My mind is a web of
Silk
and String
That I cannot fathom into a
Tapestry

Please come back
My longing heart calls
Such kindness you've shown
You've softened my falls...
Come back my muses
My loving friends
Leave me not
Here alone
  Unable to mend....
Please come back if you can
My dearest HP friends
.........................................

I'm brOKen
when you tell me
I'm beautiful.

I am afraid I'll be sad forever
Nothing brings out a smile
When I am down I often forget
It is only for a while
I am scared I'll never be fixed
My broken heart will never mend
When it's aching it feels like
Pain might not ever come to an end
I fear my instability
Urges to make a deep incision
Temporary emotions pushing me
Towards a permanent decision

I've search the entire universe
I have not met anyone
Like YOU my BELOVEDz

Even if all the angels come together
And put all their divinity into one

It may be one of the best
But that too is no match
To YOU my BELOVEDz

I keep on writing your name
With my fingers on the clouds
I find no learning
Equal to your LOVE

I am not even able to concentrate
On the verses of religious texts

In every book it is written that
No one is bigger than the All-mighty
But it is your LOVE that has taught me
That there is no knowledge
Bigger than your LOVE

In longing of YOURS
In pain of your LOVE
I'm beaten down and
Have taken a thousand scars
I've broken down and
Have shattered my heart into pieces

In front of the world
I plead guilty of LOVING YOU
But I can NEVER stop LOVING YOU

Whoever sees me says
They have never ever
Seen a LOVERz like me
And they add this too

They have never seen
A BELOVEDz like YOU

I've search the entire universe
I have not met anyone
Like YOU my BELOVEDz

My heart is broken in pieces
My being is shattered in shards
My spirit is imprisoned in shackles

Is there anyone here to ask me
"How are you...?"

The fate played a gimmick on me
Destiny's drama molded my fall
Humans who have made societal rulez
People who made religion and law
Escalated my brokenness
I'm fallen now... I'm falling now...

Awaiting rain after drought summer
But LOVE-rain was followed by calamities

When the flower bloomed of LOVE
Traditions broke the branch of my life

I often pinch myself
I still do not believe
The LOVE emitting from your SOUL
Was a TRUTH of my existence

So My Belovedz,
YOU are not at fault at all

I keep LOVING YOU to show
The LOVE you show me
Through your soulful eyes

I asked for YOUR LOVE
But life is cruel and
Granted me with your separation

At the very first step
In our relationship ring
I fell flat down on the rug
Defeated with worldly blows

I am young at heart
I am FREE beyond independence
But....
I did not have a clue that
For YOUR LOVE I carry within me
The world will give me
So much pain, despair and longings

I cry your name with every breath
With eyes filled with tears flowing out

I hope my cries finds
The way to your soul

My heart in broken pieces
My being shattered in shards
My spirit imprisoned in shackles

Is there anyone here to ask me
"How are you...?"
"How are you feeling...?