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deyrah Aug 2019
Yhu have no idea of how much i adore yhu.
I adore yhu to a fault, that i ignore yhur faults.

Yhu have no idea how i adore yhu...
I adore to point where i almost fade away, and yhu are left standing at my peak.
 
Yhu have no idea how much i adore yhu
Yhu are like an addiction... Yhu keep hitting me, with yhur best shot.

Yhu have no idea how much i adore yhu.
The moon in tz entirety pales in comparison to yhu.

Yhu have no idea how i adore yhu.
I figuratively and literally bask in awe of yhu.

Yhu have no idea how i adore yhu,
Yhu absolutely have no idea, of how much i adore yhu, and i can't stress t enough. I adore yhu to the point where love seems like a small word to place what i feel for yhu under.

I adore yhu...
When Adoration becomes absolute, for someone yhu love, but they don't see t.
deyrah Jul 2019
If wishes were horses, than i hope yhu ride and never come back, move away and never turn back. If wishes were horses I'll ride to the land where there z no yhu, and catch a flu. If wishes were horses, i hope yhu ride to yhur own doom. I hope yhu get neglected like yhu did me and scatter like a bunch of broom, if wishes were horse i hope yhu never get to ride! If wishes were horses i should ride away from yhu and everything yhu stand for. If wishes were horse I'd wish for yhu to meet someone who will treat yhu the exact same way yhu did me, and drench yhu in an unending agony, so yhu can know nothingness. If wishes were horses I'll ride into the past and take yhur ability to wish! If wishes were horse I'd hope yhu ride, turn and twitch! If wishes were horses, i pray yhu ride out of yhur happiness and bump into this pain yhu left behind while taking this route... If wishes were horses i hope yhu ride into the wish that'll undo the wish i made, for yhu to be mine. If wishes were horse I'd like to make an empty wish and just let the horse roam free! And because of yhu... If wishes were horses...
   I'll **** my horse! So i may never ride again, or wish! Cause anything right now, z better than yhu!
Softly spoken Jul 2010
‎​Some say loving me is wrong: and if iht is true yhu will never be right: look yhu in ya eyes and I love chris pours from ya eye sight: and that love yhu have for me is so bright: I make yhu love me more after we argue and fight: whispering in my ear she will be alright: yhu hear my name and ya legs get light: I keep yhu ****** tight: eat yhu like pie yhu my favirote slice: the love yhu got for me is pure like snow white
Softly spoken Jun 2012
Everything happens for a reason thats what i believe
And i think i know the reason y yesterday we had to meet
One day some time soon im gonna come and rescue yhu
Take yhu away from any pain yhu ever felt im gonna make ya torn heart brand new
Seeing yhur smile and feeling the touch of ya skin
She is so young but my heart she is about to win
Knowing i didnt want to leave yhu but i had no other choice
The rest of my ride i kept hearing ya voice
If only i could have kissed ya lips and allowed my hand to travel a lil further between ya legs
If i could have only blessed yhu with my tongue while yhu ran ya fingers through my head
One day my lil shawty my ride or die my distant lover that is to far to be mine
One day we will reunite
And im gonna do all the things i should have done the first time.........
Softly spoken Jul 2010
‎​I'm ya backbone so I will hold ya body strong: I'm ya legs so I will never stir yhu wrong: I am ya heart so watch me beat heavy: I'm ya eyes keep ya vision steady: I'm there to the end even if the end is tomorrow: love yhu hold yhu hide yhu from ya own sorrows: kiss yhu *** yhu bring ya body pain of pleasure: but the love we have a math magician couldn't measure
deyrah Dec 2019
Tell her she's beautiful...
Do things yhu used to do with her when yhu started fresh with her.
Correct her in a calm and subtile way.
Reassure her, tell her how important she is.
Tell her yhur world without her in t, would be like the first verse and chapter of Genesis.
Even times, when she's falling... Remind her of how strong she is, do not give up on her.
She's really special. Would t **** yhu to let her know that, no matter how annoying she is, i mean. No matter how annoying. Sometimes she might drive to to the edge, but she needs to hear yhu say those words.
#to all the wives, widows, mothers and girlfriends.
Hang in there, we see yhu!
#we see yhur efforts, and we appreciate!
deyrah Aug 2019
So, at first real glance i took at yhu. Yhur words were sincere, backed with the unwavering flow of yhur eyes. I believed in yhu, and yhur every word.
Now, yhu look like the spitting image of the new found lies yhu tell, to keep this life going.
And even Now, yhu sound like a broken stereo, looping the same un-lyrical bad song, too sad for ears to absorb.
Tz a shame really... Cause in the end, yhu will still end up with yhurself.
deyrah Apr 2020
Thanks to those who didn't stop me from crying. *yhu made me forget my tears.
Thanks to those who left me on the floor, *yhu thought me new ways to stand!
Thanks to those who left, *yhu made me become more independent.
Thanks to those who gave up on me! *i honestly never thought I'd be this strong without yhu.
Thanks to those broke my heart. *i found a new way to love because of yhu.
Thanks to those who didn't reply my talks or messages! *yhu made me enjoy my own company!
Thanks to those who faked smiles to me. *haha, i surely discovered the right way to smile.
Thanks for the pains too, *i never knew my tears tasted this good!
And thanks to those who told me i couldn't do it! *i hope yhu can see me now.
I am doing it!
For those of yhu struggling out there...
I see yhu.
Hang in there
deyrah Aug 2019
People change, or they don't.
Truth z, everyone wants to change, but the ones who have witnessed yhu previously, still carries that old yhu in mind.
So when yhu try to change, their image of yhu stays the same.
People want to change, strangely enough, other people can't allow that change. Cause in their hearts, yhu will always be who they picture yhu to be.
deyrah Aug 2019
Cold hands, sweats flying over, touching the bed, struggling with the lack of air, and with the absolute want for yhu to let me go. I mean, i should have seen this coming...
But one's never prepared for something like this, yhu stained the sheets, with the struggles yhu put on, just so yhu could put t in. Yhu turned taciturn to my pleas and tears, yhu took me over, and over again. Till t wasn't a tease, why?? Z what i kept asking in my mind. I really wanted to tell someone, but who'd believe me??
*#****
Softly spoken Oct 2011
We have been kicking it for a minute or yhu can say a while
I love everyhing about yhu from ya laugh to ya smile
Time goes by I find myself continuosly asking that question yhu relunctantly turn down
but you don't want to stop messing around
You like us better with no title
Your not my girl, not my wife none of the lubby dubby shyt
But you always come to me when you need that quick fix
I'm patiently waiting for you to be ready
Wondering will you ever be my girl or should I say lady
But you prefere us to have no title
You want no compilcations to what we created things go smooth
You already got ya wife someone already married you
No ring involved just a word with no meaning someone before me has a title ****
So I'm stuck with working hard to move up a notch from just ya friend
You say 'we are better with no title'
Well I'm sick of this shyt I can't take no more
You be my girl or I will permanantly walk out ya door
I am willing to let go of the ***,laughs,conversation no more of my time will I waste on you
I soon find someone to give me what you was so scared to
A TITLE
Now your ******, I ain't shyt now you hate my guts
Mad at the fact I found someone to return the love
You feel some type of way now I have found someone new
And now I'm ok with being just friends with you
Your right we don't need a title
See I got tired of asking, wanting, and waitng
So yes I went and found someone that would love to be my lady
Now I have a girlfriend, you want to be that so you make a rival
All your screaming ranting and raving in the beginning your the one who said we didn't need a title......
deyrah Jan 2020
Yhu gave me butterflies...
But not in a good way. Those were times when, i was important to yhu...
Now, my only importance is yhur idea of me.
"Sometimes yhu have to give space, so people can miss yhu"
Maybe then, yhu'll get yhur value back!
deyrah Nov 2019
She was beautiful when yhu met her.
Now her face is all blue, and scars inner.
She had a gorgeous eyes that sees through crystal.
Now there's a patch of blood on the left eye.
Her smile was like the sunset, before a red moon.
Now, yhu have slapped away the nerve that controls the smile.
I'm no doctor.
But i think she's suffering from a "you syndrome"
Why abuse what yhu claim to love??
Softly spoken Jul 2010
‎​Forever a word with no meaning but mean the world forever I love yhu but today yhu r my girl forever wat a word that falls from I lips with meaning of endless life but we will never see iht so forever is a **** lie
deyrah Dec 2019
So i discovered that yhu are happy now.
Too bad, I'm not the source.
Maybe yhu'll find out, how immense
My pain is...
Perhaps, someday too. I hope yhu know.
That yhu are the source.
CynQuavia Dec 2011
Me And You Have Something New
Our Relationship Is Trust
And We Do Not Fuss
I love You And Need Yhu
To keep me Safe
Me And Yhu Is What I think About All Dayy !
deyrah Nov 2020
Even with eyes like stars...
Tears still fall from them like meteor

So... he doesn't love yhu,
What a shame.
Don't, don't let him see that weakness
Don't let him preach he's lies to yhu.

It's alright to be proud.
Yhu've fallen before.

Who said Yhu're not enough?
Who said they could contain you?

You're a girl unbroken
A girl uninterrupted
So what if he doesn't see you as you want??
He's not tall enough.
deyrah Jul 2019
Roses are red, or are they?
The only red visible are the blood stains on her cheeks and the droplets off her nostrils...
Violets?? The only ones i see are the bruises on her left eye, cause yhu always use yhur right.
But still yet, each night she basks in the awe of yhu,
Unable to escape this loop.
She loves yhu regardless...
deyrah Nov 2019
I have gotten used to the hurt.

Yhur soft lips, spitting hard hurtful words.

But please, if yhu are going to cry wolf, then yhu should mean it.

Don't try to save yhur life by taking mine.

Yhu can't heal a scar with a bandage.

I should be fine...
I should be...
I should...
I.
...
.
deyrah Jul 2019
So... My thoughts of yhu, are still real and firm, but now the moments we shared together has almost become a distant memory, dementia z surely catching up on the kisses we shared.
All the hugs of comfort
They are now minor fort.
My feelings about yhu are just lingering with no where for them to rest or lay on.
I want to say i miss yhu. But even that has no completion.
deyrah Aug 2019
Now that I've fought for yhur heart,
And actually won t....
What's next??
When she expects too much with too little effort she's putting in.
Softly spoken Apr 2012
i have become the disruption of dreams,the scare heard and never seen,the heartbreaker of all times,the 1 ppl wish to erasefrom there lives and mine,i have become the unsuccessful tragedy of life, the one yhu love and hate at night,i am the rock never to be broken,the door that wont open,the lock that wont let the key in,no one is who i want to befriend,i am the completion of things ppl dont understand,the reason straight woman are leaving there man,the optimistic **** up god created,so do me a favor shhot me but please make sure i am sedated...........
deyrah Sep 2019
So, all the love, cynical pleasures, and time spent together, building up memories...
Feelings, piled up, and love spreading out.
"I don't want to be with yhu anymore"
Was how yhu ended t...
I'm dedicating this one to a friend here.
I hope she moves on to happiness... *smiles
deyrah Oct 2019
Those kisses, hold no weight.
Those hugs, they hold no feelings.
Those caresses, they hold no tingling.
Those cuddles, hold no warmth.
Those eyes... why are they so cold??
Those words, well they didn't hold any truth in them.
Even while yhu are here!
I am still alone!
Some times, love is not enough, not even the least, our human nature always wants more, t may not know what it wants in the moment, but... Our hearts always search for more.
deyrah Oct 2019
I know, that i am broken.
I know yhu can't fix me, just as the way hello poetry wouldn't fix their server lags.
Maybe I'm not really broken...
But the way yhu look at me.
That shatters me!!
When someone makes yhu feel stupid, and like a worthless person, but they still keep yhu around, cause they want a reference point.
deyrah Sep 2019
I'm no genius.
But i know, that loving yhu.
Wasn't supposed to hurt.
deyrah Oct 2019
If pain was a color...
Hers would be three shades darker than black.
Cause after yhu left.
All her twilights became night, but without the moon!
Softer hearts deserve warmth.
When a person gives yhu their all... Please Cherish t.
deyrah Aug 2019
How can i be standing here with yhu, and be lonely...
deyrah Sep 2019
I'd write yhu an epistle...
But yhu left without a single word.
Now I'm wordless
When the love is still strong, but yhu alone feel t.
deyrah Sep 2019
When yhu fall from grace...
Death becomes love.
deyrah Aug 2019
The only thing....
Standing in between dreams and reality.
Is yhu...
When yhu feel pressed against the world, and no one seems to want to fit into yhur shoes, to actually know yhur plight.
deyrah Sep 2019
Lean heavier... Let me be yhur stepping stong to yhur elavated height.
But please, if yhu get to the top.
Do not forget me.
when yhu help someone out of despair, but they forget yhur good deeds.
deyrah Sep 2019
Ever since yhu left...
Silence has become my home!
deyrah Nov 2020
Do yhu know, when a person dies.
They lose the light in their eyes??

When a person is lonely
Yhu can tell from how empty their eyes are.
You can almost smell...
When someone's in love.

When love hits.
A sudden good morning
Would sound like trumpets blown by seraphims
Eager to taste sweet nothing.

The Color of love is painted by the heart.
Yet it's not red.

The color of love is...
Love is transparent. It gets a color when you know why you're in love.
deyrah Jul 2019
Lies too sweet to tell, too bitter to retain. too heavy for the tongue to bare, too sharp for the ears, or they'll tear.
Lies....
Yhu lied.
deyrah Nov 2022
You
If mood swings were someone, it'd be you.
I bet if forensics dust my heart, they'd find your prints.
In a song with the worse lyrics, I think of you... I think of how if you were mentioned in the song it would've sounded better.
I think of you when I see a night without starts.
I think to myself, "what if you were here, maybe the starts would come out"
I think of you when I see you, cause I want to see you ever time and all the you(s) that you hide under that smile.
Whenever I think about a smile, I picture yours
It spreads in my head like colors dancing on a canvas.
When I think of canvases I see your reflection.
When I think about reflections, I picture your silhouette living like a parasite in my memory.
When I reminisce about memories, all I see is our hands locked, and you separating them, just so you can come closer.
When I see people becoming closer, I wonder if we could become even closer than that.
That! That time where I was in my own world until you saw me, saw who I really am.
Am I still the one for you, I often wonder while yhu're on me...
And I'm under!
deyrah Dec 2019
I write ****** poetry each time i look at you.
I write good poetry, but after thinking about you, it becomes a word mess.
I try to use you, as my inspiration.
But vanilla doesn't mix with paint and dust so well.
Well... When you are around.
My poems ****.
Please leave!
Cause you used to be my inspiration.
Now yhu are a disturbing thought.
Poetry
deyrah Aug 2019
I'm a bit confused...
I thought i had gotten out.
I thought i ran away, but then...
How did i end up back here, in yhur arms??
I keep finding myself back here, with yhu.
When, yhu fall out of love, but still find yhurself back where yhu started.
deyrah Aug 2022
I am blind...
too blind, blinded by the way yhu love me,
so let me feel like you.
let me take the fall if it brings you joy
let me hold you with my words...
hold me in your heart
so bold enough, so that i... who is blind in love,
can feel you, like a blind man
just like a blind man, let me love you in braille
deyrah Oct 2021
I am that which can see, but is unseen, by those that see!
I am the cute bunny covered in dust, left by the toddler, who's now a teenager.
I am the wall, built around Jericho.
Yet i fall with a shout.
I am the one who decides, yet I'm the choice yhu cannot choose.
I am the un-loved, for those who crave love to look upon, yet i don't deserve love.
I provide joy for the faint of hearts, and uplift the depressed.
Yet I'm in solitude, having conversations, with my taciturn mind.
I am the ghost who is haunted by the living.
I fear, that one day...
I'll be forgotten.
deyrah Mar 2020
The last text yhu sent...
Became blurry, after i read it.
For the second time!
A break up??

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