"colonizer" poems
you stole my light
when i told you to stop
and you ignored my red light
and kept going
like my body was undiscovered land
and you were a colonizer.
perhaps my asking you to stop
turned you on
made you hungry.
you looked at me with your hungry eyes
like i was fresh meat
for you to take and have for yourself
ignoring my stop signs
cries
screams
because i am nothing more
than an object to you
made for your manipulation and pleasures.
May 29, 2018
May 29, 2018 at 3:05 PM UTC
I am
the highway tunnels drilled in your gums
from when your baby teeth plucked themselves out.
I am
the **** rotting on the bed,
whose gelatin you flayed off with your rusted spoon.
I am
the accused with his bounty price
plastered across the billboard sign.
I am
the dying fetus
jutting her head outside the womb.
I am these tributaries — these waves that thirst — which, at first glance, don’t connect. In time, they will prove
that humanity has claimed territory in them.
I am the mouth, drooling forth my mountain water.
This larger lake! I shall never see beyond it.
I am not the fifth dimension, where the sky hangs its hook.
So what?
I have its might. I am the colonizer in its territory,
and I claim it.
Apr 18, 2021
Apr 18, 2021 at 5:18 PM UTC
You…
Good for nothing, light weighted
Changes direction according to the wind
It does not have a mind of its own
But I trusted it
To shelter and protect me
But alas…
I live in a windy city,
And it tends to be greedy
Gathering things that lie in its path,
Just like a colonizer
blowing across from one country
to another.
I pin together the sides
Of my fly away kameez/ dress
With nervous, embarrassed fingers
Pressing down, as if to close
a window or a swinging door
left unlocked on a windy day
letting black cats and dusty winds make their way.
Incontrollable weightless
It rises, it flashes
Waving like a red flag in front of a blind bull
Eyes on the Prize - You’re such a tease
I fumble carelessly
My hands desperately try
To hold down my dignity
Before it flies away,
Like a feather from a bird
That slowly descends to the floor
It is so light and so delicate.
It can be easily ripped off
and plucked away like a shriveled
dead fly away hair
I become a nervous wreck, picking at my scalp
One by one, wrapping it around my finger,
running my fingers through my hair
only to find bare skin, lying under dead hair.
Vulnerably the naked scalp peeks
through thin strands of hair
like a sheer curtain that hangs in my room
too afraid to draw it,
because I will have to put faces to the silhouettes,
And I rather know the world
as shadows and black outlines
At least that way
I won’t have to see the eyes
that pierce through me,
Unzipping my skin.
Jan 15, 2013
Jan 15, 2013 at 2:00 AM UTC
Formidable in flow and essence,
beauty is her power, cascading like her dark hair,
an invading army of one,
a natural seductress, at ease,
under the red banner of amour,
held out in front, she advances;
all impregnable forts willingly fall.
Her amatory machinations are
perfectly crafted.
She is a strategist,
when each of his senses advances,
towards her, she retreats,
when they frenetically chase her,
she stuns with her soft power,
the scent of this woman, makes him weak,
loose his bearing,
even when his senses are overpowered,
he poses like the victor of her passionate heart.
His every weakness she knows better than him,
but each moment covers up to make him reassured.
She is a colonizer,
glib talk, kind acts, a heart glittering like gold.
Oh how well she reigns over his heart!
She essays divide and rule,
each of his senses has
their way of seeking gratification from her.
Once he is perfectly under her control,
she transforms in to a whirlwind of love,
lifts him like a leaf,
and send him flying in pursuit,
of the high point,
consciousness can reach at the present state-
that feels like death, in a miniature form.
Apr 3, 2013
Apr 3, 2013 at 6:08 AM UTC
Every poet is a fake
eyewitness, peddler of make-believe hearsay,
A conveyor of love he never knew
in a city he never saw in a way to make you
feel the passion as if it were true,
He is an air-brusher of reality,
Thus a proselytizer of the Absurd:
That you can paint pictures with words;
That you can travel by verbs;
That you can conjure nouns by saying them;
That you can lead several lives within your only one.
Every poet is a fake
taxidermist, seller of second-hand stuffings
of souls that were never alive
Every poet is a fake
imperialist, would be explorer-cum-colonizer
of the terra incognita of your mind
Every poet is a fake
poet
Aug 31, 2020
Aug 31, 2020 at 11:03 AM UTC
you
non-
colonizer
friend, companion, self-intellectualizing
non-
colonizing
colonizer
who loves, cares, hurts
[ me ]
lays an offering
of violence
at
my
feet
non-
colonizing
colonizer
this is how you love
[ me ]
Jan 24, 2019
Jan 24, 2019 at 6:29 PM UTC
if i hold my silence now
i'll regret it forever
if i hold my regrets now
i'll stay silent forever.
you dated a brown girl
only to marry a white girl.
tell me how to separate
these wounds from my
colonial scars.
i'm still here,
trying to make it
in a world that wasn't made for me.
you fell in love with a brown girl
only to marry a white girl.
tell me how to feel like
i wasn't your taste test
i wasn't your "cultural experience"
i know you fell in love with me
you learnt my language
you memorized my tongue
but the night was
way too young.
will you give your child an "ethnic" name?
will your daughter have my name?
or was i just one of your
growing pains.
i'm just like my mother
falling for the ******
colonizer.
(i'd let you destroy me,
anyday)
Jan 28, 2019
Jan 28, 2019 at 10:04 PM UTC
There is no ceasefire, not in Gaza, not in Lebanon, not in Sudan,
but only genocide...
aggression...
war...
blood...
slaughter, and pain.
The West Bank continues to be under siege... met by tanks, death,
threats...
Families are met with bullets to their head.
The children are met with amputated limbs.
Children are left orphan... and forgotten.
Communities are met with too many martyrs to grieve...
Where is this ceasefire now?
There is bombardment in Yemen too, directed by the West like a true imperialist.
If one dare to rise up and resist, are met with an iron fist by the international colonizer community, given consent to **** with no impunity...
Dare the amputees speak....
Dare the bullet to the head speak...
Dare the orphan speak....
Dare the resistance speak of their own pain...
There is no ceasefire, but only genocide.
Where is this so-called ceasefire now?
Nowhere in sight....
Where is the anti-war movement?
Nowhere in sight.....
What happened to the anti-war movement?
Nowhere in sight….
Mar 17, 2025
Mar 17, 2025 at 8:07 AM UTC
Invasive
Intrusion
Colonizer
Usurper
You who do not belong
Before
Who cause destruction
devastation
violent change
Now
Your presence means
An absence
of others
Yet
However you came
Wherever you came from
You’re here
Now
You will be here
Into the future
Is there a way
A path forward?
Amidst this change
Your coming has wrought
To make you
No longer invasive
alien
How can we integrate
Our invaders
Our colonizers
Change can build
Even as it destroys
Whether thru the passage of time
Or conscious effort
Eventually
can the invader become native-made?
How can we make the process
Less destructive
Less devastating
Less violent
Transform the invader
as much as
The invader transforms us
Mar 28, 2024
Mar 28, 2024 at 12:22 PM UTC
There’s a man
who speaks for me
when my throat burns raw
from holding too much back.
British.
Refined.
A little too sure of himself -
but isn’t that the point?
He showed up in the static,
when my own voice
started splintering
under the weight of smiling.
Back when masking
meant survival,
and sounding different
was the only kind of safe I knew.
He’s not always kind,
but he’s always ready.
Crisp consonants.
Neatly folded sentences.
No stammer, no stray emotion.
Just enough distance
to keep breathing.
He isn’t me.
But I let him live
in the hollow between words,
in the pause where fear used to be.
Some days, I speak
and only realize later -
it was him, not me.
He doesn’t ask questions.
He answers them.
I wonder sometimes
what he’s protecting.
Or hiding.
Or holding up like armor
against the softness of me.
Colonizer?
Comfort?
Cohabitator?
He was born
in the croak of survival.
And now,
even when I’m safe,
he stays.
I would never send him away.
He kept me whole
when I didn’t know I was breaking.
If I carry him still,
it’s because
he carried me first.
Jul 31, 2025
Jul 31, 2025 at 11:37 AM UTC
if our God is
the colonizer then
our intelligence is confirmed
we are here.
Oct 25, 2013
Oct 25, 2013 at 11:53 PM UTC
We were eating diner
a heartfealt family meal
a red aura asceued throughout
enuced my appeal.
He asked what the meal was called.
I looked at the *** as my mom's voice trailed off,
"Um... meat with sauce"
The deep red chile con nopales
todava existe con todas estas reglas sociales
She softened her tongue for colonizer mouths
we were eating our food in her own house
Chile colorado that stained her hands
turned to twisted song that sung a sour dance.
The conversation lasted a few seconds
but to me the thought beckoned
Its call Chile Colorado for it's deep red hue,
like the spilled blood of my ancestors
and I wonder; "What would they do?"
I draw my tortilla through the salsa
pero entre mi corazon algo senti falsa.
Why do we lie by our own words
Its almost like we are
scared to be heard.
The sharp english language hurts like a cut
but my creamy soft spanish rolls of my tounge.
Chile is a Nahuatl word
A representation of a blend of my two cultures
Mestiso, a swirling blend
of my Spanish colonizers
and my Native soul
stuck between two worlds, a song sung like a Oriol
My brown tint skin,
like the pews of a church or a sad sung hymn,
they do not hide behind a colonized word
so why should I hide the names of a food
of which with love we feed to you.
Apr 25, 2025
Apr 25, 2025 at 2:23 PM UTC
This sits between us
Like poison between
Skin and blood
If you could give back
What you stole
You wouldn't.
Offer yourself again
As if you are the equivalent
To the love lost
Colonizer lover,
Thief of my soul.
Sep 26, 2020
Sep 26, 2020 at 3:28 PM UTC