i have become the disruption of dreams,the scare heard and never seen,the heartbreaker of all times,the 1 ppl wish to erasefrom there lives and mine,i have become the unsuccessful tragedy of life, the one yhu love and hate at night,i am the rock never to be broken,the door that wont open,the lock that wont let the key in,no one is who i want to befriend,i am the completion of things ppl dont understand,the reason straight woman are leaving there man,the optimistic **** up god created,so do me a favor shhot me but please make sure i am sedated...........