"nvm" poems
can i tell her tht
she was her.
i wanted
...her...
all of she!
i juss knew
she is
guaranteed.
to be w me..
her... she is
juss so beautifully.
...scrutiny...
eyes, nose, lips
& body... mainly
personality!
she is her
her is she
wow she’s so
carin..lovin
mainly
extraordinary.
i juss want her
to be with me
can i make you my
queen on saturday?
nvm.. i think
she’s has somebody..
sadly i thought
maybe it
was jus an imaginary
but now were friends..
and in the end
can i tell you tht?
she is her.
her is she
... i wanted her to be w me
Aug 15, 2018
Aug 15, 2018 at 9:29 AM UTC
The real devil is social media
I am one with peace
Peace should be a chant
Everyone needs it
I shouldn't be drinking much
I shouldn't be stealing
But here I am, drunk as **** and talking to my ex girlfriend
My mom is really crazy
What kind of higher power makes her suffer
I'm ashamed
You deserved everything but the best and hopefully an extra large cup full of of hope will fill you up
Hopefully I'm not selfish
I'll believe in God if you cameback honestly
You were my one and only The real devil is social media
I am one with peace
Peace should be a chant
Everyone needs it
I shouldn't be drinking much
I shouldn't be stealing
But here I am, drunk as **** and talking to my ex girlfriend
My mom is really crazy
What kind of higher power makes her suffer
I'm ashamed
You deserved everything but the best and hopefully an extra large cup full of of hope will fill you up
Hopefully I'm not selfish
I'll believe in God if you cameback honestly
You were my one and only
The real devil is social media
I am one with peace
Peace should be a chant
Everyone needs it
I shouldn't be drinking much
I shouldn't be stealing
But here I am, drunk as **** and talking to my ex girlfriend
My mom is really crazy
What kind of higher power makes her suffer
I'm ashamed
You deserved everything but the best and hopefully an extra large cup full of of hope will fill you up
Hopefully I'm not selfish
I'll believe in God if you cameback honestly
You were my one and only
I might have said that twice
Nvm I'm fulfilled what am I even bringing up
****
So what if I have the world in my hands
I don't have you
Oh wait
I'm supposed to be forgetting
And I'll pray to the God my mom prays to unt the day you're mine again
DID I JUST REPEAT A LOT OF THAT
Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 1:45 AM UTC
AVA: drinking sriracha so that i can feel something
GRACE: *** how'd it go
AVA: not well
GRACE: *** ava u liar u r practically a genius
AVA: that's hilarious
AVA: sayS THE GIRL IN GENIUS MATH
GRACE: wish you were here
AVA: what???
GRACE: nvm, ignore me
GRACE: wrong person
GRACE: i'm sure ur test went fine
May 5, 2015
May 5, 2015 at 3:54 PM UTC
Disappeared into an ocean of sadness
Turn and burn oh **** here we go.
Being hunted down.
Did he just buck it all the way to OZ
Hooked lined and sinker
It was like a rollercoaster
Not known which track to take.
But nvm you where never mine
Trying to find the answers
while being stuck on yesterday
With my mind playing tricks on me.
Why does it have to hurt when you
Ain’t mine. No relationship just talking.
Maybe one day you’ll see what you missed
that one girl who’d never hurt you.
She lost hope when you left her on read.
She’s the one thinking what did I do wrong?
Was it the fact i expressed some love towards them?
Where’s the time gone? 2 months in and she’s confused. With mixed signals.
She knows deep down she doesn’t matter
She just wants validation from someone she admires.
I feel like I’m out of my mind.
Mar 2, 2021
Mar 2, 2021 at 5:50 AM UTC
I always stole a glance at him, hoping that he
would ask for my name
but NO he never .... NVM
Made sure that I'd get a seat next to His,
Then I would stare at Him ...
Hoping that He would... Aahh NVM but
Not even a greeting, not even a Sawubona
from Him.
Decided to write Him a letter, then crafted it
an aeroplane, asked Jane to throw it at Him
but did He bother to even read it? Ahhh NVM
I started to convince myself that he is blind or
Long-sightened or something
I mean I never heard him utter a word maybe
he is dumb or he hates ... Ahhh NVM
I gazed at Him less, but them Feelings got
stronger
they got stronger and I decided to no longer
be a stranger to Him
I braved my heart and couraged my mouth
I went to His desk, greeted Him
He noded, Dude I'm so fucken attracted to you
'Oh you're '? Yes
'Sorry sister, I'm Gay.'
I fainted.
I never had a boyfriend again, till today.
Aug 14, 2015
Aug 14, 2015 at 8:55 PM UTC
Start with something casual:
“I miss you” is a good opener,
but don’t forget the twist—
throw in a parenthetical like
“(but not enough to beg)”
just to keep him guessing.
Follow up with a double text,
something vaguely existential.
Maybe:
“Do you ever think about
the weight of your own cowardice?”
And when he doesn’t respond,
add:
“Haha jk, how’s your sciatica?”
Text three should be a song lyric—
not one he knows,
but something obscure and devastating,
like:
“And the skeletons in both our closets
plotted hard to **** this up.”
Don’t explain it.
Let him Google it at 2 a.m.
and spiral in silence.
For text four,
go for the jugular:
“Do you think you’ll ever stop
mistaking fear for wisdom?”
Pause.
Then send:
“Nvm, that was mean.
What’s your comfort show again?
Mine’s Parks and Rec.”
By text five, he’ll start to crack.
He might reply with something cautious,
like:
“Are you okay?”
This is your chance.
Answer with:
“Define okay.”
Then immediately change the subject—
“Wait, what’s your zodiac rising?”
Text six is where you plant the seed of doubt:
“Sometimes I think we’d have worked out
if I didn’t know you so well.”
Wait exactly four minutes,
then follow up with:
“Or maybe if you knew yourself better.”
For text seven, go full cryptic:
“You remind me of that one painting—
you know, the one they had to repaint
because it was falling apart.”
Let him sit with that one.
By text eight,
he’ll either call or give up.
If he calls, ignore it.
If he doesn’t,
send:
“Anyway, good talk.
Hope life’s treating you
as kindly as you deserve.
Interpret that how you will.”
Text nine is optional,
but it’s my favorite:
“Do you even notice the silence
when it’s not yours?”
Text ten is the finale.
Simple, clean, devastating:
“I hope you finally stop running,
and when you do,
I hope it’s too late
for anyone to catch you.”
Dec 28, 2024
Dec 28, 2024 at 5:28 AM UTC
It follows me through the shadows
Out of the corner of my eye
An unseen monster
I can't escape it
Well **** it was just my cat nvm
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 3:14 PM UTC
Mmm you don't understand
Why I am what I am
I'm sorry I couldn't be your man
I just can't deal with it, gotta stick with my plan
But don't be offended when I tell you to shut it
Making my brain hurt I think I might lose it
Chasing after nothing but still I go through this
Making me feel down and blue
And then I think of you
All happy thought in my head that are new
Before never seen
You tell me I'm stuck in your dreams
That only happens when you go to sleep but eat something sweet like ice cream
But girl who are you choosing
Got two guys after you and now you just fooling
Man what are you doing
I'm going to stop be cause I know where I stand
I now understand why you don't wanna hold my hand
In public cause you embarrassed that I'm your man
But when we alone you love me keeping your jaw thick
While you up on my ****
But the emotion still hurts and I'm tried and I'm sick
So I go to the ditch, and smoke the rest of this nick
But when my soul fly's to the sky
You'll think and wonder why
Its probably because you never said goodbye.
Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 2:08 PM UTC
-2:16 a.m-
emilenn is online
hey, are you up?
nvm
doesn't matter
there's so much I need to tell you
and at this point it doesn't matter if you're here to listen or not
so i'll start off with the heaviest thing
i love you
and right now im not quite sure what that means
but i needed to say it because i don't say it nearly enough
next thing on the list is that i miss you so much right now
and i dont know if it's the isolation getting to me or what
but i miss everything about you
your hands
and how i was always too nervous to ask if i could hold them
because i didnt know where we stood
and for some reason
something deep inside me
thought asking would make you hate me
your eyes
and the little tears of laughter that would ***** up in them
whenever i would do that impression of my old chemistry teacher
because your laugh was golden to me
and id do anything to hear it again
your smile
and how you refused to show your teeth cos you hated your braces
and how i so badly wanted to pry your lips open with mine
because your braces are so **** cute
your voice
and that raspiness it gets when you laugh too hard for too long
and how for some reason
i wanted to hug you every time your voice got like that
or maybe im just being melodramatic
and this is all too much for a conversation at 2 am
with a person whos not even here
but i need you to know how loved you are
because i haven't been told in a long time
whether or not people actually care about me
and not to **** on your family
but i figured it was the same for you
so i love you
whatever that means
emilenn has left
Jul 23, 2020
Jul 23, 2020 at 1:09 AM UTC
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Jan 19, 2014
Jan 19, 2014 at 10:17 PM UTC
Use to love sleeping right be side you but i think you know what I know and now I feel like I should of never told my life.
Dark night I did find a *** of Gold and that was bitter in the starry night, so why do I get offended when you say let my baby brother sleep with me tonight?
Man the things you do at night...you can be a lover in someone's eyes then they get close to you and find there's a villian living inside... Don't you kno they have a hero that don't try to love it just comes naturally...right?
It's time..this time my stomach hurts cause I know what I did and I try and try to tell you but the secrets I know in my life are keeping you from seeing the hero that's trying to come and save the day tonight.
I went from by your side to the end of the line, and it's all my fault ...self piety right?
Do I sweep it under the rug or tell you yes I ........well....Nevermind.
Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 2:13 AM UTC
what even is s a double bind?
drives me out of my mind
the answer i cannot find
o wait nvm i found it lol
Jul 3, 2016
Jul 3, 2016 at 1:32 PM UTC
**never mind
it's not important
I'm not important
it's okay**
it's not okay.
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 12:26 PM UTC
what if I want to play around with destiny?
what if I defer from what is meant to be?
what if I decide to go against all odds?
what if I give karma the middle finger?
what if I stop being scared?
what if I say yes?
what if...
what?
nevermind
-Custodio
May 8, 2018
May 8, 2018 at 2:22 PM UTC