1 I attended with my new suit
1 I barely made it to and back
1 I watched from a screen
1 I missed the train
1 I've been preparing for

2018-2023, 5 years.

I'm 25 years old
My dads getting old too
My mom I had to convince to come
Eyes of familiar faces to watch me stand or stumble
I just want you all to know, no matter what, I love you

A son, step-son, brother, half-brother, nephew, grandson, grand nephew, boyfriend, partner in this same suit
You made me who I am

Farmor, especially you.

summer’s golden touch
bright fine flowers growing wild
hot air’s cloudless sky.



Shell ✨🐚

caught up in uncountable personal agendas
it takes belief in the supernatural to break free
and live freely according to ones heart.

~
drawn to a twinkling
crown of muted lights

a moment in the waterfront
of your eyes

in between circadian rhythm
and a place called irresistible

there we listen to sun-filled hymns
and children's laughter

not caring what comes after...
~

Not knowing, where the universe begins
Or how far, the darkness extends
Can one know, where it actually ends

this feeling is not
symbiotic: you reduce
my core to nothing

He's a rescuer
And he was
Rescuing the
People that
Was drowning
Also he gave
Then CPR
And nock on wood
They are fine now