I went to your game today... The first one I've been to for a while, it was a great game. You guys won and now you are going to bi-district.
     I caught you staring at me a few times, quite a bit actually.... The bus ride home was great, I talked to an old friend, made some new friends too. Everything was fine till I got home, when I got home I was hoping for a text, a call, anything....
     Every car that went down my road I hoped was you, I hoped it was you puling into my driveway to knock on my window and tell me to open the door so you could come in and tell me that you want me back and that you love me.
     But sadly, none of the cars were you...

hesitant steps
nervous smiles
cold, shaking hands
warm, warm eyes

loud taunts
deafening cheers

slowly...
    oh
        so
            s l o w l y

soft cheek
and even softer lips

By loving you I learned to hate myself
In finding you I learned to lose myself
Eyes roll back into my head,
Decorated by ugly shades of red
Don't really know if I meant what I said,
If I'd rather be dead

Couldn't stop the shakes
Turned my tears into lakes
Trying to teach myself not to need you here
This is someone trying to disappear

Craving your careful stroke of my hair
That simple bliss so temporary

But in leaving you I've learned to need myself
And in forgetting you I've learned to be myself
They said life teaches you how to live it,
you just have to live long enough to get it

This is no way for the story to end,
you were supposed to complete me,
but there are so many pieces missing, my friend,
I know that is not really your fault,
but where should I begin?

Your stories are so funny,
and you look cute as hell,
but the real inferno is raging on inside you,
and that is a thing that I can never change.

You went silent, you fell apart,
you  looked the other away,
now even if I see you,
I wonder if you are there.