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Alaska Feb 2016
I know you're scared,
but it's okay.
I know you love
him.
It's okay to take a risk
again.
If he's not the one,
he's not the
one.
You may get hurt,
but you may
not.
You're strong and
you will
heal.
You're gonna be
okay.
But if he's the one,
well that's another
story isn't
it?
Alaska Feb 2016
Am I pushing
you away?
I can't tell if
I am.
If i was,
would you tell
me?
I don't mean to.
If I do, maybe
it's because  I
already know
you're going to
leave me like
everyone else.
So I guess I just
make it happen
sooner.
I'm sorry.
I'd rather hurt
now then later
I guess.
Alaska Feb 2016
I was no  longer
innocent.
I was no longer
considered a
*****.
You made me
feel like that
was a bad thing.
But being innocent
is one of the best
things you can be.
Don't lose it
because you're
told it's bad, lose
your innocence
when you want
to.
When you're
ready.
Alaska Feb 2016
You knew I was
innocent.
You saw it as an
opportunity to
use me.
You thought I
was easy, so
it didn't matter
if you hurt me.
You knew I had
feelings for you,
so you used that
to your
advantage.
All I wanted
was to be with you,
but all you wanted
was my body...
Alaska Feb 2016
I can't seem to
fall asleep
anymore.
I lay awake
in bed staring
at my barren
ceiling,
thinking.
Thinking about
how broken I
am...how you
broke me...
It's been 5
******* years
and I'm still
trying to put
myself back
together from
the first time.
I'm still trying
to mend all my
pieces into one
again.
I don't think I
ever really
realized how
broken you
made me till
now...
But one day I
will be whole
again.
Alaska Feb 2016
All you
need is
him.
Call to
him
when
you are
lonely.
Call to
him
when
you are
weak.
But most
importantly
call to him
when you're
strong.
Call to him
when you're
found.
Call to him
always.
Trust in
him only.
Alaska Feb 2016
I despise
the word.
All
memories
rush back to
me when it
is uttered.
If you are
one, stay
away.
Stay far,
far away.
I'm sick of
all the pain
people like
you, have
caused me.
I don't need
another one
in my life .
You
destroyed
me.
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