"fillets" poems
January cold damp little snow.
Cleaning two fish in the garage-
a rainbow a brown both gifts.
Dad taught me:
Cut down behind the gill
use the bend of the blade follow the spine flip repeat.
Hold the tail slip the knife between skin and meat push
let the knife do the work
don’t waste meat.
Two beautiful fillets.
Half done with the brown his hands stiffen red and cold.
He stops puts the knife down stretches them
wipes them of slime blames the arthritis continues.
His hands never get cold.
His age never shows.
Some day he will die I realize that now.
Mar 22, 2012
Mar 22, 2012 at 10:02 PM UTC
A shed, six by four, painted,
Landy green, black roof
Local fishmongers
Down by the harbor gates
Battered wooden, fish crates
Smelling of the ocean, the waves,
The spray
Weathered, worn, faded brown
Trawlers name a disappearing outline
A boy in shorts, blond hair
Tugging at his mother’s skirts
Pointing,
Spattered orange dotted flat fish
Flapping, fresh from the boat.
Propped against the side wall
A box of jade, and emerald sea jewels
Eyes frozen in time.
Chalk board hung from open door,
With names, prices , beyond understanding.
To the boy fantastical creatures
A man in a white coat, money rattling in pocket
Scales set on a bench, ready to measure out scales
For the women of the seaside town
All the gossip, the fish, and the stories
From one little shed down by the harbor wall
A boys face mesmerized, by cod
Larger than he, caught on a wall hook
Swift knife movements, and fillets,
Laid on yesterdays newspaper
Bones, and head thrown into a bucket
Large lazy yellow eyed seagull,
Sauntering like a casual thief, eye
On the bucket…
Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 6:05 PM UTC
Patches is a cat
a very pampered cat
She sleeps on silk cushiness and eats fillets of mouse
Charming everyone, she has the run of the house
She hacks up hairballs on the rug
once I saw her eat a slug
covered in fleas
she's quite hard to please
But she's our cat
Our very pampered cat
Apr 13, 2012
Apr 13, 2012 at 10:59 PM UTC
i am lost in the wisp of your faltering
the fluttering of concrete entrenched
into stoic rigmarole
to reach out layer by layer
peeling unearthing
a catatonic subdivision of disjoint subdivisions
a limit ordinal
between touch and feeling
where we kiss on the cusp of that silent ocean on the edge of sound
drowned in the nebulous familiarity of
a distant melody
a tired resolve
re solve the old puzzle muscle memory's misted amnesia
half the pieces falling out the warn tinderbox
inarticulate drowned severed isomorphisms over
brea(d)thless infinities
self adjoint matted topologies
nestled snugly in the amniotic absolution
of form before being
hands of matted ice
contorted into perfection
by the sculpting propensities
of undulations of estrangement,
where we touch in the cusp of self reflections thousand mirrors inverted propensities
infinite infinitesimals
nestled meromorphic partitions
hidden corners in the brevity of dusk
multiplicities fragmenting behind empty veils
( to be seen is to be made discrete
to be discrete is to flicker
and disappear
(inevitably invariable
inevitable invariability))
we
stand in a waterfall of gravel
and drown our voices in the choke of our cellophane hearts
caked
into fillets of aphasic tundra
where we whisper our nothings in the desert on the boundary of silence
our words
escape us
like rats from shipwreck
we are
disembowelled catharsis
intentional and fatuous
retching upon itself
severed
and free
and dead
Oct 15, 2014
Oct 15, 2014 at 8:53 AM UTC
~ menu fixe for Chez Revanche
Anxious Anaconda Antipasto.
Mega Shark Soup.
Grinning Crocodile Fillets.
Prodigious Python Pie.
All served up like revenge,
appropriately cold.
Presentation is everything.
Tuck in, before they do.
_ mce
Apr 8, 2015
Apr 8, 2015 at 9:43 PM UTC
After our 3rd 16-hour shift we skipped down the gravel road in the 4 am dusk holding still numb hands
hysterically laughing about a snowman made of ****** fish ice and decorated with intestines
to our room of splintered walls and sand infused beds.
Drunk on sleep deprivation and the movement of the conveyor belts
Fiona demanded of the 4 am twilight that our work be easier tomorrow
I told her that tomorrow could always be the hardest
she told me that I’m Eeyore because my contemplation always looks a bit like pessimism.
A week later I stuck my finger in the pus filled lesion of a salmon
and worried that I wasn’t existing well enough
I asked Fiona if she thought we were more ourselves dressed in layers of sleep deprivation
She cut 3 tails and stated that we must experience more life when we’re awake for 18 hours a day.
This place had forced the clean carefully constructed versions of ourselves to collapse
but she didn’t want this coarse damp translation of humanity to be what we intrinsically are.
Water and pink slime slid down my rain gear as I processed her words and the fillets sliding by
60 salmon later she spoke again
“You said once that every person you meet has some sort of impact on your life.
Maybe you’re always you but never the you that you were before this moment
because who we are is infinitely changing
we won’t always be grime.”
Jan 23, 2016
Jan 23, 2016 at 4:58 AM UTC
A warped neck on a Fender Strat , a broken bottle of Johnnie Walker Black . Torn felt on a mahogany billiard table , catfish fillets scorched on the fire , rendered inedible ..
A marvelous , precision tractor engine seized from loss of oil , a bumper crop of peaches killed by frost ..
An empty bottle of malt vinegar , wind blown lovely cherry pipe tobacco lost forever ..
Red ripe homegrown tomatoes shredded by hail , soft shelled pecans dropped in the well ..
First snowflakes of Winter melted on warm city streets , green grass left to die beneath a cloth sheet ..
Concord grapes dried on the vine , watermelon picked before it's time ..
Homemade biscuits burnt in the oven , true love within reach left undiscovered ..
Nov 30, 2015
Nov 30, 2015 at 1:36 PM UTC
Congrats! Your thin!
Go home and grin,
Freely roam
Atone
Forget former days
And steak fillets
Still a fake
Just now tame when you're next to a cake
Though still completely the same
Which is really quite the shame
So you went for fame
To make a name
Grovelled to beg
Upon a bold mans leg
Only to be told
You were far too old
You go back home,
Alone.
Eat heavy scones,
The belt line becomes blown
Up
About the time you buy a pup
Who'll be drinking next to you from a cup
As the two watch TV,
Never to flee.
Finish alone
Pup soon outgrown.
Never leave the home,
Or hear a ringing phone.
But at least you're now a size three
Eating no more than a cup of tea
People really respond to that
whole notion of not being fat
Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 1:40 AM UTC
March and April are the time
when crappie bite and winds chime
Cedar Creek, Prince's dock
it's the spot do not mock
Years of trees submerged there
fishing rods used by the pair
minnow on one jig on the other
catching crappie is never a bother
Medium shiner and red and chartreuse skirt
cast em out wait for the ****
cold Coors lite in the fridge
if not biting here, let’s try Caney bridge
Or maybe a dock across the way
down on the dam at the end of the day
but usually the dock will do just fine
under lights at dark or in sunshine
Fill the basket with white and black
watch the cork, reel the slack
when it bobs, set the hook
paperlip slab, fillet and cook
Electric knife and old butcher block
cleaning fish around the clock
cornmeal, seasoning and fillets
a great dinner at the end of the day
Shake in a sack and toss in hot oil
toss in some hushpuppies' watch it roil.
eating on the deck with family and friends
our bellies full, the day ends
Sep 16, 2016
Sep 16, 2016 at 9:30 AM UTC
The night when the purple people landed
I recollect I was brushing my pearly whites
one popped out of nowhere shoved a probe up my ***
a handshake would have truly sufficed
I leaped bolt upright from the basin
and shouted ****** hell, do you mind
she said you just carry on
then slapped my cheeks mumbling how tight and firm
They walked through walls
no one was safe
they made themselves a public nuisance
but none would ask them to ****** off
well who would really
knowing what they might do
I am sure no one liked the purple sods
taking such liberties thinking themselves gods
Then a plan was hatched
to rid these uncelebrated people
for no more would they probe
where no man could go
so we invited them to Mac Donald's
knowing all the purple people would choke and die
they ate some cheese burgers even fillets of fish and fries
and before they got to their ships all did die, and none did fly
By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
Dec 24, 2013
Dec 24, 2013 at 12:38 AM UTC
I'll take it from here
Hand off the wine glass and pick up the carving knife
Her lythe body lay hacked clean of both right appendages
On the center of our dining room table
Mouth painted red and bruised
We normally eat together
I loved when he brought home beautiful women
All tormented and smelling of sorrow
Three raw, fresh fillets of meat lay out before him
His teeth curving into a smile
Gleaming in the bright light as he slices strips off
Holds them out to me
I **** at his fingertips while pulling away
The meat is tender, she was in excellent shape
I could taste her laughter melting into my jaws
Reaching for him, unable to resist
Sliding ****** hands down his torso to silk lounge pants
Knowing what was beneath them well
Anticipating what came next
Feeding always evolved into *******
The soft whisper of clothes shedding
Wicked heat radiating in waves
He pulls tight on my hair
Hiss
Lifting up and over the warm form of our dinner
Popping the head of his shaft into my tight heat
Groan
Slowly he grinds into me
Escalating into a bass beat influenced pounding
I scream into the dining room
Always released with his jutting ***
Slowing down to kisses and laughter
Let's eat
Mar 3, 2012
Mar 3, 2012 at 3:28 PM UTC
This human body of mine
Craves the strangest of things at times...
When I'm laying in bed at night, all I can think of
Is how delicious some fresh macaroni would taste,
Or how much I really want a corndog,
Or when I'm sitting in class waiting for lunch,
And I start thinking about fish fillets,
And sandwhiches...With layers and layers of meat and cheese,
Or when I've just finihed eating something,
And a friend mentions what they just ate,
And I begin to want it terribly badly...
Why do I get these cravings at the weirdest of times?
Why can't I stop craving spanish rice,
Or Olive Gardens' breadsticks?
Atleast I got over my extream cravings for fries...
Nope, nevermind.
Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 11:01 AM UTC
frantic fingers in February
frost bitten and fumbling the knots
forbidden fish frolic, unsuspecting
free fresh chum flows from the flower bucket
as foraging future fillets
flounder in the underwater foliage –
fallen leaves create the floor
frog feet rest in the funk
finch feathers float on the ripples
frozen fox prints dance fancifully on the fresh fallen snow field
freely, my friends and I frolic also –
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 12:17 PM UTC
staring into the hollow pits
i can't seem to find your soul
your soul that links with mine
you ignore my words.
i plead, and beg,
stop! Stop! Please!
and then it's over
you cry
i cry
and I forgive you
why?
i love you
and I deserved it anyway
your kiss burns against mine.
it cuts through my pain
and I want more
but then again the memory of the kiss
hurts more than your fist
ever could
she notices, though
she sees the bruises
"get help" she says "please tell someone"
to tell someone would hurt you
ruin you
i can't do that
you saved me
I love you
you say you love me too?
you try your hardest to prove it
"you're mine", you say
no one else can have me
your words burn more then the sun on my face
and sting harder than the slap after slap
i know you didn't mean it
deep down, you're okay
just hurting
misunderstood
wronged
i understand
i'm here for you
after all, I'm yours
and you're mine, right?
love lasts longer than anger
the punches hurt
so do the pinches
the twists
the kicks leave me with a sick feeling
i can't help but sob and cry
and you cry too
you hate to hurt me
you just need a release
so you comfort me with kisses
i try to please you
you rock me when I cry
say you're sorry
and I believe you
"you belong to me," you say, "know that and never forget"
"and you're mine" I reply
"life is rough" you whisper, cradling my head
so I cover up
long sleeves even in summer
people look at me funny
but I know they're just jealous of us
i'll be okay
it doesn't hurt that badly
you need it
you understand me
we belong together
i crave your touch
no matter what form
you said you're sorry—it won't happen again.
but your words they cut me
like a knife
the blade fillets my heart
the bruises will heal
the words will be forgiven
scars will fade
but you'll be with be forever
because after all
you love me
right?
Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 4:11 PM UTC
that's basically me saying:
welcome home baltic son -
**** their sushi
****** those herring fillets
a in cream sauce
(with onions, cucumber
& apple) -
followed by some *amber
vóda*.
Apr 7, 2017
Apr 7, 2017 at 11:37 AM UTC