...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Why would I fight to survive
After twilight
I would rather choose to lay down
On the ocean bed without a frown
I would rather choose to drown
Under the moonlight
For a beautiful good night
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
You gave me strength
To overcome my weakness
You consider me as your friend
But I'm nothing more than a *******

You still take a stand
Regardless of our differences
We don't really talk much
Come seek me I'm behind the fences

You taught me so much
I followed you with my eyes closed,
Without a question

I broke your trust
But trust me,
I just wanted to get closer.
Closer than ever before

I'm so grateful
That you are saving me from the abyss
Look in my eyes
Forgive me for my lies
I know that you know
What I'm hiding behind my smile is

You said emotions makes us weak
So I tried to slaughter every part of it
Closed my eyes so tight that
It hasn't been wet since

Now I'm feeling empty inside
I wonder how would you manage to comprehend
That I was not as strong as you were
Now I'm colder than anyone you know around
Cold-hearted than you can ever be my friend
You think I'm your friend
But I'm nothing more than a ******* ...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
A new hope
A new day
A new light
From up and above the grey sky
World of darkness
Say goodnight
Hey! Call me Icarus
I'm about to fly
Reach for the sun
To set my wings on fire
And still, I'll be satisfied
For I'm trying
To live my life
Once again after the goodbyes
On the edge to fall again
Like a drop of water
Falling from the sky
I don't know the feeling
When one falls from the eye
Edicius read it back
Now back to my life
Back to my old ways
And three of the six's to my knowledge...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
From candy store to outdoor tours,
You had my back like no other.
From sharing secrets and cigs,
And Ending together in a police car.
You helped me overcome my deepest scars.



I hope you can see,
You're a mentor for me.
I'm guitar and you're my strings.
I Can ignore this world for "We".



Back and forth,
Like waves on the shore.
I'm emotional and sore.
We act like we're mature,
Feelings aren't discussed anymore.



You're just beside me, but you're still too far
We're not just friends,
Obviously something more.
I'm for sure...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
I don't mind waiting if it means I can be with you again

I don't mind dreaming if it means I can meet you there again

I don't mind wishing if it means I can get you back again

I don't mind praying if it means I can have you again

I don't mind talking if it means we can get along again

I don't mind kissing if it means I can feel you again

I don't mind drawing if it means I can see you again

I don't mind smoking if it means I can share again

I don't mind beefing if it means I can protect you again

I don't mind crying if it means you'll come to wipe again

I don't mind dealing my soul to keep you safe

I don't mind killing if it's the demon's you are fighting with

I don't mind forgiving if it means you won't play with my brain again

I don't mind losing if it means I can win your heart again

I don't mind leaving if it means that'll ease your pain

I don't mind stopping if it means I can walk again

I don't mind falling if it means I get to fly again

I don't mind swimming even if it means I'll drown again

I don't mind living if it's with you I've to spend my life

I don't mind wasting my time if it's on you again

I don't mind wasting my love if it's on you again

I don't mind doing anything 'cause
I really don't wanna be alone again

I want nothing except you 'cause
You're my everything...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Those lips, that nose,
Those brown eyes,
Traditional orange gown
Could've led to my demise.
Is this how angels disguise??
When they climb down
From their crown
That lies up over seven skies.

She was so bright for my eyes
I got blinded by her light
Ever since that encounter
I chased for her attention
As if it was my birthright

Days passed, months too
But not our nights
As we winterized
Our body temperature raised
Never rushed in
Between those thick thighs
Cause I knew she had my prize
A holy *******
Just a touch with slow rub-down
Made her feel butterflies
And so, I got an angel paralyzed
Its always been our way to over-romanticize

God caught upon us
And he didn't like
My idea of love
With his beloved angel
He snitched her from me
And all I did was to watch her go helplessly
Witnessing our terminal twilight
As she ghosted me to drown in my tears of blood
As I was nothing. But her God's creation, out of the mud.

God committed a crime
When he took away my pride
God assisted a suicide
When he took away my ecstasy
The love of my life...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
The grass always seems to be greener on the other side
I don't believe in humanity when the purpose is genocide

Political crisis causing innocent people to lose lives
It's sad to see so many lifeless
The global issue of poverty we might need King Midas
Greedy eyes of human beings accepting the blindness
Forgetting that being alive is priceless

Shot down, killed and much other wildness
This is all we hear and see is this wiseness??

Terrorism is a virus
It should be minimized
Every problem has a solution
So make an antivirus
Turn-on the sirens
It's time to end brutality an end for the violence

Rather than hatred and dark side of sadness
Give guidance and spread brightness
It's high time to do things that are simply righteous
Spread love and kindness
For humanity at its finest
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Crucifix or triple six
Racism, fascism and
Materialistic tricks
They all got blood on their fingertips
Want her strip right down the hips
Play the vertical lips
Yeah that's what you hear on mixtapes
About relationships
Have you ever witnessed an eclipse
This world doesn't have a **** to give
Playtime is over, cut your hide and seek
This time no one's gonna build a ship
Off-course souls
Flip the coin
Get on an astral trip
Liberate your mind
Like an occultist
Ask thyself these questions
Art thou, ready for an apocalypse??
Art thou, ready for a second shift??
Art thou, ready to fall asleep??
Art thou, ready to witness thy sins??
Art thou, ready to dive in Styx??
XnwxrMxlik Jan 2020
2k19 month of September
Alarmed an international terror
Climate change, change in weather
Drought across the nation
Turned into fire Strom centre
5 months from now
We can still witness the ember
Smoke, ashes from bushfire
Travelled thousands of acres

This inferno had us surrender
We lost a million of species endangered
And pushed many near extinction
Humans were no exception
32 were lost in this render
People lost their land of ancestors
Houses which were a place of
Laughter, revitalization and relaxation
Now are nothing but melted shelters

Firefighters to social writers
All jumped to help out the situation
From taking control over fire
To spread awareness
Seeking for helpers
Nature finally blessed us
It rained and things got under control
Before fire would swallow everything
And melt us...
People of Australia stay strong we all are with you...
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Taurus the tigress
Her Aura's the brightest
Flawless and Finest
A fallen gorgeous

Ate from the tree of knowledge
Of good and evil
Fell from the garden of Eden
Into a mortal prison
Why no one's talking about the tree of life
One guided by Cherubim on the eastern region

Just a mythos like they say about Phaethon
Son of God of the sun in Greek religion
Riding the chariot
Froze, then burned almost everything in existence
Thunderbolt killed him during this process

Another legend of Horus
The Eyeless
Son of Isis and Osiris
Revenged the dead
And later received magical iris

Six days for zonke
On the seventh let me be
Zonked and feel happy
Before entering the Tophet valley

Might be bleeding for freedom
But can't let my vro's down
For this will be a treason
So I decided to keep my wrist covered
For the same reason, they cover their face
During this pushing up daisies season...

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